People Accuse you for something that you didn’t do


Sometimes you really wish people stop making digs that at you; especially if they claim that they’ve been messaging you or your just ignoring them, until you say “I haven’t received anything or I’m not ignoring you” 

You think your the worst person in the world for being paranoid and etc; but actually it’s not you that’s being paranoid, it’s the other person that’s being paranoid and you just sit there like. Erm hang on for one minute I did send you a message but you haven’t responded; secondly if you sent me messages I would of responded to by now, so you don’t need to be jumping down my throat if I didn’t get any messages until now. 

I hate that so much once by someone is enough but twice by the same person; really? If they claim to love me and everything they really need to stop being paranoid if I haven’t responded; if I haven’t received a message then I haven’t received a message, I can’t respond if I don’t receive anything. It maybe your phone or your connection or something along the lines of that; I really don’t appreciate the whole thing of your ignoring me kind of tone, is especially when I’m waiting for you too message me but I don’t lie about it either.

It does make me laugh that I have the evidence of having no messages from the person; when I show them the picture of no messages that they claim to of messaged me, it then backed fired onto him twice now that he accessed me for something that I didn’t do. This comes to mind that someone who actually doesn’t trust the other person; along with claiming to love them but if they are that are being like that, then I don’t want to be with someone who’s like that. 

I personally think that if someone keeps on accusing you from not messing them back; thinking that they love you, but at the end of the day who would you want to be with them. Everyone has demons in the past; some can put all that in the past, some can’t put it behind them. 

You then might find people accusing you of cheating because they’ve done it themselves; but yet they know perfectly well they are in the wrong, and trying to control the situation by simply shifting the blame onto the other person or you done it yourself. No matter what it’s not right either way forward but yet people who have been hurt before or paranoid that someone is going to do it is another sign of not healthy relationship. Unless you have a great person sticking by you and helping you to come out of the dark places that you have been in for a very long time.

Accusing you of being dishonest or lying is another reason of hurtfulness; yet I have been lied to and been dishonest to, two of my worst things you can ever have in your life. People can actually understand why I’m being paranoid about it all because of fair amount of people who have done that have done it to me; then it’s the same flip side where people, who are trying to warn you about things and you couldn’t believe what you were hearing at the time. You begin to wonder why you even bothered in trying to ask them for help; when they know perfectly well they are still saying to you what you just said, yet they don’t believe you when you actually found out that someone can sort your life out but your trying to understand that they are trying to shift the blame onto you for their mistakes. Even when they are trying to help and prove to you that they have changed.

Accusing you of talking about them through friendships and love friendships; you have people who believe that your talking about you behind your back, yet they are the ones talking to you behind your back. You know when they are talking to you about you behind your back; when you have quiet friends that people forget about who sit in the corner of the room, then message you to let you know that that somebody is doing that too you. 

Accusing you of doing whatever it is that they are guilty of themselves; we are guilty one way or another these days, no one is perfect at the end of the day. Who is actually perfect? Haven’t seen or met anyone that their lives are so perfect. We’ve all done something that they but accuse the other person. 

Invisible Magic Part 2

So far we have learnt that we have met, Tom Kennedy, Mrs, Ingram, Pfftten and a Kennedy worker. Yet why does Tom look so ill? Any thoughts what you might think it maybe? We’re you surprise what it was actually wrong with him? What are your thoughts on this next parter? Comment below and let me know. – My Author notes. 

It was long that there was a loud crashing sound coming from the kitchen back door; like someone was breaking into the house, Tom and his colleague “as we might as well call him that now as we have established roughly who is and what he does” Author notes as they were waiting for Mrs. Ingram to scream but nothing happened to which point which part of the house was she in. Just as the men leaving the study quietly; Tom pressed a button behind a picture, they were about to go a bit further as they heard Mrs Ingram coming down the stairs sitting on about Pfftten breaking the back door window not realising he was actually missing at that point. The man that was there to help whispered harshly “shh Mrs Ingram…we have an intruder…get into the study and stay there close the door and lock it.” She wasn’t impressed how she was spoken to before she was about to give him; a piece of her mind, she heard the door being kicked into. So which meant she scurried off into the study and locked herself into the study. 

