Star Light Categories: (12.6.18) Tuesday – Teen Lifestyle: Those annoying zits/spots!

You’re probably thinking or screaming “YES! She’s finally posting about the annoying zits/spots!” Every Teens nightmare when they hit puberty what makes it worse is when the heat comes they come out more. Am I right? It’s okay if I’m not because everyone has different make up gene in their body; if you haven’t learnt it in school why not? Or you have and you weren’t listening because you find sciences so boring?

Your probably thinking she’s got perfect skin now and did she have perfect skin when she was a teen. To be quite honest with you I still get spots now and then more so now because of the heat; I absolutely hate them with a passion because they are so unattractive to be honest with you, not as much as on my face because I use loads of make up lotion every morning and then loads of other things before I start with the whole make up routine.

I didn’t have any routine back when I was a teen because there wasn’t anyone out there to inspire me to wear make up or groom myself other than stupid unnecessary hair that’s not meant to be there. This was the early 2000s when I was in my teens because there’s nothing you could do or anything but then I acted like I didn’t care about what I looked but I just convinced myself that I wasn’t pretty enough or anything even though I tried the effort to make myself good about myself.

Spots/zits for me are a pain because I hate it so much especially with the whole massive one on the side of your chin no matter what side it is. There’s alway one where everyone can see it no matter how much make up you put on to cover it as soon as the make up starts to come off if you been working a lot and sweating a lot that’s when you know everyone starts to notice it.

Especially if you’re at school and kids might start picking on you or make fun of you because of it. To be honest you guys have probably got the best outcome of stuff to sort out all of the spots/zits to sort them out than I did. I didn’t even have the patience to stick with the daily things to sort them out. I think I just popped mine when they came but I don’t know if it’s true or not if you’re meant to pop them but I came out fine no scaring or anything. Don’t know who came out with that lie or rumour to be honest with you.

If you know the reason why you shouldn’t pop them do let me know because I never understood that one even to this day and I’m a whole lot older than you guys. I’m useless at talking about things like this when I blank things out when I was teen; I’m quite good at blanking my past out to be honest, if you want to me do anymore about these types of things do comment below I’ll try and be as useful as I can be.

Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: (11.6.18) Monday – Recap Of Consistent Of Blogging

It’s been two weeks since I’ve first talked about this I think; I could be wrong did however check when I last did this, and it was on the 29th May 2018. I thought why not do a home check with you guys with my recap of the consistent of blogging for the past two weeks; I wanted to share the achievement within the two weeks process, and try make this as a regular a thing so that you guys know how to achieve it as well. 

Since doing the consistent blogging, creating new posts and pictures of the whole of the categories reinventing the blog categories and bringing back some of the old ones that I haven’t done in awhile but also creating new content and categories to go with the content. 

Talking about a new content and new categories as you have recently noticed that  I’ve been slowly introducing “Life On The Open Road Project” I have finally decided a logo for it as you can see on your right. The reason why the whole stag logo and saying “The Stag that came to the rescue” is because sometimes you feel stuck and lost on your open road to you’re castle of your dreams. The stag will come to you to rescue you and help you get back onto the right path until the next time you need the stag on the road. 13192DBD-FB3A-4190-B0BC-EAD0F1326EE9

I am currently working on a store for Life On Open Road Project as I’m trying to create some sort ideas of what I wanted and so on. I have got something planned but I can’t say right now because I’ve got it in my basket but my friend might be reading this so I can’t say. That’s a work in progress at the moment. Life On The Open Road Project is for all positive and how to achieve things no matter how long it will take. So watch this space for all Life On The Open Road Project.

Consistent of blogging is always a good thing to do by updating you’re old and new content seeing what you can work with. What’s been you’re viewers and readers favourite in the past and present. I always find recording my views on things like social media planners; that’s always upgrading to fit what I need because sometimes that’s get confusing in what I need to look at at the end of the day, currently swapping all that around at the moment to help me to work out where I’m putting things. Yes you can say I’m a bit OCD on my organising and filing but no one can stop me from doing that even one of my parents tried from a young age when I had a habit even when it was a school holiday I would line up my siblings shoes and etc. I didn’t understand at the time but it was like my little thing I needed to do at the time. 

