Everybody hates changes at some point in their lives plus it happens everyday throughout your life whatever it is. I for one had loads of changes in my life that I couldn’t control to the point of if it happens it happens. The fact that everyone I know who know me quite well enough to know how hurt I get if I open up to someone then they either abuse it or walk out for no reason what so ever and then decides to walk back into it.
The first time I had to respond to the things that changed in my life I use to go quiet, withdrawn and take it out on the people who let me down. This was the only way I knew at the time how to respond to something like that because I had so many people do that to me I had enough of it all.
These days where people let me down I just let them go and do what they want because at the end of the day if I explode and everything at them. I know that they will win so I just let them go off to the point of I don’t actually care; yeah I’m hurting inside, along with being angry and etc. I know people who want me to talk about it but to be honest I rather not because at the end of the day I’m the one that has to live with it and I don’t want to continually getting reminded of things.
Yes it will effect me if I don’t talk about it and not be able to trust anyone but at the end of the day people have to earn the whole trust from me at the end of the day. It’s not like I can hand it straight over to them on the plate like they are a dog or something but trust has to work both ways.