Day 6 Of 30 Days Challenge for Autumn: Diary Online Entries: Bridge over my trouble waters

Wether you believe this or not it’s your opinion not mine. I respect your opinion but I know what’s true.


When I first met you I don’t know where to begin; so I start by saying that I would refuse forget you, I would refuse to be silenced and I refuse to neglect you because that’s for the every last soul up in heaven who sacrificed their souls to save ours. Even if I never met you I know that you could of been my dad, my mum, my sister, my brother, my niece, my nephew, my daughter or my son. Waving a plain white sheet out on the no mansland; but I can see your white tee up there in heaven as I’m with my friends on the ground trying to see up there knowing that your now at rest, and feeling free from all the pain you have up there.

I can feel your pain on the ground of who you have left behind; but we went back to the block where you grew up with your children, chilling out watching the other children running around playing in the road and the troubled water cams running past. That’s when I swiftly grabbed hold of your children; having to witness your death, and hearing how you died as we ran away from the torment that you had endure. I’ve come back with an army to build you a bridge to come back over for visits like they remember you.

When you’re weary and feeling small; the tears are in your eyes I will dry them all, I’m on your side and when the times get rough and tough. Friends are not only just can be found; theres a bridge over my trouble waters, thats where I will lay and just lay you down right there so that I can get comfort near you. There’s so much pain in my heart my community has moved me; they choose to gleam their bright light as we are facing the dark.

When you’re down and out walking the streets; the evening will fall so hard like a arm is wrapped around my shoulders, a voice will say “I will comfort you…yes I will” I’ll take your part when the darkness comes and all the pain is all around. I will lay down next to you; over the trouble waters but waiting for you to come across the safe crossing of the bridge, to be able to see you once again.

I refuse to forget you. I refuse neglect you. I refuse to let you go. I will fight for your memory. Your my hero, my saviour, my world and my protector. Lest we forget.

When will this ever end?


All the pain and the truth; I wear like a battle wound, I’ve got scares to prove it along with empty shell of the tower block showing us that we are not safe anymore. As more bodies and more people still missing assuming that they are dead; lots of anger, hatred, wanting their voices to be heard. Grenfell patients face ‘months’ of recovery; 14 people are in hospital, 8 received critical care and some induced comas. 

Mr. Hammond claims that weren’t useful trying to blame the services who were saying it needed them. On which Theresa May today apologies that they should of listened sooner than later; however it was too late to sort the major problem now, the thoughts are now to learn from it and will focus on the dangers of what can happen. 

“Sixty-eight social housing flats in Kensington, London, are to be made available to survivors of the Grenfell Tower fire, the government has said.

The one, two and three-bedroom flats are located in two blocks that stand alongside a large luxury development, where private homes go for up to £8.5m.

At least 79 people died and many more were left homeless after fire engulfed the North Kensington tower a week ago.

PM Theresa May has apologised for “State” failures after the blaze.

“People were left without belongings, without roofs over their heads, without even basic information about what had happened, what they should do and where they could seek help,” she told MPs in the Commons.

“That was a failure of the State – local and national – to help people when they needed it most.

“As prime minister, I apologise for that failure.”‘ From BBC News Website 

“By Jennifer Scott, BBC News

Nestled off Kensington High Street, and a short distance from Westfield shopping centre, Kensington Row is the perfect example of London’s booming real estate market.

It’s £700 a week to rent a one-bedroom flat – for that price you get to live in the same borough as Prince William and Simon Cowell.

Builders are beavering away to finish the new blocks for the incoming residents, whilst placards that surround the site promise you can “find yourself in the clouds” after you move in.

You get a true feel for the development from the flats already completed.

On the hottest day of the year so far, the sun reflects off balconies and glass panels onto the tree-lined street and busy main road. The flats all have the luxury finish you would expect of this area – but of course the social housing blocks won’t have the same trimmings.

George, a Kensington resident for 30 years, said his new neighbours would be welcome.

“In times of disaster, the communities in both the north and south of this borough come together,” he said. “The survivors and their families will be looked after.”

