Friday Online Diary Entries: Autism vs lost of someone that they love

The hardest part when you have a Autism child and someone who they love the most passes away. What do you do and how do you deal with in telling them in the way that they can understand. It’s never easy to tell a child that a love one has passed away; from experience where an Autism child has been told that a love one had passed away, I managed to entertain the child needed for four hours between both shifts of work that I do.
I took them into town for a bit got a few bits. We went back to his we watched a film that he had mentioned that his love one had gave him for his birthday before she passed away, so we watched it in the memory of them. I knew parts that would make him laugh from the minute go.

The film we watched was Harry Potter and Philosopher’s Stone; the things that might not of been funny to us but funny to him, he would just cracked up laughing especially with one scene with a troll having a wand stuck up his nose and the club landed on his head.
The fact that he laughed at the scenes that made him laugh but also he asked questions about the film that he didn’t understand but he understood after I explained it to him. He wanted me to tell him what was going to happen next a few times but I just said just wait and see.
It was nice to see that to have some fun and laughter inside him to the fact that he had forgotten about the bad times for a while. Just something that has close to put on knowing something was close to him had given its; I knew that he had two close people near him, he had his favourite cousin and watching someone who brought the Harry Potter Collection.

Find ways to do things with your Autism child in away that they can remember them along with something that will help them to stay in touch with them in their special way but also create new memories as well. In the process of letting them go as well.

 

Friday Time Recap Time: Happy Australia Day!

Today on Friday or Saturday 26th January 2018 is Australia Day as they are a day head of us; as we are on Friday 25th January 2017 supporting Australia Day in different ways throughout the day, as Australia is apart of the U.K. for so long I wouldn’t tell you how long. I thought just for as my readers and subscribers for Australia I should honour them in style.

What Do People Do?


Many people have a day off work and use the day among other things to barbecue, go to outdoor concerts, and to play or watch sports events.
Different places in Australia celebrate the day differently. For example, Sydney has boat races including a ferry race and the tall ships race, while Adelaide celebrates with a parade, concert, fireworks, and a cricket match.
Australian citizenship ceremonies are often held on Australia Day. These are ceremonies to welcome immigrants who have been granted citizenship to the country. Although official, these ceremonies often have a festive atmosphere.

Public Life


Australia Day is a public holiday in all states and territories. All schools and post offices are closed. Some public transport services do not operate, and others run a reduced service. Stores are often open, but may have reduced opening hours. There may be some congestion on roads, particularly close to major events.
Background
January 26 marks the landing of Captain Arthur Phillip at Port Jackson in 1788.

The landing is known as the First Fleet and had 11 ships with convicts. The arrival of the First Fleet represents the founding of the colony New South Wales.
In 1818, on the 30th anniversary of the founding of the colony, the Governor of New South Wales gave all government employees a holiday. He also celebrated the day with a 30-gun salute and a ball. In the following years, employees of banks and other organizations were also given holidays.
Initially, it was only New South Wales that celebrated the day, and it was known as First Landing Day or Foundation Day. In 1838, 50 years after the First Fleet arrived, Foundation Day was declared Australia’s first public holiday in New South Wales….”

To find out more about please check out this link https://www.timeanddate.com/holidays/australia/australia-day




 

Thursday Online Diary Entries: Week today starts the Valentines Challenge (Vomit ahaha)

The fact that I thought I had another week left of January I thought man I’m struggling here; then I soon realised that this time next week will be 1st February 2018, the start of 14 Days Valentines Challenge and I thought what a plonker Rodney.

Yes it’s right first Challenge of the year this year for 2018 what’s the best way but to kick it off with Valentines Challenge ay. I wasn’t too sure wether I was going to do this Challenge or not because I hate Valentine’s Day for lots of reasons and I thought no Lizzy you will do this challenge no matter how much you hate it.

I have made a list of 14 days of titles for each day to write for and it will be schedule for each day until we reach to the final day. When I say schedule for each day it could be or could just be written on the day who knows. I prefer to schedule you them to be honest it’s one lest thing to worry about at the end of the day.

To be honest I should be writing them now as we speak to be honest but they can wait for another a day. As I’m struggling to write the rest of the weeks blogs this week as I was on a roll to begin with but seem to have stopped. Ah well you got to win and loose some don’t we.

Wednesday Online Diary Entries: Footprints in the sand.

