Day 12 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: I love your smile

As I’m sitting in my class just drifting away staring into the windows of the world thinking about you; I can’t hear the reach asking for the books as I walk down the corridors I don’t see the bad boys trying to catch some play, but all I could see is your smile and because of that I love you more than anything in the world. I just love your smile.

I’m sitting behind my desk at work the clock says three I want to be free; free to scream “I love you”, free to bathe with you on a hot summers day, free to watch you all day working. The amount of times I told you to come and save me when I’ve told you my boss is so lame so is the pay. Baby, I just love to see you smile and tell you how much I love you.

Time came when you showed me your direction now that I know I’ll never ever go back to the way I have been taught because I can be that better girl with the love that you gave me and how much you rocked my world. You believed in a girl like me knowing that you’re the one to be with. Yet when I’m caught all alone I start confessing it’s from the state of depression but baby when you start to begin laughing and smile. That’s when it becomes infectious baby I just love your smile and I just love you.

Day 11 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Happy to make a sound

I went everywhere for you. I even did my hair for you. I brought new underwear, guess what they are blue and I just Words them just the other day. Love I just want to let you know I’ll fight for you everyday like I always do; when you come home late I leave the porch light on for you, whether your sweet or cruel when you come back or when we are together I’m going to love you either way.

I love you and happy to make a sound because I got to tell you how I feel about you because I can’t go another minute without your love. I’m like a satellite making happy tunes like I’m orbiting all the way around you and I would fall out into the night because I can’t go a minute without your love.

Love I got it bad for you but I saved my love for the best and it’s for you knowing that I have you. You sometimes make me sad and blue but I wouldn’t have it any other way. Love my aim is straight and true. I know my arrows are a special kind but they are just for you; I even painted my toenails for you, I did them just the other day because where you go I follow. You set the pace we’ll take it fast or slow because I’ll follow in your way. You got me. You got me a force is more powerful than gravity it’s physics and there’s no escape from my love or your love.

The Unknown Fear: The 24K Magic Prince (Part 2 full works)

As the dream faded, she chased it, forlorn she was so tired of telling the officers who didn’t understand her that everything that found out about her was a lie. Her body was bruised, fragile and she hadn’t had anything to eat for days. She was getting sick now hoping that her big brother would come and save her now. Wished she had invited him to come with her all along now; being her she wish she didn’t want her big brother protecting her all the time, nor his security team tagging along but she only found out that one of the security personal had been following her this whole time. He tried to help her when all this happened he watched helplessly as the door closed behind her.

Across the other side of the country of Dubai an email had sprung up on the Crown Prince Sheikh Hamdan phone to which had urgent on the subject; the email address didn’t look familiar but as he opened it up that’s when he knew that it was from his long lost best friend, who he had thought been killed in a helicopter or something as he went missing himself. He read the email but he didn’t recognise the girl or remembered his friend having a sister.

Yet Hamdan could see the resemblance within her looks of beauty that she was the sister of his long best friend. The long wavy hair coming down to her shoulders, eyes shone blue, make up neatly done and a beautiful smile. Hamdan really didn’t expect her to be in trouble if she had a brother who was millionaire; he did think why the hell did she not take some of her brother’s security or have her brother come with her, those sort of questions bothered him the most to be honest. When he read more on the matter he was even more shocked that the beautiful lady in the picture suffers from anxiety, anorexia and depression since his long lost friend’s father had passed away many years ago in the helicopter crash. That’s what now made sense to Hamdan they published the wrong Robert on the news.

Hamdan got up ran to his fathers office; he knew that he shouldn’t be disturbing his father in a important meeting, but this was huge if his father didn’t step in right that instant. As he burst in his father looked over with a grey look across his face like his health was playing up but actually he looked like he had seen a ghost.

“Hamdan. Can you deal with this one please.” Asked his father like he was going to be sick at any moment.
“Yes father” exclaimed Hamdan

Hamdan managed to pull strings once he got to the prison. When all of the prison guards were frightened of the royals were brought in to solve some cases. They soon realise that they had the wrong person and that they had the daughter of the kings best friend Robert Senior Mason.  There was a load banging knock on her cell door. She wasn’t too sure if it was the knock that had woken her; there were people coming in she woke up trying to scream, thinking that she was going to get another beating from the officers but there was a familiar voice and strong scent that she remembered. “Danny” she croaked. “It’s okay I’m here along with Prince Hamdan” he soothes her as he carried her out. The sun beamed made her scrunch her eyes up which prompted Hamdan to put his spare glasses on her eyes to block the sunlight.