Since the fire, some Grenfell Tower families have been staying in hotels and B&Bs, and there were concerns that more permanent housing would be offered in other parts of the country.

But Kensington Row complex is just over 1.5 miles from Grenfell Tower.

It includes a 24-hour concierge service and a private cinema, the website of developer St Edward says, but it is thought unlikely the new tenants from Grenfell will have access to such facilities.

Each new home in the two blocks set aside for social housing will be fully furnished and completed to a high-specification, the government said.” By BBC News 

Video of run tribute to the Grendell Tower

Grenfell Tower, North Kensington – My thoughts are with families and victims. 


Grenfell Tower, North Kensington – My thoughts are with families, friends and victims

I woke up this morning to a great sadness of block of flats called Grenfell Tower in North Kensington had gone up in flames. Not only I was just saying that we were seem to have a sense of peace and quite; but knowing something was bound to happen, wether it was a terror attack or something just so simple like this.  

No matter how hard the fire services, ambulance services and the police services tired their hardest to help save lives. There wasn’t enough man power to tackle the blaze as they still needed more fire services; fire services that Boris Johnson and Theresa May had plotted to cut in the last few years, to which lead to this horrible disaster. 

Why spend £10 million on a 1979 building; yes it may needed doing but your not the ones going to be living in the block, I’ve always hated those windows that if something happened like a fire how on earth are you suppose to get out. What’s more there’s no fire escapes to get out of the building; we always get told about health and safety all the time, but clearly it doesn’t compile with the council or the government does it. 

The most horrible things when your the victims of any disaster; you will loose someone, your house or something that means to you. I keep on saying the more disasters that we have the more government keep on apologising for what has happened; yet they don’t do anything about it, yet we as citizens and local services have to pick up the pieces and join forces because the government are so up themselves to the point of they don’t care especially Theresa May. 

The victims who have been effected and fire brigade need the support and satiability to focus on the whole matter of reasons. From providing care, new place to live, place to grieve and most importantly how and why it had happened. Victims won’t be able to return to their homes; children don’t know if their parents alive or not after they sacrificed themselves for them. 
“How safe was the tower block?

The local Grenfell Action Group had claimed, before and during the refurbishment, the block constituted a fire risk and residents had warned that access to the site for emergency vehicles was “severely restricted”.

In February 2013 residents warned fire safety equipment, including fire extinguishers, had not been tested for 12 months.

KCTMO said it was aware that concerns had been raised historically by residents and they will form part of its investigations.

The tower block was given a medium fire risk rating – defined as a normal fire risk – in 2016 following completion of the refurbishment by the London Fire Brigade and Kensington and Chelsea Borough Council.

The council insists the block has been regularly inspected, but London Mayor Sadiq Khan said safety and maintenance issues would have to be looked at.

Concerns raised about Grenfell Tower ‘for years’

Geoff Wilkinson, a fire and building inspector, told the BBC that the Grenfell Tower block “didn’t perform in the way you’d expect a building to perform” once it caught fire as “you’d expect it to be contained to an individual apartment”.

“Something has gone dramatically wrong here,” he said.” Part from The bbc news website – see more by clicking or coping the link http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-london-40272168

If this could all been prevented within the time zone over the years if people’s voices were being heard; councils and the government are not listening to the people in the areas that are being effected, if the government stop apologising for what has happened and actually do something about it to make us all safe then it would be fine. I will not stop campaigning for people’s voices to be heard; until something gets done about it, I am a one man show at the moment but I will get people’s voices to be heard one way or another. 

What do I think about the situation?


You’ll be surprised why it has taken me this long to comment on the English politics; on this snap election/general election whatever you call it these days, to be honest my head has been all over the place and I wanted to see where it was going to go. May thought she was going to remain power because she thought everyone was going to vote for her; may I point out how many u-turns she made, how many mistakes has she made, how many people left her party since the election, how many more insults can she give to the whole country and most importantly she’s just dangerously getting out of control. 