In a memory of someone that I have recently lost and the rest of my family.

You walked with me along the sand; as I could see you’re footprints in the sand and helped me to understand where I’m going. You walked with me as I was alone with so much unknown along the way; then I heard you say “I promise you I’m always there. When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair I’ll carry you even when you need a friend. You’ll find my footprints in the sand”

I see my life flash across the sky so many times have I been so afraid and just when I thought I’d lost my way. However you gave me strength to carry on that’s when I knew you found the rest of the family and someone else who’s close to me and someone else. That’s when I heard you say “I promise you. I’m always there when your heart is filled with sorrow and despair. I’ll carry you when you need a friend. You will find an extra footprints in the sand even if your weary I will know that you’ll be there.”

Tuesday Online Diary Entries: Jars Of Hearts

Whatever you think if this is true or not it’s your opinion. I share my emotions and etc through my stories and I know the truth.

I know I can’t take one more step towards you because all of this waiting is regret but I know that Caspian, TP and Terry are my strong, will power and to see me through. I just need to tell you that I don’t want to be your ghost anymore; you can’t have the love that I love most, I’ve learned to live half alive and now you want me to break one more time.

Who do you think you are? Running around leaving scars and collecting your jars of hearts. Tearing love apart because you think you have it all; all I can wish for is you to catch a cold from the ice that’s inside your soul or to drop dead from your cold blooded heart. So don’t come back for me as I’m already gone way before you arrived; only my close friends just got it back for me, yet I hear you asking around and if I am anywhere to be found. I have grown far to strong and well protected to ever fall back into your clutches. Who do you think you are? Keep on asking for me. When you been told not to reach me or contact me.

It’s took me so long just to feel alright; remember how Caspian had put back the lights in my eyes, the fact that the first time we kissed and you didn’t like that one bit. You broke all of your promises and now you’re back to try and get me back for stealing your one true dream. All I can say is you will never get him back because we all know what we can do to ruin your reputation.

Monday Online Diary Entries: Fight for this love

Wether you believe this or not it’s up to you. I write stories for Online Diary Entries for the day sharing my emotions and etc on how I feel that day. I know the truth behind each one.

Terry I would never stop loving you even if you continue to think of the worse of me; when I know you to well but with the words that you say know isn’t true, too much of it can make you sick even when you’ve been good and the anxiety can be the curse. Just watching you going down this hard road knowing that I’m loosing you to the anxiety. Knowing too much can hurt you and I but is it better for worse? Or are we just sitting in reverse like we’re gong backwards? I know where we going but this idea driving fast can we slow down because I don’t want to crash again.

Just want to let you know that your not alone in this thing; there’s always a place in me that you can call home, whenever you feel like we’re growing apart we can just go back to the start. Anythig that’s worth having. Is more enough worth fighting for quitting is out of the question even when times get tough we got to fight for some more. I just want to fight for this love.

Now that everyday isn’t going to be no picnic. Love isn’t going to be a walk in park like we use to. All you can do is what we have the best for now. Don’t be afraid of the dark. Just keep fighting for me, like I’m fighting for you. I’m always going to love you and I know that you don’t mean those words.

You know I’m always helping you out no matter what in my own little way. I’ve never left your side for a second. Your the one that pushed me away not me. I’ve always been there taking the horrible words and everything else because I know it’s not you. Don’t loose me entirely don’t make rash decisions that you know that you’ll regret. Remember that I always love you.

Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: Acknowledge who you are as a blogger?

You begin to wonder why I wanted to talk about this today. It’s because people are either just out there doing it for money or just want to do it for fun and it’s just a hobby. For me it’s just for fun and a hobby to be honest yeah it would be nice to get paid from it but that’s not who I am. Who what I’m about. I enjoy writing I use this blogging as a platform for me to write my stories and other interests that might prop up during the weeks.

To acknowledge who you are as a blogger you need to know what you want from it. You just need to remember of who you are and what your goals in life. You just need to learn to not be so big headed about everything because at the end of the day if you are going to be big headed about things; no one will read your blogs or any thing, they will know by the way you write or watch you from YouTube.

You just need to know the reality of what you actually want in the blog life. Like me I always want to become a writer but it’s taking me years to share my things and decide to take on blogging side things. Youtube wasn’t for me but writing was for me; so I decided to stick with writing because I acknowledge that writing is my strong point, not talking to the camera because I feel weird looking at myself on the camera.