As soon as she locked it on the final lock; she looked at the time on the mantelpiece, it read 16:45pm. She looked out of the window it was pitch black; the moon was starting shine brightly as she drew near to the window, to see if it was a full moon or not. She looked up and there it was a full moon. Mrs Ingram could feel the house tense in every join that it had; the clock on the mantelpiece face came alive, “oh Pfftten where are you! It’s too late! I’ve got to go to the department for high red alert!” Cried the clock. 

The old small Father Time clock had disappeared; leaving Mrs Ingram alone in the room forgetting that under the foot whole of the desk had an underground, for this sort of thing. That’s when she heard Tom cry out in pain and hearing the colleague swear loudly; almost getting hit by Tom transformation and the intruders dark magic, fortunately for the colleague he wasn’t the first person Tom had gone for. To his great surprise he watched Tom go for the intruders; whilst taking out the whole wall of the back door, leaving an imprint of a 12ft werewolf which was quite impressive for anyone to do. 

Pfftten had finally arrived with cavalry and holding the medication that Tom needed; the friend/colleague really wanted to throttle Pfftten right there and then, that’s when it was no time to do that right now. He told Pfftten to take Mr Classic and someone else to go sort Tom out whilst everyone else went with him. Everyone always forgets about Mrs Ingram who was hiding in a empty cupboard that seemed to have disappeared all it’s contents. 

One thing for sure when Mr. Classic had a few seconds to spare; he looked round to see what was going on, he couldn’t see anyway out of this mess. They needed more than 10 people to deal with both things at the same time; that’s one all of the sudden, Fred and everyone had arrived. 

 ‘I thought you might need more hands on; especially with Tom being the way he is….’ Fred paused for a moment or too just to see Pfftten failing everytime trying to take Tom out. ‘What is Pfftten trying to…..’ before he could even finish what he was going to say. 

Pfftten had managed to put a bag over Tom’s werewolf head; blown something into the bag to which point, nearly everyone except the intruders had the inkling of what just happened. Tom/werewolf like man fell landed on the intruders; surprisingly not killing them at all, Pfftten tumbled off Tom like he was in the circus. Nobody stopped him doing the rolly polly; they just moved out the way, knowing that he was just an really odd creature. 

Mr. Classic and Fred ran over took the bag of the werewolf head before he could come round; whatever Pfftten had done to him they managed to get, Tom’s medication to help him transform him back to his normal self……

Camden Market Lock up in flames! Say whaaaat?

The worst feeling is that we were almost there with a whole month of nothing going to happen. Until Sunday night on the 9th July 2017. When tragic news of a well known market in Camden. Why are these happening now?

Camden is pretty well known across the country; always bringing in tourists in, from left, right and centre. Pretty much always popular businesses are booming; until something like this happens, you just think ‘oh come on. We were nearly had a whole month of respite here without having any issues what so ever’; 5 weeks ago exactly Grenfell Tower went up in flames like a chimney stack that you can have in your garden on Wednesday 19th June 2017, barely a week later we had a small terror attacked on Monday 19th June 2017. Within the same week as the the terror attack a 4 story high block of flats went up in flames; however it wasn’t as bad as Grenfell Tower, this time it was in Bethnal Green area. Oh don’t forget May 2017 our two terror attacks and in March 2017.

On Sunday 9th July 2017 more than 70 firefighters were tackling a huge blaze at Camden Lock Market in North London. With all 70 firefighters and 10 fire engines that were sent to the site; that is a very popular tourist attraction, one witness explained how fast the fire was moving. In the nearby buildings there were fears of explosions. 

London Ambulance Service said it had not yet any patients who were may likely to be still on the scene at the time. The Metropolitan Police also attended at the scene; closing off the roads, making sure that everyone is safe. 

A witness who was scared at the time Joan Ribes, 24, said: “I was just passing by when I saw the fire and they started to get firefighters and police, it was all very fast.” Want read the full news report please click on this link here: http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-london-40552451
The aftermath of Camden Locket Market blaze: Businesses destroyed

Dozens of stall holders have actually lost their entire stock after a blaze had ripped through Camden Lock Marker in North London overnight. There were about 30 stalls that were based in the Market Hall where the fire began; while there was other local businesses who had goods stored in side, had been destroyed in the building as well.  

One of the market owners has commented to which he believes there’s an out 100 traders who have been effected and most likely to be “finished” as a result of the damage that the fire had caused. 

