Star Star Light Categories: (20.6.18) Wednesday Evening At 8 – The Strangest Things

Just want to give a massive big shout out to a lovely sales assistant in my local mini supermarket who gave me 6p as I thought I had enough money but she came to the rescue and did it for me. I think I would of given up to be honest but because she said I was a regular and that she sees me in there all the time. That’s just goes to show a Good Samaritan is out there and you don’t find nice people out there who care about other people. 

That’s given me a positive mood than what I just had few hours before where I had someone venting at me because they were so mad at someone. I could understand so much but when I wasn’t myself in the first place and I knew they would be on one about something. 

I’m just literally so tired at the moment my medication is starting to kick in a bit more now so I’m more tired than anything. Did have a splitting headache first thing this morning so I slept it off as best I could. Pushed myself to have a shower and do my hair because my hair needed to be done and it was driving me mad with itchy ness because obviously been told I have dermatitis is a type eczema that can be triggered be contact by a certain substance. 

Eczema is the name for a group of conditions that can cause the skin to become irritated and dry. Most people with contact dermatitis can expect their symptoms to improve some cases will clear up completely. Contact dermatitis cause the skin to become red, blistered, dry and cracked. 

Strange things that we have to come to face in life you either have to take on the chin or let it define you. At the end of the day you choose what you want at the end of the day. You let the strange things happen and control you or not. 

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Star Light Categories: (19.6.18) Tuesday Teen Lifestyle – Oh my god I can’t believe this

Time on your side that will never ever end but the most beautiful thing you can ever spend because your work a shirt with a name tag on it. Yet you lean on the counter feeling bored because your drifting apart like the tectonic plates in the sea causing tsunamis all over the world. Yet it doesn’t matter to me because all I wanted to be is a million miles away from here; somewhere more familiar as there’s too much time spent dragging the past up, I didn’t see you looking when I messed up but as your settling down in your early twenties. 

Knowing that you wished you had better grades when you left school your sucking more blood than a back street dentist. You’re life doesn’t matter to me because I all I wanted to be a million miles away from here somewhere else more familiar. Now I’ve achieved to what I wanted to do because I worked hard to get where I wanted to be… now I can say.

Oh my god I can’t believe it I’ve never been this far away from home. I’ve never been this far away from home running around listening, learning about the great rulers making the glory of their country greater. That was only think in the history that was growing. Knock me down when my dreams aren’t good enough I’ll just get back up again like PAC-Man powered up but I’m mire stronger than you ever think. 

It doesn’t matter to me if I’m still behind the table at school or behind a counter. All I want to be a million miles away from here to somewhere more familiar. Oh my god I can’t believe it I’ve never been so far away from home. Even if school or the weekend job was just around the corner that was the only time I’m far away. 

I’m million miles away from home I’m now following my dreams of adventuring the world. Living the dream job that I’m doing writing my adventures creating stories of what I’ve seen. Achieving is believing. 

Star Light Categories: (18.6.18) Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging – How many blogs do you blog a day?

Word up guys! I hope you’re having the bless sunny day today (18.6.18) want to say a quick thank you for continuing to read my blogs yesterday (17.6.18) as I had become very ill over the weekend which wasn’t good. I am now on a slow but on the right tracks to get myself back onto the open road again. Along with my stag and you guys coming to the rescue with full force of your stats. Thank you if you are one of those people on here or on my instagram. We can do this together and stand strong. 

Onwards and upwards this is the second attempt of this writing this blog as I was on a role last week. Not 100% why I couldn’t finish it all off but I think I fell asleep whilst writing it. 

I genuinely try and write 2-3 blogs a day for the following day no matter what happens. I just believe that I can push out 3 as my limit but 4 is pure luck. I like the consistent within my blogs as much as I can. Knowing your limit of what you can blog and knowing when they are ready to go out. 

I like the fact that I do 2-3 blogs knowing the success of blogging three blogs out I know how to keep my readers entertained. Also keeps myself writing for you guys and myself to keep ourselves busy and not let our negativity get the better of us. 

Star Light Categories: (15.6.18) Friday – Friday Time Recap Time – Paradise

My love I need to explain to you when I’m with you I’m in paradise but my mind; oh yes my mind what can I say without you, my mind it rides off in the other direction when I have my moments and it rides on the negative because I’m left outside alone. You know when I’m with you in the storm in the paradise doesn’t last forever because on the paradise roads I will ride on down the road on my stag keeping me safe until we find you.

I will find you, I will hold onto you and I’ll be there. I know you heard it from the other boys that I wasn’t coming back but that’s not true it’s all in your head. You know I’m real because this time I feel like this paradise can’t keep us away from each other because it keeps you awake as it’s running through your bloody veins in your human body. You know that my love is heading your way find your stag because you’re love is heading your way.

My love I need to explain to you when I’m with you I’m in paradise but your mind; oh yes your mind what can you say, you’re nothing without me, your mind it rides off in the other direction when you have your moments and it rides on the negative because you’re left outside alone. You know when I’m with you in the storm in the paradise doesn’t last forever because on the paradise roads you will ride on down the road on your stag keeping you safe until we find me.

