Saturday’s Topics: the most hated part when your trying to fit in
Don’t you just find that you hate social events of any kind; yet you try to go and fit in just for the sake of that person, yet when your trying to fit in and everything then someone says something just send you over the edge when you cry over it you don’t have anyone to turn to. That’s when you just go to bed crying and feel alone knowing that know body here’s your cries so then you cry even more.
Your just like I wish I never bothered to come if I would get the hatred for no apparent reason; wether they know me or not what have I done wrong to upset them to get the complete moan at or have ago at, I didn’t ask for it or anything I’m only here to support a friend or a love one and I don’t need their permission to be here.
I’m somebody who’s just wants to sit in the corner and be left alone. I like that I’m not that good at people person; even when I’m trying because at the end of the day I’m in control of my destiny, not my anxiety or anything like that and I have to make small talk now and then even if I haven’t got a clue what I’m talking about.
All you have to do is fake a smile and fake being confident in front of people because they won’t see the vulnerable side of things. I know when I get anxious I start talking jibbirsh and etc that’s when I know I will say something stupid or do something stupid like Bridget Jones’s Diary.
Anyone else have this problem of social anxiety at all? Or having tips of how to get over it? Please I want to know how to get over it as much as I can. Thank you in advance.