Star Light Categories – Teen Lifestyle – When you hit that hormone stage!

Blah I remember that day when my hormones kicked in I felt like I was dying. Yet it got me out of school most of the time because my excuse was I’ve got a tummy ache and I feel sick. They literally took it and I just went home had a paracetamol and fell asleep to sleep of the dreaded period pains. 

That’s the only time I used to get out of school when it came about because I genuinely hated school; I would try anything to get out of class and school because of it, I don’t know what they do now these days but I just use it against them and I would never complain or anything. 

The worst part was the spots/zits but people say don’t pop them but no one genuinely don’t tell you why not until you realise you do pop it and leaves you scared well unless you’re me and get anxious by picking at it. Generally people use zit products or toothpaste but I never really see the point of that to be honest with you because a) it never seemed to work b) I didn’t have the patience to keep doing everyday. 

Boys be boys will get silly and will shoot up nice and tall. Their voices break due to hormones so girlies don’t think they don’t get much they will also break out in spots too. Yet they don’t understand the pain of period pains and what not. Unless you kick them where it hurts so they can get some sort of an idea but I recommend not to do this unless you’re under attack be a stranger. 

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Star Light Categories – Teen Lifestyle: “Growing up watching people get lairy” – Story Based

Sitting in a back of class thinking I wish I wasn’t in school as I watch people getting lairy; to be quite honest it’s not very pretty sight I can tell you that, as I’m now whole lot older walking through town at night is quite scary but it’s not very sensible either by you’re self.

I got told by a friend or a friend that he got beaten all because he looked the wrong way by a group of youths. Yet it wouldn’t of happened if he hadn’t been there at all. I  could tell you know that I could predict a riot any day now.

I tried to get into my taxi the other day and a man in a tracksuit attacks me stating the fact that he saw it first. Yet it was a gang that had set him up completely so he could impress them and have a bit of glory. 

I start to see who I think it is who had everything going for them scrabbling around with no clothes on just earn money. If it wasn’t for the chippy down the road they would of been frozen by now. They aren’t sensible anymore than I remember. 

Is there anybody left out there that doesn’t want that life? Who really doesn’t want to be out there in the streets thinking that this is the only option for them. You can change your life around now if you know where to go and who can challenge you the most and not get into these types of things. 

Star Light Categories – Teen Lifestyle – “Back to school say ‘What?’”

It’s that time of year when all of the sudden autumn has arrived; starting to get bit chilly now along with the dark nights coming our way, come by the 1st September 2018 all of the first years going to the new secondary schools feeling anxious and nervous. Along with infants children going into junior schools; parents worrying about leaving their children in infants school for the day, along with leaving their not so little going to junior schools and going onto secondary schools. 

You maybe start a new school; you may return a new year feeling anxious at the same school, you may moved to a new area and you don’t know anyone until you started your school. You might even start you’re year of exams and coursework. You may start college or going to uni. 

Everything you may find either exciting and nervous as it’s a new academic year for you. You pray that you don’t have the same teachers that you had before or you hoped that the teacher that you hated or the teacher hates you had left over the summer. 

Generally you just hate school all together. I pretty much hated most of my teachers that had secretly especially my geography teacher at the time I was at secondary school. Feelings mutual to be quite honest with you as they didn’t like me and I didn’t like you them. 

Never pushed me to get on with the subject in the first place. So I never took it for GCSE. I was always got anxious when I went back to school every year even when we had school holidays. I use to be terrified of it and I just glad that as soon as 3:00/3:30pm came I was out of there before you could say “quidditch” pretty much unless I found myself doing something for the school on which I really didn’t want to do. 

All I have to say is you’ll be fine and you’ll be amazing. Once you got yourself into a routine and everything. You know what your doing before you know it. 