The market had been hit by major fires that had sprawled into the area twice before in recent years, with one back in 2008 leading a part of the site to being shut down for over a year. Camden Market has been based in the area since 1974; which boasts more than 1,000 stalls and shops, it has been giving itself that sort of reputation of a good selling pitches and bringing more people to the attraction all year round. To found out more information about the businesses and etc please follow the link http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-london-40558356
Lizzysweeklyblogs notes – I will be doing a everyday history based around these tragic events with the fires in London; on which is kind of spooky in my experience, along with the understanding why would History repeat itself. 

Charity work you can do

Wanting to do something good with your life; there’s lots of things that you could do in your spare time, loads of official charities out there that you can help. 


The worst feeling is that your not 100 percent sure in what you want to do with your life; better still your waiting for prince or princess charming to come and get you, so that you don’t have to go to work or do anything. Have that luxury life that everyone else has; think about the children, the poor, the needy and the helpless. You may have a home to go to; family that care for you, still have loads of opportunities to give a try. What do the people who are in need have? Think about it whilst your reading this. 

Over the years I have helped with charities such like Children In Need a well known charity in England; my local charity called Challengers, and last but least a special needs school who has become academy trust within a year called Pond Meadow which is a local school in my hometown. When I was growing up I had lots of big aspirations; meaning there was lots of things that I wanted to do, but no one really believed in me. 

Well the teachers at school because I was in the bottom two sets; so they didn’t really care much about me and my grades, however since I’ve left school I still didn’t know what I wanted to do. First college didn’t really believe in me either; so I gave up trying my hardest to do that course, that was when I went to another college and that college helped me to turn my life around.

They helped me to believe in myself; along side them believe in me, I managed to work hard to get good grades, help me to focus on my creativity. You’re probably thinking why has this got anything to do with charities and helping people. I can tell you right now; it has everything to do with charities because if I believed in myself to do things when no one else would, I wouldn’t be doing what I am doing now.

Working with special needs children I provided them hope, encourage them, do things that they thought it would be impossible to do. They were being giving the life that everyone else had; believe me the things that I have witnessed, helped and made them do lots of progress. It made their day and your day one hundred percent good one even if there was things that couldn’t be helped. 

All I am saying is that if your struggling to know what you wanting to do in life after school or college; why not become a volunteer or a place that you become a paid volunteer, to gain some work experience and also give you some sort of direction in where you want to go in life. 

Here are some few ideas you may want to check out:

  • Local Charities
  • Children in Need 
  • Sports Relief
  • Comic Relief/Red Nose Day
  • National Trust 
  • English Heritage
  • Helping children in Africa

Remember me talking about my best friend Caspian; well he had asked me to help with one of his charities, to which I manage to scrape some money together out of my own pocket. Sent it to a country in Africa called Nigeria; I had received some photos, from the person who was on Caspian’s team through him of course and in the pictures they had shown me what they had received. I do have to say is that I am so pleased that they have got something that they truly enjoy the most. To also have a childhood that like everyone else. 

Do something to make will make yourself proud and seeing other people smile as they are being heard and listen to. Its that feeling of great sense of feeling to have when you have made someone’s day. 

Invisible Magic Part 1 

A story of 35 year old man with light brown blondish hair; on the autism spectrum, with great powers that no one could ever ask for. One he had inherited from his family line going way back; one other was just going to school that only people go there, only one that who actually wanted both had always hated the family as long as I could remember.

The house swayed precariously in the aftermath of the earthquake; was it really an earthquake after all or was something dark something, whatever it was it left the whole country into shock and frightened because United Kingdom didn’t really have earthquakes. 

However the house was an old cottage house; a quite a large house very secluded house in the middle of know where, in the middle of a cornfield with a very big river wey. No major roads or small country roads around it; you can only just make it out in the distance by the cliff roads, other than that you couldn’t really get to it unless you know how. 

At least you’ll know you won’t be disturbed by anyone; people think it’s just an abounded old cottage, that’s what it meant to be looking like in the distance but actually it’s not. It lived by none other than the man himself Tom Kennedy; oh and long with a firer breathing like animal of a dragon, and most crazy lady that Pfftten the fire breathing animal but to be fair Pfftten is the one causing her more grief than Tom. However they all get on very well; you may think why is a strapping young man like Tom living in an old house with a crazy old lady and fire breathing animal called Pfftten, I can tell you Tom likes the company of them too but due to his needs of being on the autistic spectrum, medication for another condition I can’t relieve just yet, and everything else. They both proved their worthy to him plus he can more out of them than anyone else; Tom on the other hand, you may think he has a special needs but believe me you haven’t seen how cleaver he is and how he can control it as the best he can. 