Once they arrived at the palace everyone rushed to their aid but soon realised that it set Melissa off thinking that she entered into another prison. Everyone backed away Danny the security guard managed to calm her down; Prince Hamdan and Danny took Melissa to the furthest chambers (bedroom) from everyone else, they made sure no one was allowed to go in unless they had permission or the doctor. The first thing that Melissa wanted to do was have a bath and have clean clothes. To which Prince Hamdan took it into his pride that he will fetch some clothes for her; more likely someone else will get them, whilst the doctor will come and attend to give her a look over.

A helping young lady who works for the royal family became her maid; she helped gently into the bath, also helped gently was her to get rid of the dirt and mud she had endured in the prison cell. Once the clothes had arrived Melissa wobbled a bit but the maid quickly but gently propped her up; they both smiled at each other like they were reassuring each other that everything was going to be fine, as they came out of the bathroom into the room Melissa looked at Danny and Prince Hamdan. Danny looks at her with a big smile on his face like “that’s the girl I know” Hamdan stood still with amazement that the girl who he had to go and save turned into a beautiful lady.

He didn’t really realise that he was being spoken to by the maid until she was up close with Melissa trying to get her on the bed. “Excuse me your highness. Miss Mason needs to rest.” She said patiently “oh of course she does. I’m sorry I’ll move at the way”

As Melissa fell asleep as you the doctor had arrived; she had to wake up again to be examined, it wasn’t before long that she was allowed to go to sleep but as Melissa was settling down again on the bed, the doctor wanted to a private word to Danny however he was hovering for a bit and looked at Melissa. The maid could sense the worry of leaving Miss Mason on her own; she touched his arm for reassurance she had spoken in english “Prince Hamdan and I will stay with Miss Mason until you sort things out with the doctor” Prince Hamdan realised what was happening when everyone was looking at him for a response.

“Yes of course and inform Mr Mason what’s happening as well. Saeed will take you to a private room to which you can involve Mr Mason as well.” Answered Hamdan
Both men left Hamdan sat in the corner of the room but near the to the bed just doing some bits and pieces; every murmur, every whimper, every little cry that Melissa made it would make him stop what he was doing and he would become anxious. He knew that she was having nightmares but he couldn’t touch her or protect her from them.

As few days passed Melissa was sitting up talking and etc. There was something not quite about the window that Melissa didn’t like; as she got out of her bed she went over pulling over a silky dressing gown by the time she got to the window she wrapped it around her, she then noticed in the distance in the sand dunes on the line a few heavy military facing the palace.

Melissa had started to have a panick attack she ran out of her room; running passed the maid, Danny and Saeed ignoring their calls after her, she got to Hamdan’s room knocking loudly with panic sound. Hamdan opened the door to which he found her standing there crying without any prompting she wrapped her arms around him. Hamdan wrapped his arms around like she had accepted him touching her.

In her sobs he could make out the words that sounded like the military is here on the outskirts on the sand dunes. He froze as he still holding her he knew she hadn’t done wrong why are they still after her. Hamdan saw Saeed and inform his father that there’s a heavy presence around the palace. Saeed knew what he meant he rushed the direction of the Kings office….

Day 10 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Heartache Tonight

Somebody is going to be hurt by someone before the night ends; as somebody else will come undone which there’s nothing that we can do, there’s always going to be someone wanting to touch some and to feel alive and be loved that’s if it’s going to take all night. Everybody wants to take a little chance and make a go of it right. There is going to be a heartache somewhere tonight.

I know there’s going to be a lot of heartache tonight but some people like to stay out late and some folks can’t hold out that long. Nobody wants to turn back now as there’s too much going on; is this night will go on and last forever, but last all of the summer long. Some time before the sun comes up that radio will play that song that will remind you of them.