To be honest I’m like that still with myself because I have to make sure I’ve got a phone charger, a plug, a note book, a pen and etc. Bottle of water I tend not to worry about that as much but the things that I think is necessary to me but my youngest sibling on the other hand is slightly opposite to me at the best of times I give them credit when they do. 

I am pretty much trained myself for a very long time that I have to have a certain way of doing things and if people tell me to do it the other way. All hell breaks lose to be honest. I like to do this Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging because all I’m doing is giving advice on how I do things; you don’t have to take the advice or take it and see if it works because at the end of the day, you have to find away that works for you and you alone. 

I see so many people saying that this is how I made this x amount of money in space of a month or so. To me I think it’s wrong to say I made this in a space of x amount of money; it just makes me think that they are just doing it for the money, and nothing else because people work the arses off doing blogging to get where they are. 

I’m pretty much loving the fact that it takes me a long time. Yes I have days I want to give up and what not. At the end of the day it’s my choice whether I want to give up or not but it’s not in my mechanism of giving up for some odd reason. I always want to find away around things that I don’t let it define me. As you can tell I don’t let my mental health define me no more, my dyslexia or my language difficulties define me and many more things that can stand in my way. 

I believe anyone can achieve things no matter how much they work hard on things like blogging and etc hence why Life On The Open Road Project is for people who can achieve things in life no matter how hard things can be in life. 

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Everyday Post: (10.6.8) Sunday – Revisiting Old Blog Posts Catergories

‘“Fine day Sunday. Best day of the weekend why is that Dudley?” Asked Uncle Vernon Dudley shrugged as he took a biscuit from Harry “Theres no post on Sundays” replied Harry offering Uncle Vernon a biscuit “right you are Harry. Ha no post on Sundays ha. Not one single bloody letter not one” excited Uncle Vernon.’

I am afraid to inform you that we are not in the muggle world of not having any post coming through our letter boxes on a Sunday nor are we in the world of wizardry world of the land of Harry Potter. You may ask why? Where are we? The land that you are walking on is the land of the Kennedy’s the most powerful family that ever lived; not the ex presidents of America don’t get me wrong they were amazing in their time of running.

Ah here we are. I have become so pleased that you guys have become extremely excited and finding out more of my other old diary entries. As you could see I’ve changed a fair bit on the whole presenting it with new pictures; new post to go with it, and many more.

I just gives me the pleasure that door has become widely open with flooding arms like an old pal that hasn’t forgotten after all this time. Reinventing old categories like Everyday Online Diary Entries has become more of an eye opener for me because when I first started it I didn’t know what to expect or would it take off like it would have done now.

I am now I’m revisiting some of my old categories and creating new ones for that category as you have now seen one of the new ones Everyday Evening Post. I am currently working on bringing back one of you guys favourite category that I haven’t done for a long time since February 2018. Watch this space with that one but it is in now going to be part of the support of Life On The Open Road Project. So watch out for that one.

Keep an out for the new updated and cool categories coming out over the coming weeks. Remember to subscribe and follow to my blog to be able to stay in touch of what’s coming up or just subscribe as you will get on going emails what’s just been posted.

Now let’s get you guys back home in the comfort of where you left wether it was you’re living room, outside, bedroom, bathroom or where ever you are. Remember you can’t tell anyone where the secret cave is.

Peace and love

Teen Lifestyle: Clothing Range, Prom Clothing, Make Up changed since I was a teen. (2001-2010 my teen years)

Over the last 8 years since 2010 had arrived the new decade had arrived thousand of new clothing line, make up, prom clothing have changed since my time when I was a teen. Things have changed since the complete 2000 had arrived; I started secondary school/high school to some people but we call it secondary school in the U.K. however I started secondary in 2001 in September, through the time of school and college clothing and make up industries were still trying to work out what to make millennium a house hold name for itself.

