Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: Payment/Donation

For months I’ve been trying to decide how to keep this blog running and raise money at the same time; until it happens to be on a snowy day that I manage to work around the idea to which I read someone’s blog, that convince me to do the same but use it on a base line of donating 50% off the profit that I make from it to two charities.

Obviously it’s up to you guys if you want to donate money towards the charities that I have put up in my top box of where the money is going. Knowing that this blog will still be running for with what ever is left each month from the money that’s been sent to the two charities.

Every so often I’ll add a donation button on a blog post that seems fitting at the time but it probably be most likely to be on my Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging each reach because it’s more suited to be on here than any other blog post. It’s just a thought at the moment but you can find it in the top box with other pages under payment – 50% of the money will go towards the charities.

I hope you guys will help me raise the money for the two charities to help get their voices be heard as they are the ones suffering in silences get forgotten about at the end of the day. They still get ignored by the public because they seem different one charity s that they were born with the conditions that they have and the second charity is that they gave their lives to save ours and our country, let their voices be heard and let the public accept them for who they are.
Thank you

Lizzy x

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Sunday Online Diary Entries: “Left Outside Alone” – Story Based

All my life that I’ve been waiting for you to walk into my life; wether you brought me a fairytale or not, living in a fantasy without a meaning won’t be okay because I don’t fee safe like the day you had left me with my heart was left broken in despair. I want to breath but I can’t find the air within me; I always thought and beloved that you were sent from up above but yet you and me never had love to begin with yet there is so much I have to say, can you help me find a way to explain to you how much I love you now yet I wonder if you know how it feels to be so confused and torn when you say you love me and then you don’t.
Do you know how it feels to be left outside alone as it’s cold out here as you walked away once again leaving me standing here; maybe you should know just how it feels to be left outside alone, I can tell you right now that I’ve been waiting for you to bring me a fairytale my way because I’ve been left hurt so many times and yet now I know I’ve been living in a fantasy without any meaning from yours part. I know it’s nit okay because I don’t feel safe and all I need to do is pray.
Why do you play me like a game? Yet there’s always someone else to blame because there’s always a careless little man that’s always there on your side. Someday you might actually understand that there’s not much more to say but I do hope you find a way. I can tell you right now that our fairytale will soon come to an end because right now I don’t feel safe anymore.
As I pray to god. Oh Heavenly Father please save me from this painful heartbreak. Do you know how it feels to be left outside in the cold alone? Maybe you should know how it feels because you know what true love really means. As my life has been waiting. For a fairytale to come my way yet I know I’ve been living in a fantasy without meaning and it’s not okay because I don’t feel safe anymore. I need to pray.

Sunday Special: Hallelujah

In my sleep in a distance of my dream I once heard there was a secret chord that David had played and it pleased the lord but you really don’t care for the music, do you ya? Well I can tell you that it goes back and fourth with every minor fall and there will be a major lift that will baffle the king as he composing the word “hallelujah”.
Your faith inside is so strong but you needed the proof but you saw her bathing on the roof; her beauty and the moonlight had overthrew you. As she tied you to her kitchen chair; she had broken your throne, and cut your hair as you withdrew your lips of a kiss the words came from her lips as you felt her breathe from her mouth against yours “hallelujah”.
Maybe there’s a god that’s up above; however I’ve ever learned from love is how to shoot somebody down who had withdrawn you out, it’s not about a cry that you hear at night and it’s not someone who’s seen the light at the end of the tunnel. It’s a cold and it’s broken “hallelujah”

Saturday’s Topics: the most hated part when your trying to fit in

Don’t you just find that you hate social events of any kind; yet you try to go and fit in just for the sake of that person, yet when your trying to fit in and everything then someone says something just send you over the edge when you cry over it you don’t have anyone to turn to. That’s when you just go to bed crying and feel alone knowing that know body here’s your cries so then you cry even more.

Your just like I wish I never bothered to come if I would get the hatred for no apparent reason; wether they know me or not what have I done wrong to upset them to get the complete moan at or have ago at, I didn’t ask for it or anything I’m only here to support a friend or a love one and I don’t need their permission to be here.

