The best feeling of having the worst morning to the best evening all I can say is that I for one knowing that I can beat anything if I know that I won’t feel threatened from anyone again. So I decided to turn it into a story but a re-visit of sorry not sorry in another wave of some sort of story.
Payback is a bad
bitch and when you mess with someone like me I’m the baddest because I’m out there looking like I want to take revenge. Yet I feel like I’m a 10 the best that I’ve ever been because I understand him much better than you did; I know how bad this must look to you but yet you damaged your reputation, that must of hurt even seeing me like this by standing by your man who doesn’t even love you. Guess what it’s going to get worse as you are just about to be kicked out to where you come from; now you’re just looking like you have this massive regret on your face because being over confident, over powering, getting what you want and being to proud of who you are. You will never get a chance like this because me and Caspian are too strong; love, care, understanding and most importantly one main person whose been watching over us both kept us a lot stronger and together.
Now continue to pack your bags because we don’t want to see you ever again as your a
fucking savage. Can’t have this life that we have because we owned it like no one else can have it. For me to be nice to take it on you but guess what? I’m not going to do the mind trick that your trying to do by getting me and Caspian to split because I’m sorry I’m not that sorry being bad to you got me feeling kind of good in finding my confidence once again. Now that I got inspired as the tables have turned once again in my life it’s like I’m on fire and that burns like crazy as when you received on a cold day like today.
The most finest people who are made for each other to kill the traumatic experience of someone who’s more dominant than anything else. Telling me how it feels is so much better telling me to take a chill pill; but right now this going to sting you because the grass is greener underneath me, than yours as your sinking in the sticking and sinking in the muddy English countryside. Yes you can see me with him with your bright colour technicolour binoculars; you can always talk about that talk as much as you can, but your still continuing to walk that walk that way off not coming back.
The past men in my life who did me wrong or could of had me but sacrificed me for someone else or something else.
The day that I remembered you had walked out the door; I would cry, sleep and stay awake for days and yet no pill or drink would peal me off the floor or my bed. Nothing seemed to ease the pain for what you did to me. Listen to me honey. I have something new to say to you; I forgive but can’t forget all your faults and mistakes, now it’s time for you pay.
Mr Hughes. Now you got the blues. All of your school dreams never went to far; your just Mr Hughes who just missed his chance to be with a star like me, guess what I’m not missing you. This is for all the times you broke my heart; along with all of the years that you led me on, now you are asking me to start a brand new beginnings with you. I’m sorry you’re way too late and now I’m gone.
How can you be so stupid thinking that I wouldn’t see through? Because I always do; now that I’ve got a new man, he’s ten times the man you could ever be Mr. Hughes.
I’m not missing you at all.