Hey, hey brother do you remember when we were young we had no fear of anything? Hey sister do you still believe in the things that we dreamt that we would discover? It’s like our childhood never really happened but I still have faith and still believe in chasing rainbows because storms don’t last forever remember.
We can hold our hands together through this storm forever we just need to remember to hold our hands through this together.Hey mother am I making you proud or could I do better in what I’m doing now? Hey hey father there’s weight on my shoulders but I know it’s not over because I still have the faith and still believe in rainbows. They haven’t crush me completely because this storm doesn’t last foreverjust remember we can hold our hands together through this storm.
So spread your love and give it all you got remember to keep your head held up high and don’t give up. Hey brother, sister, mother, father everything will be okay don’t give up we will keep our heads held high because this storm won’t last forever just remember that we can hold our hands together. Even through this storm we can spread our love to everyone; give it all you got, hold your head up high and don’t give up because spreading your love will get us through this storm.
I guess now it’s time for me to give up because I feel it’s time got a picture of you beside me; there’s a mark still on your coffee cup yet I’ve got a fist of pure emotion in my head has shattered dreams but I’ve got to leave it all behind now, whatever I said and whatever I did I didn’t mean it I just want you back for good. Whatever I’m wrong just tell me the song and I’ll sing it. You’ll be right and understood where I am coming from.
Unaware but underlined I figured out this story but it wasn’t good but in the corner of my mind I celebrated glory yet that wasn’t meant to be; in the twist of separation you excelled at being free, and you can’t find a little room inside me.
We’ll be together this time it will be forever with our continues fights and forever love we will be complete in our love. We will never be uncovered again. Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn’t mean it because I just want you back for good. Whatever I’m wrong just tell me the song and I’ll sing it and you’ll be right and understood.
I guess now it’s time that you came back for good….
Not impressed this morning never felt so restless all night anxiety, nightmares and most of all up for about two hours constantly going to the bathroom I know too much information but restless and anxious I just want someone to give me a bat so Ican knock my anxiety senselessly out of me. I literally had enough of my mental health for now don’t even know why I’m so anxious about. The fact that this past week or so it’s been horrendous not as bad as the other week to be honest but I don’t know what gives.
Just give me a baseball bat any day of the week and let me beat the crap out of it. Trust me because no matter how much I hate other people having it and hate it where people who can’t help but try to but feel useless at the best of times want beat the crap out of it.
I just practically washed my hair, put my make up on, watched YouTube videos all day and slept to catch up after my restless night. Along with a few messages from friends to keep me going throughout the day but other than that today has been a long one thanks to the stupid restless night and anxiety.
I’ve created a new picture for Saturday’s Topics which down below I thought it be awesome to use the pictures that I colour in for the picture category for today. Let me know what you think and should I use them more often. Happy rainy Saturday guys.
The most iconic tv star from such shows in the United Kingdom from Carry On and Eastenders Barbara Windsor; who bravely came out with the help of her husband letting them know that she has Alzheimers, in another words Dementia on 10.5.18. They both decided to come out now about it because they think it’s time before she gets worse; however loads of people all over the country who knew Barbara from different shows, and her charity work that was close to her heart gave their support, love and understanding. There’s always one or two who slammed them to get this a secret; yet reading the article about the complete cock up (excuse the language), Barbara Windsor hasn’t died she’s still living doing her daily activities with the help of her love ones around her, with the public support and understanding that loosing someone that they love and grown up to watch on the tv.
I find that the TV news program very insulting to be quite frankly and very rude to the people who have the disease. They don’t even know how it feels to see a love one who is battling with it; they don’t know what happens behind close doors, or anything like that I for one should know what it’s like day in day out. I have a relative who also battling with the disease hearing that Barbara Windsor was diagnosed with it at age 76 in 2014 now coming out now as it’s becoming worse. It hit home a lot because the person that I love the most in my family was diagnosed with Alzheimers 5 to 6 years ago became worse but manageable now at the moment. It is a lot harder to contend with at the time but they aren’t dead; they are living battling on everyday, I take it as each day comes with them and I try to help out as much as I can but yes it scares me what I may find. At the end of the day they are still my love one; still special to me, and most importantly they still witty and funny when you know they don’t mean what they say to you.