Day 9 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: You think I’m crazy but I got something to say

It might seem crazy what I’m going to say but the sunshine she’s here so you can take a break; I know his a hot air balloon that can take me to space with the air that you breathe I don’t care baby by the way, do you know why because I’m happy just being with you. Clap along if your feel like your in a room without a roof because I’m so happy just being with you. You know the feeling of happiness is telling you the truth; that’s what happiness is to you, being happy all the time what you going to do about it.

Here comes the bad news talking this and that but give me all you got because I don’t want you to hold it all back. I should off probably warn you I’ll be just fine but no offence to you don’t waste your time. Just be happy because if you bring me down you’ll get nothing from me because my level of happiness will be high as I’m happy to be with you.

#throwbackthrusday: Is it okay to judge other people’s upbringing?

This topic I’m going to change some of the stories that’s involved due to the fact of someone’s identity and my life. Due to the fact that it may cause some problems in the near future.

This idea was a perfect timing where I had a conversation with someone today (Thursday 8th February 2018) where we were talking about mental health; the fact that both of us had two different up bringings, yet they stated that if I shouldn’t have depression if I had a good up bringing to which compared to theirs when they didn’t have a good up bringing. Of course this hyperthitical talking here because they didn’t understand how depression worked.

Each family and each family members have different ways of bringing up their families; each family members can either follow the outset of their family life where they continue the way that they think it’s right because that’s all they know, or decide to break away from that by taking control of their life and meeting someone or some people who are close to them and guide them in the right direction. However people do tend to either judge people’s upbringing because they are either jealous that they wish that they had that sort of upbringing or they are disgusted by people’s upbringing due to the way that they are dressed.

To be honest with you it’s not okay to judge people who have different upbringings because you never know what goes behind closed doors at the end of the day. We all catch ourselves out at the end of the day. I guess you guys probably done something similar without realising that you’re doing it too. Just think before you judge someone I know it’s not easy but it’s worth a try.

Day 8 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Rule the World

Every morning, every afternoon, every evening and every night you light the skies up above me. Like a star that shine so brightly you blind me; you told me to not to close me eyes, don’t fade away because you and I are meant to be together. I could here your voice in the sky as we are shooting across the star; “stay with me because we can rule the world like we can light up the sky if you stay by my side and I’ll stay by your side.”, even it means breaking down your walls I will comfort you like the angels cry I’ll be there for you. You saved my soul so don’t please doesn’t leave me now; as all of the stars are coming out tonight they are lighting up the sky tonight for you, please stay strong for me and I’ll stay strong for you.

 

Day 7 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Can Be Tamed

For all of those who don’t know me for instance all of the girls who think I’m fat or skinny; who don’t think I can get a guy like them guess what I can get a bit crazy but I have to way up yep, 24 hours a day because I’m hot like that because every guy that I walk pass. They are mad to give me attention that you wish it was you all along; guess what I’m under the inspection all the time you see me getting a 10 all the time, that’s because I’m built like that.

You go through guys like money will just fly out of their hands; yet they try to chance but they realise I’m not like any other girl, and every tomorrow is a day, I would never planned. If you going to be my man you have to understand that I can be tamed I can’t be changed. If there is a question about my intentions I can tell you I’m not here to sell you or tell you to go to hell.

I’m not a brat like that I’m like a puzzle but all of my pieces are jagged; if you can understand this we can make some magic I’m wrong like that, I want to fly I want to drive and I want to go. I want to be part of something I don’t know and if you try to hold me back I might explode by now you should know that I can be tamed. I’m not a trick you can play I’m wired in a different way; I’m not a mistake I’m not a fake it’s set my DNA, so don’t change me because I like to be who I am and I want you to like me for who I am.

Day 6 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: When Your Gone

There’s always times when I need to be on my own but I never thought that I’d need you there when I cried. The days feel like years when I’m alone and the bed where you lie is always made up on your side. When you walked away. I would count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now?

“When you’re gone!” I cried as the pieces of my heart is missing you; yet when your gone the face I became to know is missing too, the words that I need to hear to get me through the day and make it okay when your gone is “I miss you” I never felt this way before. Everything that I do reminds me of you and the clothes that you left are still, on the floor and they smell just like you. All the things that I love that you do made me feel so safe.

We were made for each other now and forever. I know we were. All I ever wanted was you to know that everything that I do; I gave my heart and would. Now I can hardly breathe because I need to feel you here with me. Why can’t you here me scream and cry our in the middle of the night.