Tom does his fair share of winding Mrs .A. Ingram up especially when he sends Pfftten off on little runs for him; just to make things safer for him to leave the house being under detected, to be honest Mrs Ingram understands and the rules of this as she had worked with the Kennedy family for years. Mrs Ingram is 85 years old, quite feisty for her height at 5ft tall, with brown eyes and grey hair. However she can also be light-hearted and positive but can be awkward and is scared of mice. That’s when all of her personalities just disappear completely; no one can blame her why she hates it; when Tom sends Pfftten goes in errands but at the end of the day he does work for Tom after all, and helps her out when not needed. To be fair recently Tom hasn’t been his normal self recently; so Pfftten hasn’t been going anywhere or not too far, incase Tom has a turn with his special needs or his other condition has kicked in. 

It was one day that Tom needed Pfftten to go and collect something from an old teacher of his Mr. Classic; Mrs Ingram and Pfftten knew he was running out of that as they always check, when he goes to bed how much he had left. It doesn’t bother him that they do that because he knew he wouldn’t tell them unless it was too late; that’s when all hell breaks loose, to the point of the whole department of the Kennedy’s department descend on the place. Its not the first time he’s done that to be honest and it won’t be the last. 

Pfftten left when someone from the department came just incase something does happen; they know when he gets low on the medication that he need, if both Mrs. Ingram and Pfftten remembers to inform them first before hand. Either way no one wins either way. 

As they were waiting; Tom and one of the department people who were there, worked on something that was bothering Tom quite a lot because this invisible magic that caused the whole county to have an earthquake could not be explained. Two hours later Pfftten was still not back yet; he should be here by now thought Tom as he looked at the clock on the mantelpiece in his office, unless the clock stopped of course….

How do you keep up with two blogs?

What’s the secret behind of keeping up two blogs? What do you used to keep track of what you post? What are you’re secrets please tell us.

Welcome to my journal of how I manage with two blogs; basically my journal for two blogs are all in one it hasn’t got the two special journals, I did try that but didn’t work out because at the time it was hard too think of two different posts for two different things. So I decided to stick with one journal and one journal that it will stay. As everything else in there; all I do now is I used one notebook/journal, I do use small little journals but they are generally for titles, vocal data collection, blog data collection and published book.

The whole managing two blogs is quite challenging; however is it’s not as bad as I thought it would be, I just needed to remember what website that I’m on. With 2 blogs I tend to do is I use my own blog a the main site for everything; I use what I think its better onto Vocal Media, not everything goes onto Vocal Media that I write this is because not all of it I don’t think they will do so well. 

What do I use to keep track of what I published? I generally used daily sheets, social media sheets, yearly planners and etc. As things got wildly hectic of doing blogs everyday; I had to resort to post its and small little journals, to keep everything update with my paperwork. So at least I can go back with the evidence in my journal when my boards are full that’s; I can go back to the books with all my data collections, and get back to my paperwork for the day which may have to be a days work. 

That’s pretty much all my secrets at the moment; I’m still learning on the job, I’m pretty sure that I’ll be doing more about my little secrets in the coming months. As I’m still figure it out along the way with my blogging; it’s all a learning curve in my opinion, if you don’t learn how can you know whats going to be worth it’s while. 

Cameron’s are way up themselves!

I’m calling you out Cameron’s! You never understand what a working life is or how to get there. 

Excuse me David Cameron how can it possibly be “SICK” that nurses and doctors want higher wages. You never know what hard work is in your life. I had huge respect for you and your family when you lost your son due to his condition; but now I don’t feel anything for you or your family what so ever, due to the comments you and your wife having been making. 

People like the Cameron’s I disapprove off quite a lot; especially more now than ever, this is because they are so far up themselves it’s like they own everything. From Cameron’s wife saying that she can’t afford her children designer wear to buying David shirts from Marks and Spencer’s to waking up to 4 in the morning to do phone calls and emails for her business. I’m sorry love thats called work and managing money. That’s what life is about to pay for luxuries over your head and everything else. Sacrifices have to be made; to be able to continue in doing that you can even get good quality in Primark these days for your money worth. Guess what’s that called? SAVING BLOOMING MONEY! And working class is a lot harder than you think; you have had all the luxuries you wanted, it’s now come back down to level 20 or cloud 20 and start becoming one of us. 