I’m somebody who’s just wants to sit in the corner and be left alone. I like that I’m not that good at people person; even when I’m trying because at the end of the day I’m in control of my destiny, not my anxiety or anything like that and I have to make small talk now and then even if I haven’t got a clue what I’m talking about.

All you have to do is fake a smile and fake being confident in front of people because they won’t see the vulnerable side of things. I know when I get anxious I start talking jibbirsh and etc that’s when I know I will say something stupid or do something stupid like Bridget Jones’s Diary.

Anyone else have this problem of social anxiety at all? Or having tips of how to get over it? Please I want to know how to get over it as much as I can. Thank you in advance.

Saturday Online Diary Entries: “Overprotected” – Story Based

I need time. Love. Joy. I need space. I need me. Well say “hello” to the girl that I am you have to understand by going through my perspective of being overprotected by my parents. Off course you do because you know I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am because being protected by everything; I just can’t breathe anymore, I can’t sleep, I can hear you down on the other end of the line saying “there must be another way because I believe in taking chances” and who am I to say what a girl needs to do by god I need some answers from you.

What am I suppose to do with my life? You will find out don’t worry. How am I supposed to know what’s right? You just got to do it your way. I can’t help the way I feel because my life has been so overprotected. I tell them what I like. What I want. What I don’t want. Every time I do I stand corrected the things that I’ve been told aren’t really what the seem to be; I can’t believe what I hear about the world I soon realise that I’m overprotected, I need time, love, I need space because this is it.

I don’t need nobody to be telling me what I need to do or what I can’t do. It’s all about what I want to do as it’s about my destiny because I can say “no”; nobody will tell me just what I have to do because I want to do what I want to do, I’m so fed up with people telling me who I should be why can’t someone else do it but me.

I’m going to break these chains and live my life no matter how protective people are over me; however I am so done with it all be overprotective of someone else for a change, I want to live my life the way I want it not their way.

Everyday Post: “My Prerogative” – Story Based

People in this world can take everything away from but there’s always one thing that they can never take away from you and it’s your truth. Yet the question is can they handle mine? They think and say that I’m crazy but so I look like I care because I really don’t care even when they say that I’m nasty. You know something I really don’t give a damn how I’m getting the boys; it’s how I live my life by being normal to which lead to some who ask me questions, why am I so real? Yet they really don’t understand me because I like to keep to myself and make them work hard for it. I don’t know the deal about my sister but yet I try hard to make it right not long ago before I won the fight.

Everybody’s talking all this stuff about me that isn’t true why don’t they just let me live my own life and worry about theirs. I don’t need their permission to do things because I make my own decisions that’s my prerogative it’s the way that I want to live. The newspapers and you can’t tell me what to do; don’t get me wrong ego trips isn’t my thing all these strange relationships they make it out to be gets me down, I see nothing is wrong in spreading myself around to have fun with my friends who are guys and girls.

Everybody talking all this stuff about me like I’ve done something wrong why can’t they just let me live? I don’t need permission from any off them because I make my own decisions as it’s my own prerogative. It’s the way that I want to live as it’s my own prerogative that you can’t tell me what to do; why can’t I just live my life without all of things that people say, they continue to think that I’m crazy because we don’t live in that time period anymore and they think I’m nasty who doesn’t need permission but make my own decisions but this is my prerogative.

It’s my prerogative.

Friday Time Recap Time: What makes you fabulous?

This morning I posted a Superdrug Haul (2.3.18) the things that I had brought only if I could film what I do on average morning of my make up I would of done. Along side the idea of what the full works of readying my hair; drying my hair, make up and the full works it’s my hair and extensions it would be so easier than me typing it up. Plus I don’t have to talk either haha all I have to do is film and do what I normally do in the time of the process of everything.

The question of tonight’s Friday Time Recap Time I wanted to do this a few days but I was in a sort of a bad place where I couldn’t write about it because I didn’t feel fabulous at all. Yet this passed week it’s been snowing and what not so I had a bit of time to myself; where I’ve had words with myself because my eyes can always tell you there’s a storm happening, and then you know when I’m calm because my eyes go back to light blue.

I always terrified of myself because I never felt fabulous about myself; I always see how pretty other people are, people always compliment me and etc. Yet as soon as I redo my hair and make the time to do my face and everything I know I feel fabulous and confident. Being able to put make up on and doing my hair everyday gives me a purpose in life that I’ve actually accepted myself that I am pretty and etc.