My time. My time. My t-t-time will never end the helter skelter because we will be out whatever the weather. You open your cabin door to find your stag waiting for you to get back onto that open road; mmm my mind hopes you will follow the stag to where we should meet, my heart, my heart and my boom boom heart beats and thumping against my chest. Knowing that I’m alive. I’m alive a lot more now as you start to follow the stag.

You stop. Why oh why did you stop? Oh my, oh my. The stag tried to push you on a bit further into this paradise to go and find me. You start stroking the stag feeling the love in your bloody veins knowing that stag is right. Don’t need to blame anyone anymore. You know that the paradise of our love is there. Roll on. Roll on. Meet me there. Hold on. Hold on. You are strong. You are strong. My, my, my your strong….

Star Light Categories: (14.6.18) #throwbackthursday: Why are my eyes feel so puffy?

So last night (13.6.18) tried to sleep as you do when one is tired but you can’t because you might wake up at stupid o’clock the time you want to sleep so you stay up a bit longer. As the hour passes you start to fall asleep through your favourite YouTube videos what do you do? Stop what you’re doing and try to get some sleep but oh no something doesn’t want you to go to sleep.

I knew this time my mind wasn’t the one that was causing the problem this time; nor the heat or the cold with the window being open and closed, what else could possibly go wrong now? Correct I gave you a clear clue in the title for tonight’s blog. Why is my eyes so puffy?

Come to realisation that it could well and truly been hayfever annoying thing because now I can actually breathe through my nose other sounded stuffy and bunged up. Today (14.6.18) is been nice and cool not to hot and not too cold. Just about right with the clouds forming.

Right now my eyes still hurts but not as bad as it has been and I’ve also found out why I’ve been blacking out recently. It’s because I leave the house on a empty tummy a few times and there’s nothing for my medication to feed off from. All sorts themselves out in the end one way or another in the end. Lesson learnt not to go out on a empty tummy grab a piece of bread whilst leaving the house.

Star Light Categories: (13.6.18) Wednesday Evening Post at 8: People who need to stop talking about crap about me!

I am so surprised that people make out that I’m the bad person to be honest I’ve done nothing to them; if I have good to know if I have I would of apologise but people making up lies, stories that aren’t true and everything that makes me more mad than anything. I just don’t understand why people would spread rumours or be so uptight saying that I’ve done something to upset them.

I put it down to a number of things but if they really have got a problem with me be nice to come and talk to me not make up a load of bull crap. Trying to get people turn against me when everyone know that I work hard and fun to be with. I just get up do my job go home do what I need to do go back to work and come home.

I don’t make friends on my job if I do that’s a bonus but at the end of the day I work and do my job not making friends. I prefer that people who got problem with me just tell me not me finding out by someone. Don’t bother come and tell me what I did or the problem is then it goes to show how much people don’t have the guts to find me and talk to me about the issues. I just don’t like it who spreads rumours about me and what not that true.

Now that they’ve got on the wrong side of me because they don’t know even know it at the end of the day I like to get on with people but some people who over step the mark that’s when it’s you know you got on the wrong side of me. As I’m quite a forward person but I don’t let it out as much unless I need to…..

Star Light Categories: (12.6.18) Tuesday – Teen Lifestyle: Those annoying zits/spots!

You’re probably thinking or screaming “YES! She’s finally posting about the annoying zits/spots!” Every Teens nightmare when they hit puberty what makes it worse is when the heat comes they come out more. Am I right? It’s okay if I’m not because everyone has different make up gene in their body; if you haven’t learnt it in school why not? Or you have and you weren’t listening because you find sciences so boring?

Your probably thinking she’s got perfect skin now and did she have perfect skin when she was a teen. To be quite honest with you I still get spots now and then more so now because of the heat; I absolutely hate them with a passion because they are so unattractive to be honest with you, not as much as on my face because I use loads of make up lotion every morning and then loads of other things before I start with the whole make up routine.

I didn’t have any routine back when I was a teen because there wasn’t anyone out there to inspire me to wear make up or groom myself other than stupid unnecessary hair that’s not meant to be there. This was the early 2000s when I was in my teens because there’s nothing you could do or anything but then I acted like I didn’t care about what I looked but I just convinced myself that I wasn’t pretty enough or anything even though I tried the effort to make myself good about myself.

Spots/zits for me are a pain because I hate it so much especially with the whole massive one on the side of your chin no matter what side it is. There’s alway one where everyone can see it no matter how much make up you put on to cover it as soon as the make up starts to come off if you been working a lot and sweating a lot that’s when you know everyone starts to notice it.

Especially if you’re at school and kids might start picking on you or make fun of you because of it. To be honest you guys have probably got the best outcome of stuff to sort out all of the spots/zits to sort them out than I did. I didn’t even have the patience to stick with the daily things to sort them out. I think I just popped mine when they came but I don’t know if it’s true or not if you’re meant to pop them but I came out fine no scaring or anything. Don’t know who came out with that lie or rumour to be honest with you.

If you know the reason why you shouldn’t pop them do let me know because I never understood that one even to this day and I’m a whole lot older than you guys. I’m useless at talking about things like this when I blank things out when I was teen; I’m quite good at blanking my past out to be honest, if you want to me do anymore about these types of things do comment below I’ll try and be as useful as I can be.