As for David Cameron. You’ll be interested in what I have found out since he had left the Downing Street and his mp place in Witney. Since David Cameron resigned as PM on 13th July 2016 when failing to persuade the UK public to remain as one part of the EU. Barely two months since his leave as a PM on 12th September 2016; he had then stepped down as an MP for Witney, this goes to show how much the Conservatives are loosing it all together. As he yet not found his next big job that he either muck up or something; he continued to campaign for the stories during the 2017 general election, is there something wrong with that. You can’t continue the whole I’m still working with the party and government business if you quit your job. 

However you this might actually think this would be a massive con or something; yet he has begun writing his memoirs; to which he had been promised that he would secure an £800,000 in advance for what I would like to know, to which continues with the whole conferences and events. I would like to point out that it will come with hefty payments also. Don’t you think that’s all wrong? You can’t just walk in to any job and say “I can sell my you my memoirs if I have x amount of money in advance” people have taken years to get where they are to be able to write something good and interesting. Yet he goes swarming in because he can tell the best story ever and his view on things.

Going back to my previous paragraph of David Cameron’s horrible chose of words and most importantly most insulting to anyone who work in the public sector. So I found out more why he was claiming that services like the nurses who are struggling to get a decent pay rise; being called “selfish”, hang on they are doing a pretty well work damn hard for what they do. Even with recent events that have been happening; they still manage to not get paid enough, how can that be selfish? The only selfish people in the world is David Cameron and the rest of the parliament. Yet he gets called “The Millionaire Tory”; within the 7 years he oversaw the austerity when he was a primeminster, but claiming that it was so “uncaring” even to want to lift the cap on the public sector pay.  

Yet he just rakes out a vast sums of money from the public speaking and blew it on a £25.000 luxury garden shed; just hang on for a second there Cameron, your calling the services who put their lives on the line because it’s their jobs and not getting pad more money they should “selfish”. Your the one making us stand there or sit there listening to you talking about a load of crap and you go and spend so much on a luxury garden shed. You and your wife need a rain check and speak to each other clearly you both don’t have the same wave length as each other.

 

The Prince Harry Charity Sentebale

“Sentebale supports orphans and vulnerable children, many of whom are affected by the HIV/AIDS epidemic. Through education, psychosocial support, and care we give them the tools they need to lead healthy and productive lives.”“TAKE ACTION NOW”

The Prince Harry Charity Sentebale 

The charity has been set up by one and only Prince Harry himself; which quotes “The Prince foundation for children in Africa”, since the lost of his mother in 1997 from a dreadful crash. Prince Harry behind closed doors had lost his way in life; where he didn’t feel like he didn’t have a purpose in life, wanting to break the rules, test the system and wanted to quit his role. 

However Prince Harry had turned the corner in so many ways; by coming out in what it was like loosing a mother like Princess Dianna at a young age, things that he had to do wasn’t right and he shouldn’t of had to do it. 

In his late teens if I remember Prince Harry went back to Africa with his brother Prince William now Duke of Cambridge; to see what their mother had done over there, she had shown so much passion for the children in Africa that they took on that role, by taking a huge responsibility of carrying on her legacy in the way that she would of done. 

Prince Harry has taken on his late mother’s charities but more importantly he has created his own charity called “The Prince Harry Charity Sentebale”. To enable him to be able to make a mark on the world like his late mother before him had done; to know he that this is the path of for him to go down, why not check out the website by clicking onto this link here. http://sentebale.org you can also place a donation via this link too.
Meet Annabel Inorin

Meet Annabel Inorin from Nigeria in Africa. You probably thinking she’s just a normal kid who doesn’t have much in Africa; guess what your right, she doesn’t have much in life over there. What’s worse is that even though she may have nothing at all; she’s fighting for her life to survive, just at the age of 11 years old. At 11 years old Annabel has a heart sickness called “Arrhythmias”; Arrhymias or heart rhythm problems most common and more experienced by more than 2 million people in a year in the UK. Most people with an abnormal heart rhythm that can lead a normal life if they have the proper diagnose. 

We are more lucky to have a good working doctors and nurses along with the right equipment; the right treatment, the right medication. Poor Annabel has nothing to keep her going; each day she counts her blessings that she pulls through the night and through the day, on things that can help her but she’s barely surviving. 
 