It was trying come out of the 90’s to which they were trying to do the cross over; it still wasn’t much until now where you can actually find your own dress sense, more range of make up and a lots more ranges of prom dresses now then there was back in my day. There’s plenty to chose from and being able to feel you. I guess theses days now fashion has become more adaptable to what people actually want; they are getting there in lots of different areas from one generation to another generation suiting for everyone needs, which is really nice and cool. 

I really like the prom dresses that have been coming out every year; I’m like my god they are so pretty I wish I had these back in my day, there wasn’t enough out there back then and everything. I ended up with a black mesh over a cream lining; I’m sorry I don’t have a picture of it or  me wearing it, I’m quite luckily I don’t have one saved on here because I’m quite conconsious about how look in it and what I was quite insecure back then. 

I thought I was fat back then but I was actually quite slim back then and I have put weight on over the years since then. I guess bodies changes over the years and what not. When I was a teen I didn’t wear much make up or anything like that over the years then like I said there wasn’t much make up back that then. I did have make up back then but it didn’t appeal to me back then; I just didn’t understand much back then as I didn’t have anyone telling me how to do it or anything back then, however I know more now and how to do it making me feeling comfortable with myself. 

I didn’t have much money back then because I didn’t work and etc obviously until I left college 2011. That’s when I started to earn money and being able to do things for myself; that’s when I started to work on myself, finding my way in life as a young 20 year old at the time who just finished education and etc. 

I believe that teens of today have got more freedom and money to be able to do things today than I use to have back then. It’s goes to show how much things changed the first 10 years of 2000 and now. It’s about the times changing over the years and also there’s things that I would of done when I could. The fact that there’s things you guys can’t do now what I use to do; especially with new houses being built, and etc. 

Blog Remembrance Aid: London Bridge/Westminster Victims 22.3.17 – Chasing Pavements

Tribute to London Bridge/Westminster Victims that happened on 22.3.17

I’ve made up my mind I don’t need to think it over whether I’m wrong or right; I don’t need to look no further because I know that this ain’t lust, I know this isn’t love this is hate that you’ve been taken away from me on the London Bridge and Westminster. However but if I tell the world how much I miss you and how much I love you but I know it’s never enough. I know it’s not the same anymore I don’t know what exactly to do; I just need you to tell me what to do for the last time because I missing you so much, I’m trying to keep on fighting for my life to keep going and it’s a lot harder than you think.

Should I give up? Or should I just keep on chasing pavements? What happens if it leads nowhere? Or would it be a waste of time? If I knew my place should I leave it there? And start fresh on a new pavement or continuing chasing this same pavement?

I should build myself up and fly around in circles as I wait for my heart drops once again. However my back begins to tingle as I start to feel you next to me as I’m chasing this pavement. Could this finally be it the pavement that I might be taking.

Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: Life on the open road project online diary entries

You may seem recently that I’ve been writing life on the open road project online diary entries over the weekend; the reason that I’ve started this sort of blog project I wanted to create a positive vibe, and positive vibe out there for everyone who suffer any mental health issues, confidence issues and many other things.

I can tell you that in my blog notebook for ideas I have quotes inside them the journal book that I have is called “Angel Journal book”. Brought it in the Works Store in my hometown pretty awesome notebook throughout the book it has quotes that are very positive.

I’m going to keep this one short and sweet this week because I’ve got a page up and running at the top of my blog website called “Life on the open road project” for you all to check out with all of the information that you need. Watch this space you beautiful people because your worth it.

Everyday Online Diary Entries: (2.6.18) Saturday – Don’t lie to people! You will get caught out.

Have you been lied to? Or have you lied to people? Please don’t because at the end of the day you’re the ones who be caught out by the people that you love or lead them on when you know how vulnerable they are to start with or much more than that. Lying isn’t the best way to say I haven’t done this or I haven’t done that or anything like that.