The massive mistake she has made is most probably asking DUP party to join forces; I pray to god she doesn’t, that country has managed to calm down and respect each other. She hasn’t really learnt from her lesson from the three attacks especially the two most recent ones; also I have the uneasy we are not out of the woods yet, even if it’s quiet right now as we speak. 

You can feel it across the whole country; even the ground we walk on, you know as the dust settles. You can tell under your feet the shape of the UK ready like a parachute just about to fly back up into the air; along with the people in the country saying “here we go again” “where is it this time?”, yeah we may got the full brunt of it all but in a space of the week of both attacks you’d like we actually caught monjority of the people who could be a potential threat. 

If the whole coalition won’t work out within the next week and half; it will mean we will have to vote again, to which point I’m might just say go stuff yourselves. At the end of the day I’m so sick and tired of Conservatives; especially Theresa May because she is a vile woman, who has no hope for anyone but her party. If we did or could have a permanent prime minster; I would have to say it would have to be Stephen Fry, he’s just a pure genius man and he can see both sides of everything. The parties will still have their say but he will have the final vote along side with the speakers and the queen. 

Trump on the other hand I’m glad he’s not coming to visit; because I do not believe the queen would have granted to see him, does make me laugh that he won’t come because we aren’t going to welcome him into the country. All I can say is good luck of trying to come then in the next four years; don’t think we will ever change our minds, if you keep on insulting our people and our country. 

The cabinet that she has currently put in place at the moment; to which she has listen more too along side the whole House of Commons, when they urge her to rethink on certain areas of the country and more about what the country needs. Well that’s what I think anyways but you never know these days what the government thinking anymore; I hate the way Theresa May thinks she knows best, but also her job can be taken away from her at anytime. If not it should be because she’s a loose cannon which any route that she goes down; no one is really listening to what we have to say.

Disadvantage Children in Africa 


I had a request from a private client of mine; who came to me with an idea for a charity, to which he wanted to start up and he asked would I like to be on this journey with him. Sensational client of mine asked me what I did for living? What made me want to do the job? Two powerful questions anyone could ask for; especially when someone wanted to take you on that emotional journey, how can refuse the offer of not helping. 

Breathtaking emotional journey that I would like to take you on is a country called Africa; the most poorest country in the world, the sad part for me is that families, children, infants, babies and even grandparents are dying. Dying everyday; every parents worst nightmare of seeing their children die before them, every child don’t want to see their parents die. For me that’s the worst I have that fear of seeing my own parents die; however I’m fortunate that I haven’t experienced it just yet, but hearing and seeing children suffer with health issues, wanting to learn and be like everyone else in the world. It is frustrates me that no one is listening or not doing anything about; I should know; as I have witness off hand; with special needs children over the past 6 years or so, each day is something different and new. You know don’t know if they are going to be in; when they are next going to have a seizure, when they need a nurse or to be rushed off to hospital and that for me seeing that is heart wrenching. Your unable to help; but when they are well, you can help them to experience things that they like try something new, help them learn. 

For me; Africa’s children are the same but in their own rights; everyone has a voice, every child has a voice and most of all every single African child has a voice. Every single child in that country has the right to be heard; to learn, to experience life and most of all to see the world that we see. All I ask for is this every little amount that you donate today will go a long way; seeing a child’s face light up because they are being heard, they know that world is listening to them. 

If you can do this for that one child in your country or even your own child or even that child who has special needs; why not go out for that extra mile to help the child who has nothing, who wants to be the same as everyone else. 
Thank You. 

Lizzy & My Client

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I’m going to walk 600 words and counting!


I’m going to walk 600 words and counting!