Lizzysweeklyblogs wants to go on a adventure!

 As a blogger it is always an opportunity to be contacted or be found by people who barely think; oh wow you want me to work for you and whatever the company or that person does, I had that pleasure with the manager of the The Prince Harry Charity Sentebale. You couldn’t really turn down the job on that front can you for a good cause; off course I wouldn’t be working closely with the good man himself, obviously for security reasons and what not. 

I had to take the job no matter what; the children have the right to have a voice, no matter weather it’s in this country or not, Africa is the most screaming out country to me for their voices to be heard. I’m not giving up on my own country and their voices; but to help raise another country voice in need of help, then why not go and do it. Believe me when I donated some money to the charity; I had received an email with a couple of pictures of the children who had things been given to them, on which the money I had given to the charity who had given them books and colour in things. 

You never know how that makes you feel; when you see there warm happy smiles, along with there graduated of thanks for the lovely gifts that you sent us. As you can see in the pictures that I have received so far; you know you have done the right thing, making them feel positive about their lives because of your positive and kindness. 

This makes me want to go out there in Nigeria to meet with the people who are helping running the charity; to get the sense of what it’s really like out in Nigeria, they did offer me to pay for my flights and everything but I wanted to show them that I can fund money this time to be able to go out there. They are even as members who are behind all of it said they are happy to chip in on my go fund me page. I hope you would help me to get that target or more than that mark I wanted; it doesn’t matter how little or big amounts of money, anything helps me to be able to fund my little adventure. 

If you would like to see more of these types of blogs; you can help me reach that goal by helping me on my way to go out there, visit, write about it, explore what’s out there and what is actually happening for myself. To be able to donate money please follow this link by clicking it and donate the money as much as you can. 

https://www.gofundme.com/Lizzysweeklyblogswantstogoonadventure 

This is my only way to go out there; to see for myself what it is like to live in horrible damp, smelly, no electricity, no nothing. We take things way too much for granted these days; that’s why I’m going to raise as much as I can, to be able to show them I am passionate about these types of charities. Every child, every teenager, every young adults and their parents and grandparents want the best in life. Especially grandparents and parents who want to see their child or children to make something of themselves than being; here stuck in the same life of poverty, day in day out. Let me help them by raising the money for them and raising money to go and see them. Every little money helps. Go on donate know one is noticing you doing a sneaky one. I won’t tell if you won’t. 

Here are the links again if you would like to donate money to a good cause or help me go on adventure:

https://www.gofundme.com/Lizzysweeklyblogswantstogoonadventure 

Or 

http://sentebale.org/ donation can be made through the official website here for the children 

The Fear Of The Unknown Part 1

How can one dream; turn into a reality of another’s one soul, but she’s not all cracked up to be. Is she?

One night I was in bed alone; in one big massive mansion, security stood outside my door, my body guard was sleeping on the couch that was by the fire place. I always liked it when Caspian gets over protective; especially when I’m ill and I couldn’t go to a social event with him, he wanted to make sure that I was properly protected even if I was with him or not. 

It took me awhile to dose off because I had been crying; my throat was hurting, struggling to breath. I refused them to call Caspian because I knew how important this function was for him; I didn’t want him to panic or worry that my mental health or my current bug or something whatever it was to ruin his big moment for his business. 

I was slowly drifting off to sleep; Darrell my bodyguard looked over, he said quietly as he was coming over. “Come on I think that’s enough work for one night” as he took my iPad off me and laid it on the side table. He then put blankets over me because he knew I liked to cuddle the duvet for comfort….

As I laid my head on the soft pillows; my eyes were getting heavier and heavier, I knew my medication and paracetamol had started to kick in. Due to the heavy anxiety attack I had endured the hour before; which lead me to struggling to breathe, a massive headache and really bad sore throat. Everything was too much for me to handle. I was completely out of it; I was in a deep sleep no one couldn’t wake me up, I had found myself in by this pond pondering of what I should do. 

The water was deep and inviting; this was when I was at my weakest point in my life, no one was here to stop me from doing anything. I had started to walk in; I could barely hear voices shouting my name, I stopped to have look with my eyes full with tears. I could see a man in a white shirt and cameral colour trousers on running in; couldn’t even think who it was until he picked me up in his arms, as I put my arms around his neck I could smell his aftershave of Jean Paul Glitter. My favourite aftershave on any man; this one I liked more, I knew it was Caspian coming running in after me. 