The amount of times I’ve been lying too in the past about things I have pretty much have a gut instinct where something isn’t right; that’s when I soon realise that I’ve been lied to, I’ve always had that gut instinct before I’ve even been lied too and I always find away to make them break or crack because people don’t understand I have this thing where I have this motion sensor if you like to call it. That’s probably why I’m quite good at telling how it is and toughen myself up because I know darn well something isn’t right.

Trust me I even done it on one of my brothers girlfriends in the past my god I was right all along but I remained silent for along time as the events unfolded. I just acted like I cared and liked her for the sake of my brother. You may say it’s a sibling thing but I’m pretty much like to most people.

I’m pretty much prone to standing up to people in away I think they need to hear the truth and what not. You maybe surprise for someone who has mental health can be in control of things when battling something like that. The fact is I’ve toughened myself up a lot over the years and I try not let myself get to that state of mind if I can. Also I’m pretty good at playing the quiet but innocent card which makes people think I’m just quiet and that’s who I am; yet people who really know me, I mean really know me they know there’s me screaming in my head and want to say something to whoever it is.

I’m pretty much saying be on you’re guard at the best of times. Don’t lie to people. Always dig into the things that might not be true or not because at the end of the day yes your going to get hurt. At least you protected yourself as much as you can in the long run; I’m only saying this because this week I just caught someone lying to me, and I gave them evidence that they’ve actually received it and been lying to me making it out it’s stuck at x and that they have to pay for it and what not.

What a load of b****** trust me you know what I did with the information. I sent it to the person who lied to me and asked the explanation and sent it to a friend of mine who was helping me out with looking for information. Along with sending it to someone else to say look if you actually listened to me something wasn’t right about this you wouldn’t of being so paranoid in the first place and blaming me for it all. I know that they hate it when I tell the truth and looking into it all that doesn’t make sense. They were like “oh don’t you trust me” “oh forget it leave it there”. The fact that I you lost my trust ages ago and never made up for it; secondly I know perfectly well I’m the one who will get to the bottom of it all, then you know why I find it hard to trust people when they lie to me about things. Just don’t lie!

Remember “be you, be yourself, love yourself, don’t let negative people get you down and most importantly don’t get your own negative mind get you down.”

Everyday Online Diary Entries: (1.6.18) Friday – Prep for going away but….

Friday has finally arrived I’ve been wishing my week away to get to my mini holiday come sooner; now my anxiety has started to kick in where I don’t want to go, the ifs and the buts the questions of what if it doesn’t happen or what will happen when I get there. I know I’m being stupid and all that. I know I’m being anxious but I can’t help the fact that things might not turn out the way I hoped and what not.

I’ve planned what I want to take and what not just need to put it in my suitcase but I’m stalling time because I know I’ll be freaking out soon enough. I’ve brought a few things that I might need with me which I need to pack. Do need to wash my make up brushes before tomorrow because they do need to be cleaned.

I know I find being at home a bit hard and want to escape but being away from home is another thought. I know I’ll be fine I’m one of those people who just get on with it and do it. As my sister always says to me and her self “you (me) stop being so brave and me (her) be brave” love her pep talk to herself I know that she knows I’m one of those people who just gets on with it and push myself.

The one thing I won’t miss when I do go away is the annoying dogs who are like making my house like a ping pong match. I’m probably over thinking this with the whole it’s not going to happen business it’s just that I can’t get hold of my friend whom I’m going away with. I’m probably over thinking things and they have been busy all day with work all that.

I fell asleep for about two hours or so. I was pretty tired and anxious I just hope that they get into contact soon they know how anxious I get about these things where we arrange something either they come up with an excuse or something. I don’t know probably all in me head as it normally is. I still haven’t heard anything arrrhh hate when people don’t reply even though they know that they need to arrange a time and what not. I knew this would happen they better get into contact soon because I’m not going to pack any further until I hear something from them. Think positive Lizzy think positive.