Star Light Categories – Teen Lifestyle: Old Social Media that I grew up with – 21.8.18

In this day in age the most common thing about social media and online people is that people share so much personal things that are going on with their lives. You may think it’s safe no one will look back at it or when you apply for jobs and etc. Trust me people will especially employers of you’re applying for a job that you wanted to do for the rest of you’re life. Even if it’s a silly things you did on the internet as a teen at the time because they will find away around it along with people who know you may worry about you. Just be careful what you put up in the future even if you’re having bad time. 

I try and speak out mental health issues because there’s not enough help to get by everyday and everyone is letting their voices be heard because no one is listening to them at the time when they needed help. Along with not enough understanding of what’s happening and why people suffer from this illness. 

Enough said on that. You’re probably thinking what old social media is she talking about here. All we know is Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and Pinterest. Yes there’s a lot more social media before this time but since then with these 4 social media accounts have taken the world by storm all of the old social media accounts have died out. 

When I was growing up Facebook had just started out, I had msn which was chat rooms, Bebo it was like Facebook at the time I think it was, My Space was another one that was popular at that time. You may wonder why I’m having a reminiscence of these sort of social media is because I was colouring a picture that had a message called “My Space”  which had a completely different meaning to it obviously because it was all about the space and around the world. 

It just gave me the idea of the whole topic for you guys at the time. Since the other social media had died out and Facebook had out lived all of them; new ones grew and became popular with it all, everyone uses them in different ways, however there’s always one slight problem with that. That is because you will get more scammers, sex offenders and many more that can harm you in one way or another.  You have to be extremely careful in what you do; if something doesn’t sound right or feel right, please report it to your parents and the police even if they tell you not too. They will try everything to get inside your head and control you. 

Star Light Categories – Teen Lifestyle – It’s all coming back to me now – Story Based

There were nights when the wind was so cold like my body had froze in bed; if I had tried to listen to it as it was gusting right outside my bedroom window, I would of hoped to hear your voice once again and maybe give me a clue why you had left me so young. The were even days when the sun was so cruel that all of my tears felt like that they had turned into dust like I just knew my eyes were drying up forever whenever I got bullied; theres was nothing for me to cry because I was already a broken soul, all of the memories just came flooding back to me. 

I remembered the day I had finished crying since the day you left but I can’t remember where, or when or even how. I had banished every memory you and I had ever made; the thought of you coming back to me being a parent once again in my life, you gave me a hug like you never disappeared and you gave me birthday presents like this and now it’s all coming back to me. It’s so hard to believe but it’s all coming back to me. 

There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light in the sky where I sworn  I hold never do again. Yet they’ve always seemed right but there were nights of endless cries but the system had laws that we weren’t allowed to do. All of the fun memories that we made me was all lost long time ago like it was dead to the world. Yet it’s so hard to resist when you walked back into my life I can barely recall all of those days in that moment of dark haunted adoption place. 

There were so many empty threats and hollow lies they told me; that no one wanted me just like my parents did, it hurt me even more worse and so much deeper and there were so many hours that just went on for days. Yet when it came to my new adoptive family came there were so many chances it wouldn’t be me. 

Now that I see the evil women I know now that she’s just a history with the slamming of the door and I made myself strong again and never wasted any of my time on her since then. As it’s all coming back to me from day one entering that house. The flesh and the fantasies of getting out of there I can barely recall but it’s all coming back to me now. 

If I could forgive you for all this and if I can forgive you all that. I might forgive and forget but it’s all coming back to me. When you see me like this as I see you as that I just like to tell you how much hell you put me through because now you know how it feels; you seek for my forgiveness but it’s all coming back to me now. 

Star Light Categories – Teen Lifestyle (26.6.18) – You can have it all – Story Based

I’ll tell you what it’s going to be like once you leave school because when I last saw you on the bus you were just in your uniform and that was that. There was more to meet the eye than passing by; I can tell you what it’s going to be like in five years from now, I saw you on the bus in the distance future I looked at your shoes they were starting to fall apart. I would remember you saying to your friends that you would find someone rich enough to buy me everything that I want. I don’t need grades or anything. 