We had reached to the bank where everyone else were; I had started to shake in his arms, he knew I was freezing as I was only wearing a strappy top and shorts. The air had changed; winds have started to pick up more heavy, clouds had formed to which part turned dark and black. Threatening with a massive downpour of rain; I could hear him giving orders, to head back to the vehicles quickly and officially. 

I could feel the rain starting to fall; Caspian’s nice white cotton feel to it, that I always have thought he was going to burst out of them with his muscles and joked about that he works out too much was getting wet. I was murmuring something to Caspian about something but he couldn’t make out what I was saying. I could hear his panic in his voice with a bit of reassurance that we were nearly there; I struggled to open my eyes, my lips were turning blue. I could hear the doors wide open; blankets wrapped around me, the doors closing I could feel Caspian sitting in the back of the car. He told me that he was going to take me back to his place; without any arguments, or anything because he was a lot closer and he can look after me better. 

The feeling of being a stranger in his house was like feeling a stranger in a different land; as I woke up in in a cold sweat, fever as everyone rushed to my aid even Caspian who could hear her from the other side of the house….

I actually woke myself up from the dream screaming; Darrell and the security were running to my aid, Darrell was trying to calm me down whilst few others were on their phones calling around to see where Caspian was. It wasn’t before long that he had finally arrived; running in from the front of the house to my room, I had begged him not to leave me on my own. I know the rules that his family had to follow; if he could he would, Darrell and Caspian’s bodyguard Luka’s had agree along with the security that it wasn’t the best solution but as long as I manage to fall back to sleep. Knowing that he was in the house; Darrell will sleep close by even further, as long as I need him…..

What is May’s next move?

You start to begin to wonder if there’s anyone going to shut down Theresa May; as soon as possible, whilst trying to shut down nearly every political person who does not understand.

Things that May has been trying to do since the general election or as she puts it a snap election. To be honest May has made so many mistakes, so many u-turns, trying to preach the Good Friday Agreement with Northern Ireland. Even with agreement with them still not looking good; however she’s asking Liberals (Liberal Democratics) for help to prop her up; along with asking David Cameron to back her on things, this goes to show how much she is desperate to say in power and for the money. 

 I am glad that the fox hunting u-turn because otherwise if they did bring back fox hunting; they would want to bring back everything else that is being protected, to which what time period are they trying to go back to? 

I personally think delaying the queen speech was pretty much stupid and waisting everyones time. You knew it was going to back fire one way or another; I take my hat off to the queen making a statement with her outfit for the day, to say to Theresa May that it’s better to stay in the EU. Yes the queen is getting on a bit but she hasn’t lost her marbles; she knows every crock and crannies, when it comes to each primeminster who had served her and her country. She knows what she is up against; every time there is a new primeminster or the same primeminster, she’s not daft one single bit. Since that day everyone realised what really is going on; as the queen reads out the speech, now all of the hard work that poor May had put in and now the queen speech goes out of the window. 

It does go to show that it has made clear in what is going on; what May’s game plan is, they are now trying to block her every move. Even monjority of her cabinet is trying to block her every move. 

Neither May or Corbyn are good at their rules; either one of them will bank crupt the a whole of UK in one go, either of them in power. How about cut all of their pays; take all of their luxuries away, and everything else that they may have as I am for certain that’s where all our money is going. On them so that they can lavish all the good things in life; whilst we have to work our arses off to get what we want, cuts need to be in their areas not our areas that we need the most. 

Theresa May comes out fighting for austerity. Which means that after sacking George Osborne last year 2016; which means that she has stuck with his austerity script, which has prompted Corbyn to grow confidence since the election to which had landed series of rhetorical blows. “The Prime Minster found £1bn to keep her own job” he had noted of the DUP deal. Quotes and more information are found on NewsStatesman for the full article. 

Another mp is coming out with is that May is frightened out of her own skin; this is because she doesn’t want to call for another election, due to the fact that she knows that labour will win. That’s why she’s calling on everyone to back her up in the way that she can’t loose her job. To be quite frankly the longest and oldest standing mp is quite right if you ask me; she is frightened of loosing her job and the power that she has. I rather she wasn’t in power anymore but then again I don’t want Corbyn in either.