I beg of you please don’t treat people who have Alzheimers like they have passed away because they haven’t; they are still living, they are still human beings at the end of the day and most importantly they need support with their daily lives at the end of the day.
Hey guys here we are back again on a Wednesday. It’s the middle of the week in the United Kingdom with the heat still reaching its highest but by the evenings and the mornings it’s becoming a bit cooler now; just as I like it to be quite frankly but I don’t mind the heat as long as, I’m able to do things like my blogs and what not but when I can’t I just can’t be bothered to write them out by hand. I know I should do because I’m so use to writing my stories out by hand but when it becomes to the heat then I’m stuck.
I’m literally forcing myself to write something right now for tonight to be able to keep my mind occupied to be quite honest with you; I was watching some of my current favourite youtubers that to help distract my mind, normally scary things like that helps chill my mind telling me that I’m being ridiculous and yet I couldn’t even watch that because I was freaking myself out. To which normally I don’t do when I’m on one those mood swings to be honest with you.
I can probably guarantee you this probably won’t go up until tomorrow morning because I’m already falling asleep to be honest. I just fancied just writing myself away like a Free Style Blog that I do now and then when I can’t think of anything but yet find something to talk about that makes sense.
You know when you enjoy someone’s company so much that you start missing them to the point off; you think you’re pushing them away or something that you think it’s putting them off you? Yeah I get those feelings a lot but this one guy friend that’s been there for me know matter what we talk about our problems with each other and etc.
When we meet up we are like more relaxed than anything else he notices that I’m more relaxed when he’s around like all of my demons go away knowing that he’s there to protect my head and etc going crazy…….
Hey fellow readers, bloggers, subscribers, followers and everyone else before I introduce to you my favourite youtubers at the moment. I want to put forward a apologies to you all after last week hit and miss with my blogs I know I did quite well on writing some out for you guys; this week it’s definitely going to be a hit and miss, why? You ask. Good question it’s because currently we are hitting highs of 25 nearly in the uk; I for one not complaining about it because I love it, yet it over heats my iPad and my phone so I can barely touch them long enough to do anything.
I wanted to share with you guys my current favourite youtubers at the moment I do watch a few off my other favourite youtubers as well but the most recent ones to date are Omargoshtv, Moe Sargi and Danny Dorrito. Not too sure how I fell upon them to be honest with you but I think it was watching Urban Explorers at the time. Ever since then I just been watching these three guys videos.
However they do risk their lives in some of their videos to the point of dangerous just filming. I recommend don’t copy them but watch the content because it’s just like you’re on the edge of you’re seat every time something goes wrong or try and see what they can see. Why not check them out as it’s a lot harder for me to explain what they do. They are amazing to watch.
You will hear things in the news or play video games or watch violent films thinking that it’s so cool or they are awful things. To be quite frankly violence on the streets and towns are not okay; by coping things from video games or watching violent films are not okay because it’s not cool or anything like that, you won’t get 9 lives on a game and come back to life, once your dead your dead in real life and there is only a few that make it through the injuries but that’s because people who maybe near by witness or find the person who needs help to get to the hospital. Then it’s either a risk if they survive it or not but at least their family members know that they are in hospital and be there.
Violence is never the answer in life you can be arrested and be in prison for the rest of your life because at the end of the day you won’t be able to break out of jail or no one else will break you out. In this real world it doesn’t work like that in a non real world I’m sorry to break it to you guys who think it is.
It ruins your life, love ones and many more this is because you think it’s okay to do it if your favourite character from a film or favourite game or just to impress a gang it’s not okay. Knife crime, gun crime and any other sort of crime that can bodily harm another human being is wrong. Furthermore attacking elderly people is wrong as well or robbing them is wrong why should they be the ones victimised when we should be helping them out.