Coming back to the reality I turned around to tell you that you would need grades and everything just incase you don’t meet the man of your dreams. It won’t be my fault wheather you take my advice or not because I won’t care because I won’t regret a single thing taking my grandfathers advice as I turning my life around at the last minute. I chose to live my life how I want it. 

It will definitely won’t be my fault and I won’t care if you fail to get the life you want at a drop of a hat. I won’t regret a single thing without giving you a warning right now. I can tell you what it’s going to be like if you lost a limb if you threaten someone with a knife; if you leave at night not telling your parents where your going because you think they don’t nothing, yet if you’re alone in the dark bleeding and your parents aren’t there to hold you tight whilst being rushed to hospital.

Leave but I can still tell you what it’s going to be like as I sit by your side at the hospital because I found you bleeding and you held my hand feeling scared. If only they knew or understand that I was your guarding angel; your parents came running in to be at your side, they held your had not even noticing that I was there and brought you in. 

It’s really not my fault and I don’t care how much you blame me for telling you the truth I won’t regret one single thing. You can have it all if you change your life around because it’s alright as I’m going to give you it all to you. You never lied to me before. 

Just as you were about to get off the bus you turned around to say thank you. I had already disappeared where you and I were sitting. You couldn’t work out who you were talking to. 

Star Light Categories: (12.6.18) Tuesday – Teen Lifestyle: Those annoying zits/spots!

You’re probably thinking or screaming “YES! She’s finally posting about the annoying zits/spots!” Every Teens nightmare when they hit puberty what makes it worse is when the heat comes they come out more. Am I right? It’s okay if I’m not because everyone has different make up gene in their body; if you haven’t learnt it in school why not? Or you have and you weren’t listening because you find sciences so boring?

Your probably thinking she’s got perfect skin now and did she have perfect skin when she was a teen. To be quite honest with you I still get spots now and then more so now because of the heat; I absolutely hate them with a passion because they are so unattractive to be honest with you, not as much as on my face because I use loads of make up lotion every morning and then loads of other things before I start with the whole make up routine.

I didn’t have any routine back when I was a teen because there wasn’t anyone out there to inspire me to wear make up or groom myself other than stupid unnecessary hair that’s not meant to be there. This was the early 2000s when I was in my teens because there’s nothing you could do or anything but then I acted like I didn’t care about what I looked but I just convinced myself that I wasn’t pretty enough or anything even though I tried the effort to make myself good about myself.

Spots/zits for me are a pain because I hate it so much especially with the whole massive one on the side of your chin no matter what side it is. There’s alway one where everyone can see it no matter how much make up you put on to cover it as soon as the make up starts to come off if you been working a lot and sweating a lot that’s when you know everyone starts to notice it.

Especially if you’re at school and kids might start picking on you or make fun of you because of it. To be honest you guys have probably got the best outcome of stuff to sort out all of the spots/zits to sort them out than I did. I didn’t even have the patience to stick with the daily things to sort them out. I think I just popped mine when they came but I don’t know if it’s true or not if you’re meant to pop them but I came out fine no scaring or anything. Don’t know who came out with that lie or rumour to be honest with you.

If you know the reason why you shouldn’t pop them do let me know because I never understood that one even to this day and I’m a whole lot older than you guys. I’m useless at talking about things like this when I blank things out when I was teen; I’m quite good at blanking my past out to be honest, if you want to me do anymore about these types of things do comment below I’ll try and be as useful as I can be.

Teen Lifestyle: Clothing Range, Prom Clothing, Make Up changed since I was a teen. (2001-2010 my teen years)

Over the last 8 years since 2010 had arrived the new decade had arrived thousand of new clothing line, make up, prom clothing have changed since my time when I was a teen. Things have changed since the complete 2000 had arrived; I started secondary school/high school to some people but we call it secondary school in the U.K. however I started secondary in 2001 in September, through the time of school and college clothing and make up industries were still trying to work out what to make millennium a house hold name for itself.