I should be happy with myself knowing that it’s okay to me; yes it’s taken me a long time to accept myself but now that I’ve got an idea of who I am, how I like myself and what not the scares that normal open and shown had faded away it’s not psychological scaring that its on the skin. Mentally and internal inside it goes to show who is winning and whose loosing; yet sometimes it’s no okay when your doing so well, then bam the scares and mental state comes out without warning. All that I can say is it’s okay to be you and no one else.

Hauls: 1st March Haul 2018 – Superdrug Haul

Been awhile since my last haul which I do have to add it was my birthday haul at the time; I thought finally I have a bit of money that I can get a few bits that I need for myself that I need, so I go online for Superdrug which is a store in the UK that I get monjority of my make up and etc. Guess what the parcel came today. I ordered it Monday, it was shipped Wednesday and came today (Friday 2nd March 2018). Yeah me. Let’s see what’s in my box. No I won’t go into singing “what’s in the box?” Megs I’m not there anymore jeez man.

Took me awhile to get to the box which reminds me of a shoe box to be honest. As it was tightly stuck down and quite rightly so because it’s somebody’s order and everything else. Then inside I have found my lovely goodies inside here’s what I found in my box neatly packed by someone from the store.

All my little things that I needed and what I was running out off but also what I’m going to try as well. Funny thing was is that I didn’t remember ordering one thing twice but I looked at my shipping thing and it said I did but all well. I like doubles of things when I have the money to do so.

Red Passion Live hair dye: I needed to redye my hair anyway it needed doing especially to stop the grey coming through I’m quite paranoid about my four greys showing I’m only in my late 20s jeez. I like my red hair too and you guys associate me with red hair than any other colour; that’s if you follow me on instagram or on facebook page or twitter then you know why, haha. Plus it will go well with my hair extensions as well that I have as well.

Collections Products: I needed a new concealer and I wanted to try out the Collections purple correction stick thing. So it was on a deal where you buy two Collections products for £5 or something you get a Collection Extreme Bold Eyeliner missed a whole lot of the name of it but all well. Yet I got it for free.

Barry M Products: Flawless Original Primer I use this religiously because it helps to tone down the foundation and stays on my face longer unless it doesn’t snow or rain stays on for longer.

Revolution Products: I wanted to try out the Duo Brow Definer liner as it looked awesome and I haven’t used one in a long time. Somehow I managed to order two without knowing that I did but doesn’t matter at least I have another one ready. Then a small Revolution Make Up Revolution London Ultra Contour Kit Lightening Contour I wanted to try it out to see what it was like if it was good I’ll get again.

Sorry guys I’m have got a picture but it’s not letting me post it up sad times.

I always like to try something new and then if it’s worth it then get again. There is no reason to try something different if you like it you like it but if you don’t you don’t. It’s no harm done because you can just use it up and then look for another one to try out.

Friday Online Diary Entries: The most fun facts in life about me

It’s that awesome time again that I do a fun fact thingy about my life with you guys as I have noticed that you guys seem to enjoy the 25 facts about me blog post; when ever I did that can’t remember it’s been too long to be honest, plus this time I researched it properly this time as I do and found a load of different types of questions and I’m like where the hell have you been all my life. You know.

The most fun facts in life about me are:

1. Do you believe in karma? I do believe in karma because I always find that when people try to hurt me or something and I always find out that it always go back to them 10 times worse than me. That’s what I call karma because just don’t think I know what your doing or trying to do it will come back to bite you one day.

2. Where are you from? A small island called United Kingdom, England, Great Britain, Britexit and the country that can’t cope with any weather.

3. How many hours do you sleep? Not enough in my opinion unless I have a cold and I take something then I’m out for the account for hours.

4. What a big lesson could people from your life? Just don’t take everything for granted and most importantly don’t give a flying monkeys about people who waist your time.

5. If you could be anywhere right now. Where would it be? I rather be right now somewhere in a nice warm country or be with someone who actually cares and be there for me when I need them the most. For example good friends that I can escape to when I need them

6. Have you ever been stood up? I’ve been stood up loads of times to the point off I’ve started to not care about them any more. Yes it hurts but at the end of the day what kills you makes you stronger.