‘”Are you mad!” Cried three Borthwright children; as they looked at me to say I’ve told them that their story was coming to an end, “who you calling mad? Surely not me.” Smirked Tom as he came into the conference room taking a seat next to me. “No!” Exclaimed Stacie. “Lizzy’s going to walk 600 words!” Said James tripping over his words on which I’ve never noticed that one before, note to self in my journal. “How can she walk 600 words when she’s already done more than that writing the Tales of you three” the two pondered for a moment; then some odd non Verbal talk came from Duncan on which he hasn’t done in a very long time. I knew what he meant. “Duncan is right. So’s Tom I have done more 600 words writing the Tales of you three” I told them. They were even more stunned that I just translated Duncan’s talk. – Author of Lizzy Arrow – the Tales of Duncan, Stacie and James Borthwright. @copyrightlizzyarrow @allrightsreserevedlizzyarrow

Not bad for nearly 200 hundred summery there of what this blog is about; weren’t to sure how I was going to write this blog for today but it helped having some input in from my characters, on which I need to work on at some point just to finish it all off. 600 words isn’t too bad on a good day; on a bad day then your stuck because you know you wanted to write, but you can’t because the barrier of the 600 words and counting seems to be difficult. 
I didn’t have much of a problem when I was younger I would just write and write; even with the practice of doing word counts tests, however it didn’t matter to much in the end but when writing for a company and they want certain amount of words. It takes more brain power than you can imagine; I can tell you know I’m like half way there at this point of this blog I’m on the half mark of 369, exact point of number is where I have got up too. 

I recommend it to you guys to give it ago of doing 600 words because you never know who might come into contact with you on the grand scheme of things; I would also ask the client questions of what you need to know such like do I need to get it approved by the company? How many words do I need to pass? What sort of categories are there? Is the company real or a fraud? Every little detail before you make any assumptions of agreeing and taking part in a group investor. 

The group I’m with I thought I’ll give it ago to see what it’s like; it did take me a while to understand what I was meant to be doing, but had help with one of the people who goes over it. I always email them to give them a heads up that I’m just about to post a blog post; they have a snap it up, give it a quick read and let me know if I needed to do any changes or if I put it in the wrong category they let me know. It is very handy to have someone on the inside to be able to help; to guide you, and most importantly help you to change your ways of bad habits. 

This goes to can happen with short stories, blog stories and blog posts that you are extremely passionate about. Give it all ago write 600 words on something that you like about; edit it, read it again, if it needs to be edit again, but guess what edit it again if you think it does and if it doesn’t that cool. If you can see if you could do some competitions if you feel ready to or set up your own blogs good for you; go for it, I believe that you can do it. Without my blog website I wouldn’t be able to still continuing to write or be encourage to put my work forwards to a Blog Media where I get paid for it; I always thought my work was rubbish until I gave things a try, then one day boom people love my work. Just take a leap of faith and achieve your goals; I would more than happy just to sit at home, write away and not let anyone read my work other than my sister mainly my stories. She’s my big inspiration for me to carry on; don’t be afraid to take a risk, if it happens it happens and if it doesn’t it doesn’t. You gave it your best shot. Good luck peeps. X

Who’s laughing now


Who’s laughing now

They would call me names, they would pull my hair, they would spread rumours about me, so you think you know me now, now I’m raising my game! 

“You know my name. Not my story.” You know my name by word of mouth; how I introduce myself, how I hold myself. You don’t really know my story; all the rumours that maybe said or been told, they are lies if I haven’t told you myself then why continue the hatred and rumours. 

My story is told who I want to tell; who I can trust, who I get on with and most importantly who I get on with. I am private person; I share my information if I need too, or if something isn’t right I’ll say or don’t because at the end of the day my life my rules. 

All the pain that you gave is the where I gain the power of being strong and raising my game of I know who’s better. I know the truth want spread lies then that’s fine but at the end of the day karma will find you and bit your arse. 

The 6 things I follow and everyone should know me follow these; it makes me who I am, I generally hate liars with a passion, I am loyal I always remain loyal person to anyone who treats me respect and be loyal to me, I’m honest as I can be because lying is not great way about things, I am totally weird it’s my nature of being fun, hate being ignored when people give me attention and saying that they like me what not and then it’s like what’s the point of even trying. Last but not least I text back fast. I pretty much text all the time because over the years I’ve had loads of people messaging me and you start to become more frequent of knowing where the keys are on the pad. 