Don’t go swearing off or act like your one of those people who think your all it because at the end of the day what are you trying to prove? Respect or something. If you want respect you have to treat other people with respect the way they want to be respected and they will give it to you back the way you want it. Violence isn’t the answer to any of these solutions.
This week was a bit of a struggle to be honest to think on what to write; I know most weeks I say this but this time it was because I didn’t know what to write, normally as you know I’ve done things throughout the week that might be a good idea for a Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging and pay off in along run.
I was looking through ideas on Pinterest to see what I could do for ideas; most of them would say how to create a blog, how I made x amount of money in one day, a week, a month, a year? To be quite honest I haven’t seen any other blog post from the other people on Pinterest but the same old same old things. Which is quite annoying really because everyone says the same thing and do the same thing. Why can’t you come up with your own original things than copying everyone else’s because at the end of the day it’s your work your hobby at the end of the day not other peoples or your readers. Your readers want to see something new and something different.
Sorry that was a bit of rant but quite glad that I got out there to be honest. I just hate it where people just rub it into peoples faces of oh look how much I made in x amount of days. Does that make sound jealous? I hope not because I don’t want to do it for money I want to do it for fun and if I get paid for it then that’s great but at the end of the day I enjoy writing than anything else. So let’s get my blog bucket list up and shared with you.
Blog Bucket List:
Making writing become more regularly
Blog more things that are different but still write stories as well
If it takes lizzysweeklyblogs take off and starts paying for itself then that’s great. If it does it does but if it doesn’t it doesn’t. Doesn’t matter at the end of the day.
Get lizzysweeklyblogs merch up and ready again.
Should be more of than this on the blog bucket list but as the heat was so bad along with the iPad burning up and etc it’s a bit harder to think than normal. Hence why I’ve just managed to post this up at this late hour. (7.5.18) if you have any ideas to let me know down in the comments below.
When the day is long enough for you as the night but the night isn’t yours alone; when you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life, well hang on. As you stare up at the ceiling in the dark but don’t let yourself go because everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
Sometimes everything is wrong but now it’s time to sing along when your day is night alone; even if you feel like letting go just hang on, yet you think you’ve had too much of this life can you hang on because everybody is hurting but take comfort in your friends as everyone hurts but don’t throw your hand on no.
Don’t throw your hand like you feel like that you’re alone or feel alone because no no you’re not alone; you’re never on your own in this life even if the days and nights are, you may think together has too much of this life to hang on and everybody hurts sometimes everybody cries.
Just hold on tightly to my hand because you are not alone.
It wasn’t that long ago that we had a week of heatwave in April 2018 as you may remember me writing about it back then to which we ended up having rain for awhile; now ready for the bank holiday weekend for 3 day weekend in the uk, everyone going to spend more time outside getting a tan, bbqs and many more things that are fun to do. I even got my feet out properly today because I can and I hate socks monjority of the time any way.
Today it’s been a bit of a chilled one on the first day of the bank holiday weekend; went into the town for a bit didn’t really get anything to be honest, slept as I was up at flipping 5 O’Clock this morning and went to see my grandparents. Now I’m just chilling out to be honest with you.
Sunday having a birthday party I wish it was mine because of the nice summer time warm weather and what not but it’s not. It’s one of my grandparents birthday the other day but we were all at work so in the end we had to do it over this weekend instead to which actually is better because it’s nice and sunny. Also get the grandparents out into the garden to get the fresh air to which will be cool.
Monday no work but hoping that I get see a friend in the afternoon hopefully as he be close by as he’s taking some friends to Heathrow Airport which isn’t so far from where I am to be honest. So I’m excited to say the least can’t wait for that one.
I’m going to love you and leave you with this awesome picture that I took of myhometown Guildford. The highstreet has cobbles and original historical buildings that were apart of the town.Guildhall was actually used in the scene for a film of The Adventures of Professor Branestawm but also the main filming was taken in the little quiet village not far from Guildford called “Shere” with lots of original historic buildings.