Everyday Online Diary Entries: Storm Thursday (31.5.18)

Storm is once back again today for the end of May 2018 for the United Kingdom (31.5.18) today has been pretty much a long day for me to be honest I hate long days when I haven’t done much to be honest. However at 4:35am this morning it was completely foggy couldn’t see any of the small trees as I was looking out of my window that sat in my next door neighbours gardens; all I could see was this huge tree sitting in the car park of a restaurant that literally sits not to far from the end of my garden, just looming over everything like it was just outside my window even though it’s like in the next road. It always reminds me off the muppet character called “Sweetums” the big hair guy. Over the years I barely even noticed the resemblance of it all but at least 3-4 years the more I paid attention to it the more I actually could see it in the dark and the fog.

Later on in the day whilst things had started to brew over time; my autistic cousin messaged me to remind my mum his aunt to get the washing in as it’s about to rain/raining, so I had to move from the nice and warm comfort of my once messy floor room to go outside to tell her and the fact that he was sweet enough to message me to go and tell her was one thing. Even if it was joint effort with his mum telling him about it and get me to go and tell my mum. Then telling me about something important that was happening in like two months time and asking me what time would I be there and etc I was like I haven’t even thought about it as it’s ages away like another month. We have a special connection me and my cousin.

To be honest I’ve just spent at least half an hour just cleaning apart of my floor and hoovered it; from the door to my bed and visa bed to the door. It really needed doing to be honest with you not too bad but due to my tight muscle in my lower back I couldn’t spend too much time like bending up and down for long period of time. People say it’s because of my weight. However I know exactly what it is and what caused it. Just the job that I’ve been doing for the past 7 years doing the wrong sort of moving handling even though I’ve been trained but still do it wrong all well. Another thing I have to worry about along with the ligaments and the sprains and everything else. I think I’m just generally falling apart and I’m only **** years haha.

The fact we all know I get quite sassy when it comes to certain things you definitely will know that I will say as it is and be sassy after being down for so long. If you don’t…you do now because my friends always point it out to me when I do it to them and I don’t realise I’m doing it until they say. Just come to realise that I’ve just written a whole blog for you guys without thinking much about it and it’s not gibberish. That’s another thing that you guys may find about me when I do a very long blogs you know I’m on top form along with a few scheduled ones in the mean time as well.

I have planned some bits with this diary entry in my plotting journal book which to be honest is quite handy for me as I do watch a fair bit amount of youtube recently and my iPad is the only thing that I can actually watch things on it. So it gives me that effort, the push to say “hey you need to get back into writing in journals again get off the iPad and watch something. Whilst you do that write ideas down in your journal book.” So I have started writing back into one of the journals that I have and I’ve found two positive books that I started I think it was sometime last year I think it was. I kept on loosing one or the other; I think I might actually use one for Life on the open road project and one just general positive book, so I can start writing Life on the open road project blogs for you all in a diary form.

Chinese food tonight yum and saved off for lunch tomorrow now. All and all today been alright. Just be you, love yourself, don’t let peoples negativity harm and don’t let your own negativity thoughts control over you.

Teens lifestyle: “See you again” – Story Based

I got my sight set on you and I’m ready to aim like I have a heart that will never be tamed. I knew that you were something special when you spoke my name and now I can’t wait to see you again. I’ve got a way of knowing when something is right like I feel that I must have known you in another life because I felt this deep connection when you looked into my eyes. Now I can’t wait to see you again.

It’s like a film that every teen girl watches because the last time I freaked out I just kept on looking down as I stuttered as you stroked my hair when you asked me what I was thinking about. It like felt like I couldn’t breathe once again you asked me what was wrong with me; my best friend Lilly said “oh she’s just being Miley”, the next time we hang out I will have redeem myself but my heart it can’t rest until then I can’t wait to see you again.

I got this feeling deep inside as my phone rang and it was you calling me to ask me tomorrow night; I’m not a mind reader but I can read the signs that you can’t wait to see me again, my anxiety is tripping out like I want to but I don’t want to but knowing your fine with me and you help me calm down.

I just can’t wait to see you again that I can’t control my excitement but with butterflies in my stomach. I know you would come running to me to calm me down. Your my guardian angel and I can’t wait to see you again.