I pretty much can tell from wannabe populars throughout out school and even throughout my early adulthood. To be honest I don’t care all they do is talk about people behind people’s back even with the people that they are friends with; it’s because they haven’t got anything better to do along with everything is about them, there’s me I like to keep to myself to myself and get on with things. 

All I can say is if you keep your head down you will go along way because you do; I am blessed that I manage to work my way up with the whole career, to the point of rubbing things in people’s faces to say “you thought I couldn’t do much look at me now. Who’s laughing now? I have the last laugh now” 

Why would you speak about things if you don’t know half of the story or even better don’t even bother speaking if you don’t know what your talking about. Don’t even like big headed people who think that they know things but when you point it out where you notice something wrong; they like back track on what they actually talk about, because at the end of the day you will get stuck in your old ways. 
Sorry got slightly side tracked reading something that I didn’t get but all well. On which comes to my mind why would you spend 31+ million on a car for someone? See this is what I mean don’t talk about something that you actually don’t know fully what’s going on. To my answer on that one is don’t talk question about it; don’t back stab anyone about it, unless your in the in crowd of knowing what’s going on then it will all become clear. 

Frauders…Frauders want your money!


Frauders…Frauders want your money!

My dearest loyal readers and clients I wish to announce some devastating news; my resources have contacted me, saying that they would like to let everyone one know that people out there are frauding them to get money out of their fans. Using their good nature; the role as a public figure, their clients that they support i.e. Charities that they help run. 

My advice is if you follow what you may think that could be any of the celebrities or royals or any public figure in their own rights; come to you using any social media via private message, please check out the official pages of their social media if they have any and what the charities of whom they support. 

Please don’t send them money if they are abusing the charity to get the money themselves; they just want it for themselves, but also make you the easy target to come back for more money. This also goes for online dating websites as well for money and you don’t actually know who they really are. They can be sweet and innocent until proven guilty of harassment and abusive partners. 

My local sources has given me a warning sign to let everyone know what is out there in the big world; also would like me to share it with you guys if there is anything suspicious please let me know and I’ll pass it on privately and I’ll pass it on if you haven’t got the courage to do it yourselves or I’ll come and be at your side. Everyone knows there’s lots of them around; especially these days with everything going on in the UK, we cannot even trust the government who recently cannot save us from terror attacks. 

This was publish a year ago back in May; this is still carrying on today, I have had a few myself over the past and most recently. All I want is that my dear clients and readers to be extremely careful and resilient of these things things. This picture was from a friend of mine as we were talking about things; one of the topics we were talking about was this, I do pray that this doesn’t happen to you or your family, your friends and most importantly your elderly grandparents or elderly next door neighbours as they are also targets as well. 

These type of people are highly skilled, maluptive, dangerous people they would go to extreme strengths and perseverance of getting what they want no matter how they will get it. 

To be able to support these types of is by checking out the public figures official website; inform them what has happened, question them off who they really are, most importantly write down the name of the account and if you can photograph it. Send it to the official public figure along and take it to the police as soon as possible; no matter how many you get or they turn you away persevere because at the end of the day people are stealing identities everyday to make out who they really are. If you need a hand and want to know more about it all please send me an email on lizzyarrow@outlook.com. Where I can give you more advice on what to do if this subject arises. I can promise you; you are not alone in this millions of people get it everyday, they are are afraid to come forward because the frauds have got them where they want them. 

Calm before the storm 


Rebuilding our lives 

There’s not kids out on the street today; living in fear of what may happen to them if they step outside, we could be living on the moon protecting them as much as we can. Has everyone packed their bags and moved away? It’s going to be a very long, long, long Sunday afternoon; as I’m just killing time, kicking cans around all day long. 

You see police and armed forces walking around making sure we are all safe; in areas of the country the trend set out by youth workers and police, playing football against each other. Encouraging everyone to come out and join them. To be able to help rebuild lives of people who are too afraid to come out; you wonder if it will ever be calm once again before another storm happens. As long as you know that someone is going to stay with you; no matter what happens, there are the stars that have come out above you just for you and for you only. 

