Sunday Online Diary Entries: I’d wait for life

If you believe it’s up too you. I know the truth and that’s all that matters

Hello, it’s me. I was ringing because I was wondering after all these years that you might like to meet. So that we could go over everything but they say that time supposed to heal you; to be honest I haven’t done much healing because I get all of the flash backs from all of the pain, that I had to endure over the years. Hello can you hear me? I have forgotten how it felt even before the world fell at our feet. There’s so much to talk about and there’s now a lot of difference between us and now a million miles away from each other.

There’s a place that we use to be and there was a face that I use to see. There was always a picture of you by my side. There’s a moment that I always find and want to reach out toe you; because I’m scared in the dark, and I need you to wrap your arms around me.

Now that your in front of me I don’t know where to start or how to begin but I know that I still love you. If you ever turn away or even change your mind. You know that I’m here for you; I can still hear your voice in the wind saying “if the road ahead becomes too hard to come climb, you know where I am and if there’s something in your heart tells you to stop. Close your eyes imagine me holding you closing against me because I’d wait for life.”

Everytime you see me or message me you worry and scared that I’m pushing you away because there’s voices inside my head shouting. There’s a space on your side of the bed always hope everytime there’s a sound you would come running getting inside on your side and wrap around like there was silence that’s playing too loud in my head.

I don’t know how are or how you maybe but I know you still love me. Even if I close my eyes. I’ll dream a little deeper baby because your always on my mind. I know I’m always on your mind. For life.

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