7. What do you get angry over? What makes me angry currently is where people seem to think I have magic powers to do things that I can’t do straight away and take it out on me. Another thing is I hate being ignored by people that are close to me in my inner inner inner circle because it’s like you actually want me in your life or you don’t.

8. Does the person know that your in love with them? Yes I certainly hope so because there’s a few people that know I love them a lot. Just sometimes annoying that they ignore me or something when they love me too. I hate that feeling never like that before.

9. What makes you the happiest? What makes me happy that I know I’ve got good friends to keep me going and being able to write things when I can so I can post them up and seeing my readers reading them.

10.What’s the habit you’re proudest of breaking? The most proudest thing that I’ve been breaking is not going of the radar when life gets hard. I just manage to get through it all.

11.Have you ever got stung by a wasp? I’ve got stung by a wasp twice and it’s always when I’m camping once on the neck on my left side as a kid. The second one was when I was in my late teens I think it was and got stung on my middle finger I think it was on my left side. (Come to think of it I think everything and everyone hates my left side)

12. Are you afraid of heights? I’m totally scared of heights even when people are too close to the edge where there’s a sheer drop on the other side and people either stand or look over the side. That sends me to high anxiety and can’t look.

13.Has anyone told you that they wanted to marry you? Loads of people have told me they want to marry me.

14.Do you get easily distracted? I get distracted quite easily when certain things get quite boring or I want to do something else. Basically I have attention of a goldfish if I’ve got myself into a rut and not got myself into a full swing of things.

15.Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes and no because sometimes I find that not all what it seems; you think you’ve found the right person but actually they are complete utter tools, and they hurt you’re feelings to the point of not being able to trust them or other person next after them.

16.Do you have trust issues? I have a fair amount of trust issues when people say to me you have to trust me but yet they know perfectly well they’ve got to earn it one way or another. Even if they’ve broken it time and time again but that depends on how many times I can give them a chance; some will get just the one chance if they blow that then they are out of the door before they can go “ah shit I ruined that”, it depends on who they really I’m quite good at telling if I like someone or not.

17.3 physical features you get complimented on a lot? how pretty I am, my eyes, my mouth I think

18. What are some words that you live by? Why? “Guess what I don’t care” – it’s normally when I really don’t give a flying monkeys about someone that I don’t like or depends on the situation at the time.

“Do I give a shit” – it’s goes by with peoples opinions about certain things or how they would do things especially if someone who talks about themselves far too much and you just look at them hoping that they can read your face of “do I give a shit

Shit happens” shit happens everyday you either learn to control it or run from it or let it control you because at the end of the day it’s you that has to decide weather to follow through things no one else.

Everyday Post: Another snow day!

First day of a new month another snow day; all I can say is that it is very cold indeed, and most importantly snow comes and goes laying on the previous snow that had once fallen on the ground the previous day. All I can say is this that the UK has got some sort of idea when it comes to snow to close schools and etc making sure that everyone’s safety is put first, as such for me work was cancelled once again for me and to be honest quite right so to be honest. I didn’t really fancy going out in this sort of weather to be honest but a friend of mine decides to go out in it to see someone but I’m not going to go into it.

I decided that without the annoying dog from a neighbour I would rather sleep, watch Netflix’s and keep warm to be quite frankly with you. I always like watching the snow but I never much like going in it these days maybe it’s because I’m getting old or something I don’t know but yet just watching it makes me just want to fall asleep it’s just soothing and quiet. I’m like that with the rain I wouldn’t go out in it unless if I have to because it’s like the snow it’s soothing but loud as you watch it. In the summer is the only time I actually like it because I open my window just a tad to listen to it and bobs your uncle I’m asleep.

Netflix I’ve been watching Pride and Prejudice with Colin Firth in it along to which a friend of mine read a book as he was telling me about it; he literally said that Elizabeth and Jane in the story reminded him of me, to which I thought it was quite nice of him to say until I decided to watch the program again. To his fair point he is actually right about something. Today is a chilled out day which is nice for me nothing to have to worry about or anything. Safe in my own house and snow can’t get me in the house hehe. Stay nice and warm guys.