We have this feeling that we have met like this before; the beauty of it all, is that we share the love, encouragement and bravery to help others. The moment like this is that we are not just standing up to the terror attacks; we are standing up to the politicians, especially one person alone. The person who who caused this; there is no one else to blame, but themselves. 

“Hallelujah! Hallelujah!” Cried the nation of Great Britain. Our faith of each other is too strong to break; but yet you still need the proof to break us, you say that we took the name in vain. We don’t even know the name; your the one that took it in vain, by doing the wrong doing. There is a blaze of every light in every word that we cry out; it doesn’t matter which one you heard, the only words that we say are holy words of the nations grief or the broken hearts of hallelujah. 

We did our very best; it wasn’t much but we’ve tried, we couldn’t feel or smell of fear. We couldn’t even feel the touch of hatred. We tell the truth of what Great Britain is all about; we didn’t come and fool, all went wrong for you. We stand before you with God of Britain, the Queen, the nation of own country and our victims. With nothing on our tongues but the words of Hallelujah and we stand together. 

The price that the terror attacks and the prime minster have to pay; in away that I can only describe is one thing and one thing alone, but I can’t not forgive the prime minster for what she has done to this country. She’s not paying for her wrong doings we are. Yet we will have calm before the storm; we search for the faces that we know that have gone missing, we take the victims by the hands to somewhere safe and new. We are something that we are not; you tell us we are going to be attacked again, guess what we are not afraid. We are ready. More ready than we have been before. You will not define us; we will survive and we will fight back.

People across the world we are going to salute representing our country; we are representing our queen, so pay attention on how we do things. We take no crap from nobody

No peace! Where’s our government?


No peace! Where’s our government?

From Thatcher (conservative) to Blair (Labour) to brown (labour) to Cameron (conservative) joint with clegg (liberal Democratics) to now may (conservative). What have all five people got on their hands? (Not sure about clegg)

However all five Prime Ministers have blood on their hands; weather it’s our own citizens, children or our solders on their hands but they haven’t listened to what we want. We are the ones who are risking our lives everyday; three attacks in a space of three months, along side less than two weeks of each other. Yet Ireland and Northern Ireland and other parts of the country are still in the critical terror attack; yet we’re in the serve ones getting attacked, we are the ones helping the trained services, we are the ones looking out for each other. We are the ones who make Britain great not the government. Government all ways put their heads in the sand because they are scared and expect us to look after their arses. 

Yet in today’s speech by the prime minster saying “enough is enough” “things need to change” really we’ve been saying that over the years and most recently last year; so how does that work when it’s taken you this long to realise that we have had enough of it, but your not going to do anything about it are you. Prime Minster! I thought this time last year; I even blogged about it, the government is going to get us all killed and most importantly they are putting our kids in danger.

Are you going to put more intelligence and services out on the streets or just let’s us continue defend for ourselves and help the services. This has gone to far now and we aren’t going to get any peace until our government sorts them out; also why do we have the polls, campaigning and everything still? What’s that got to give us hope or more fear of who’s going to be the next Prime Minster who would get blood on their hands. 

We now take it in our stride and our norm where we take them on saving other people; rushing not the other way from the terror but towards it, risking their own lives to help. We maybe a small country. We unite as one and show we are strong. 

We are strong, we show no fear, hatred won’t define us, life that we choose is to survive, we take on the world and we show up our government up by dealing it with on our own. They are only just woken up to the whole world with our country with threats; us citizens of the uk we are always one step further than the government, like Ariana Grande putting a concert and to standing up to every hate that’s been thrown at us. Ariana is the most inspirational young women to put a concert on; but also seeing the victims in hospitals, they also get see the concert in the hospitals that they are in. 

The line up have been great but also getting a few well known Manchester Artists such as Take That and Robbie Williams who are from Manchester; they kicked it off with amazing songs, but also the other acts have chosen amazing songs and very fitting to the One Love Manchester. The awful event with kids and parents had shock the nation and the whole world; seeing the celebrities coming together, showing that they appreciate, the love and how we all come together.