It was trying come out of the 90’s to which they were trying to do the cross over; it still wasn’t much until now where you can actually find your own dress sense, more range of make up and a lots more ranges of prom dresses now then there was back in my day. There’s plenty to chose from and being able to feel you. I guess theses days now fashion has become more adaptable to what people actually want; they are getting there in lots of different areas from one generation to another generation suiting for everyone needs, which is really nice and cool. 

I really like the prom dresses that have been coming out every year; I’m like my god they are so pretty I wish I had these back in my day, there wasn’t enough out there back then and everything. I ended up with a black mesh over a cream lining; I’m sorry I don’t have a picture of it or  me wearing it, I’m quite luckily I don’t have one saved on here because I’m quite conconsious about how look in it and what I was quite insecure back then. 

I thought I was fat back then but I was actually quite slim back then and I have put weight on over the years since then. I guess bodies changes over the years and what not. When I was a teen I didn’t wear much make up or anything like that over the years then like I said there wasn’t much make up back that then. I did have make up back then but it didn’t appeal to me back then; I just didn’t understand much back then as I didn’t have anyone telling me how to do it or anything back then, however I know more now and how to do it making me feeling comfortable with myself. 

I didn’t have much money back then because I didn’t work and etc obviously until I left college 2011. That’s when I started to earn money and being able to do things for myself; that’s when I started to work on myself, finding my way in life as a young 20 year old at the time who just finished education and etc. 

I believe that teens of today have got more freedom and money to be able to do things today than I use to have back then. It’s goes to show how much things changed the first 10 years of 2000 and now. It’s about the times changing over the years and also there’s things that I would of done when I could. The fact that there’s things you guys can’t do now what I use to do; especially with new houses being built, and etc. 

Teens lifestyle: “See you again” – Story Based

I got my sight set on you and I’m ready to aim like I have a heart that will never be tamed. I knew that you were something special when you spoke my name and now I can’t wait to see you again. I’ve got a way of knowing when something is right like I feel that I must have known you in another life because I felt this deep connection when you looked into my eyes. Now I can’t wait to see you again.

It’s like a film that every teen girl watches because the last time I freaked out I just kept on looking down as I stuttered as you stroked my hair when you asked me what I was thinking about. It like felt like I couldn’t breathe once again you asked me what was wrong with me; my best friend Lilly said “oh she’s just being Miley”, the next time we hang out I will have redeem myself but my heart it can’t rest until then I can’t wait to see you again.

I got this feeling deep inside as my phone rang and it was you calling me to ask me tomorrow night; I’m not a mind reader but I can read the signs that you can’t wait to see me again, my anxiety is tripping out like I want to but I don’t want to but knowing your fine with me and you help me calm down.

I just can’t wait to see you again that I can’t control my excitement but with butterflies in my stomach. I know you would come running to me to calm me down. Your my guardian angel and I can’t wait to see you again.

Teen Lifestyle: “I kissed a girl” – Story Based

I woke up this morning thinking this was never the way I planned not even my intention but I got to be brave; as I’m hanging out by the fence of the bike shed with you but I lost my discretion, this is not what I’m not use to but I just want to try it on you and you agreed to let me try.

I kissed a girl and I liked it. The taste of her cherry chapstick still on my lips in my science lesson as I bit my lips thinking about that kiss; I couldn’t believe that I kissed a girl to try it, I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it even though it felt so wrong but it so right and it doesn’t mean I’m in love tonight as I came home from school. Laying on my bed thinking about kissing a girl that day and I liked it.

Your name stayed in my head but it doesn’t matter because your my experimental game. It’s just human nature even though it’s not what good girls do it’s not how they should be behave. Yet my head gets so confused it’s hard to obey our thoughts when we are so magical with soft skin, red lips and so kissable. It’s hard to resist it and resisting the most touchable thing. It’s too good to deny it so why is such a big deal; it’s innocent thing to do of falling in love with someone who’s the same sex as you, just need to get over it as this is now the 22nd century not the 21st anymore and the world is changing.