That’s all I can really say about this topic because you have to find ways what suits you. What works and what doesn’t. It’s just learning about yourself along the way of what you want in life.

Sunday Online Diary Entries: Whole lotta history

Weather you believe this or not it’s your opinion and I respect that. I put my thoughts and feelings into theses stories for the Online Diary Entries wether it’s true or not.

I can’t talk I know that I got it the wrong way like I normally do; as I’m looking up to see what’s falling down, yeah I know I can’t talk because I’ve gone back the wrong way and what is the use in what I say? I can hear myself complain all the time so I’m going to do it again; I give myself the blame to so I can get back up again to get out of the rain.

Baby. I miss you like nobody could. So tell me is she really that beautiful? Each time she kisses you tell me are you imagining it’s me kissing you. Does she really love you like I never could? Or love you like I use to love you? Hold you tender and tell you everything is good? You know she would hurt you? Because I never could and does she hold you tight at night all night long? If not you know who’s the one for you. I’m talking about the whole lot of history; I can’t find a way to show you what you mean to me, I’ve all around when you miss me and the way you love me. I don’t know what to do. So baby could you tell me.

Hello, did you call me? I thought it didn’t matter that you’re now gone; and I know the end of the story but there’s nothing but a shadow where my heart shone. If I’m dammed if I do and dammed if I don’t. You cost me so much love that I decided to go I know when I’ve had enough so don’t tell me that I’m not alone because I’ve gave you enough chances tell me if you want to be with me.

Yet I keep on finding ways to show you how much you mean to me, how much I miss you and how much I love you. It just keeps me spinning me and constantly I know how much I love you. I know it might sound crazy but your voice still leaves me all funky with a smile on my face.

#throwbackthrusday Online Diary Entries: Swish Swish

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Wether if you believe this or not it’s your opinion but I know the truth. I like to share my emotions in my stories and my online diary entries stories.
They are led on to think that this woman is the one that can win the nation; but do they know what this woman is a fake she hasn’t won the nation at all, they are just strut about their well known is settling down but not with the right girl. They are only out to see him and that’s why I love Caspian so much because he knows who really loves. So what the fuck?
A tiger who doesn’t lose sleep and don’t need opinions from selfish and self centred people. So don’t bother coming for me because you know I can get you banned and arrested if you ever came near me. The fact that you don’t know me but I got you clocked you because you’re such a joker of leading people on no one actually likes you. You can kiss my wedding ring when me and Caspian get married believe it or not I’m sticking around for more than a minute get use to it.
Here comes the broom in the ballroom making that swish swish bish another dance with me and Caspian in the spot light; you can’t touch this because your game is so tiring and you should retire because an old coupon has expired and the karma doesn’t lie. I don’t keep receipts but my accountant does. They soon realise that your the fake one day; haven’t won the hearts of the nations like his brother and his wife, so get over the competition for the lime light and get out of the way. It’s not all about you at all because no one seems to care about you what so ever.

Wednesday Online Diary Entries: Confessions of beauty

Wether you believe this or not I don’t care it’s your opinion because I know the truth.

I’ve been sitting in the back seat with no chance of falling in love with someone nor hoping that I would believe that I was pretty enough for anyone. I even now that I have days that I don’t believe that I think I am. Yet the fact that it’s all in my head and knowing I’ve got amazing friends and really close friend you know him Caspian yes maybe we are going out. Yet I know that the amount of loving he gives me is more important than walking me home. What I mean by that no matter how much insecurities I have and etc he still loves me just the way I am.

I can’t deny the way my looks are even when I compare to other people but I know that I’m prettier than most other people who think they’ve got it all. I rather punch them or something because they are just full off themselves; when I discovered that I like who I am, why I am I thinking of the negative because it’s not sexy at all. Caspian always keeps knocking knocking at my door when I keep on being negative towards myself; as I open up not just him that came to my rescue he came a rush with calvery with Jp and Nemo, it’s like from the top to the bottom I’m that woman sunshine that he wants and he knows the reasons and so do them to never leave my side.

I always force myself to wear make up and everything like the picture in this blog post because I know how hard it is to get myself motivated and let the negativity towards myself take over. Yet this year I’m taking control of my life and know that I can do this. Believe in myself more than I should do.