“When you’re gone!” I cried as the pieces of my heart is missing you; yet when your gone the face I became to know is missing too, the words that I need to hear to get me through the day and make it okay when your gone is “I miss you” I never felt this way before. Everything that I do reminds me of you and the clothes that you left are still, on the floor and they smell just like you. All the things that I love that you do made me feel so safe.

The Unknown Fear: The 24K Magic Prince (Part 1)

As the dream faded, she chased it, forlorn she was so tired of telling the officers who didn’t understand her that everything that found out about her was a lie. Her body was bruised, fragile and she hadn’t had anything to eat for days. She was getting sick now hoping that her big brother would come and save her now. Wished she had invited him to come with her all along now; being her she wish she didn’t want her big brother protecting her all the time, nor his security team tagging along but she only found out that one of the security personal had been following her this whole time. He tried to help her when all this happened he watched helplessly as the door closed behind her.

Across the other side of the country of Dubai an email had sprung up on the Crown Prince Sheikh Hamdan phone to which had urgent on the subject; the email address didn’t look familiar but as he opened it up that’s when he knew that it was from his long lost best friend, who he had thought been killed in a helicopter or something as he went missing himself. He read the email but he didn’t recognise the girl or remembered his friend having a sister.

Yet Hamdan could see the resemblance within her looks of beauty that she was the sister of his long best friend. The long wavy hair coming down to her shoulders, eyes shone blue, make up neatly done and a beautiful smile. Hamdan really didn’t expect her to be in trouble if she had a brother who was millionaire; he did think why the hell did she not take some of her brother’s security or have her brother come with her, those sort of questions bothered him the most to be honest. When he read more on the matter he was even more shocked that the beautiful lady in the picture suffers from anxiety, anorexia and depression since his long lost friend’s father had passed away many years ago in the helicopter crash. That’s what now made sense to Hamdan they published the wrong Robert on the news.

Hamdan got up ran to his fathers office; he knew that he shouldn’t be disturbing his father in a important meeting, but this was huge if his father didn’t step in right that instant. As he burst in his father looked over with a grey look across his face like his health was playing up but actually he looked like he had seen a ghost.

“Hamdan. Can you deal with this one please.” Asked his father like he was going to be sick at any moment.
“Yes father” exclaimed Hamdan

Hamdan managed to pull strings once he got to the prison. When all of the prison guards were frightened of the royals were brought in to solve some cases. They soon realise that they had the wrong person and that they had the daughter of the kings best friend Robert Senior Mason.
There was a load banging knock on her cell door. She wasn’t too sure if it was the knock that had woken her; there were people coming in she woke up trying to scream, thinking that she was going to get another beating from the officers but there was a familiar voice and strong scent that she remembered. “Danny” she croaked. “It’s okay I’m here along with Prince Hamdan” he soothes her as he carried her out. The sun beamed made her scrunch her eyes up which prompted Hamdan to put his spare glasses on her eyes to block the sunlight.

Once they arrived at the palace everyone rushed to their aid but soon realised that it set Melissa off thinking that she entered into another prison. Everyone backed away Danny the security guard managed to calm her down; Prince Hamdan and Danny took Melissa to the furthest chambers (bedroom) from everyone else, they made sure no one was allowed to go in unless they had permission or the doctor. The first thing that Melissa wanted to do was have a bath and have clean clothes. To which Prince Hamdan took it into his pride that he will fetch some clothes for her; more likely someone else will get them, whilst the doctor will come and attend to give her a look over.

A helping young lady who works for the royal family became her maid; she helped gently into the bath, also helped gently was her to get rid of the dirt and mud she had endured in the prison cell. Once the clothes had arrived Melissa wobbled a bit but the maid quickly but gently propped her up; they both smiled at each other like they were reassuring each other that everything was going to be fine, as they came out of the bathroom into the room Melissa looked at Danny and Prince Hamdan. Danny looks at her with a big smile on his face like “that’s the girl I know” Hamdan stood still with amazement that the girl who he had to go and save turned into a beautiful lady.

He didn’t really realise that he was being spoken to by the maid until she was up close with Melissa trying to get her on the bed. “Excuse me your highness. Miss Mason needs to rest.” She said patiently “oh of course she does. I’m sorry I’ll move at the way”