Teen Lifestyle: “I kissed a girl” – Story Based

I woke up this morning thinking this was never the way I planned not even my intention but I got to be brave; as I’m hanging out by the fence of the bike shed with you but I lost my discretion, this is not what I’m not use to but I just want to try it on you and you agreed to let me try.

I kissed a girl and I liked it. The taste of her cherry chapstick still on my lips in my science lesson as I bit my lips thinking about that kiss; I couldn’t believe that I kissed a girl to try it, I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it even though it felt so wrong but it so right and it doesn’t mean I’m in love tonight as I came home from school. Laying on my bed thinking about kissing a girl that day and I liked it.

Your name stayed in my head but it doesn’t matter because your my experimental game. It’s just human nature even though it’s not what good girls do it’s not how they should be behave. Yet my head gets so confused it’s hard to obey our thoughts when we are so magical with soft skin, red lips and so kissable. It’s hard to resist it and resisting the most touchable thing. It’s too good to deny it so why is such a big deal; it’s innocent thing to do of falling in love with someone who’s the same sex as you, just need to get over it as this is now the 22nd century not the 21st anymore and the world is changing.

Sunday Online Diary Entries: “Written in the stars” – Story Based – Countries who celebrate Mother’s Day (13.5.18)edel

Oh it’s written in the stars a million miles away but the main message is “thank you Mum and Happy Mother’s Day” seasons come and go but I will never change because I’m on my way home soon. Let’s go because you are now listening to me now as you can hear my voice in the wind; they say that they have heard nothing like this in a while, that’s why they play my song in so many different languages and that’s because I got more hits  than a disciples children.

Mum now I’m like a young man or young woman I only cry over massive attacks that I may witness from the front line to terrorist attacks to home attacks. I stay out of trouble where I make hits that will work with a racket or a bat on the playing field; without you I wouldn’t be the same because look at my jacket and hat, I’m look so damn good and I’m so down to earth. 

I’m brining gravity back by adopting by the major of my state, county, my army family because I want my family back and the people who work so hard just to get their salary taxed where the hell is all the sanity at. I use to be that kid that no one cared about at the end of the day. That’s why you have to keep screaming until they hear you out. 

It’s written in the stars a million miles away a message to the main person because seasons come and go but I will never change as I’m on my way home to you. All you done for me I was the one that needed to change but I’ve never changed from being your son or daughter. When we ate we always tipped the waiter or waitress but I needed a break I needed some home truths even for a second I even gave up believing and praying; I kept you awake when I got into the wrong crowd since that day I had a cunning plan to change my life around, you thought it was a good idea because I wasn’t going anywhere but I knew I that someday I will understand and you always told me you’re messages are written in the stars. 

As I look up to the sky I can see your messages in the stars clear as day I knew you written them a million miles away. I promise you now that I will never change now and go back to the way I was. We won’t change because I’m in my way home now.

658F5650-4CFB-4174-8670-C042A9E5D253

Sunday Special (Daily Stories): The Storms that we didn’t have to face at the time

Hey, hey brother do you remember when we were young we had no fear of anything? Hey sister do you still believe in the things that we dreamt that we would discover? It’s like our childhood never really happened but I still have faith and still believe in chasing rainbows because storms don’t last forever remember. 

We can hold our hands together through this storm forever we just need to remember to hold our hands through this together.  Hey mother am I making you proud or could I do better in what I’m doing now? Hey hey father there’s weight on my shoulders but I know it’s not over because I still have the faith and still believe in rainbows. They haven’t crush me completely because this storm doesn’t last forever  just remember we can hold our hands together through this storm. 

So spread your love and give it all you got remember to keep your head held up high and don’t give up. Hey brother, sister, mother, father everything will be okay don’t give up we will keep our heads held high because this storm won’t last forever just remember that we can hold our hands together. Even through this storm we can spread our love to everyone; give it all you got, hold your head up high and don’t give up because spreading your love will get us through this storm.

Saturday Online Diary Entries: “Back for good” – Story Based

I guess now it’s time for me to give up because I feel it’s time got a picture of you beside me; there’s a mark still on your coffee cup yet I’ve got a fist of pure emotion in my head has shattered dreams but I’ve got to leave it all behind now, whatever I said and whatever I did I didn’t mean it I just want you back for good. Whatever I’m wrong just tell me the song and I’ll sing it. You’ll be right and understood where I am coming from. 

Unaware but underlined I figured out this story but it wasn’t good but in the corner of my mind I celebrated glory yet that wasn’t meant to be; in the twist of separation you excelled at being free, and you can’t find a little room inside me. 

We’ll be together this time it will be forever with our continues fights and forever love we will be complete in our love. We will never be uncovered again. Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn’t mean it because I just want you back for good. Whatever I’m wrong just tell me the song and I’ll sing it and you’ll be right and understood. 

I guess now it’s time that you came back for good….





Sunday Special: “Everybody Hurts” – Story Based

When the day is long enough for you as the night but the night isn’t yours alone; when you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life, well hang on. As you stare up at the ceiling in the dark but don’t let yourself go because everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes. 

Sometimes everything is wrong but now it’s time to sing along when your day is night alone; even if you feel like letting go just hang on, yet you think you’ve had too much of this life can you hang on because everybody is hurting but take comfort in your friends as everyone hurts but don’t throw your hand on no.

Don’t throw your hand like you feel like that you’re alone or feel alone because no no you’re not alone; you’re never on your own in this life even if the days and nights are, you may think together has too much of this life to hang on and everybody hurts sometimes everybody cries. 

Just hold on tightly to my hand because you are not alone.

TuesdayOnline Diary Entries: “The thoughts are getting louder!” – Story Based

I can’t control this feeling that’s happening inside me it feels like our senses has come alive where the chemistry is building; it’s something that we are feeling there’s nowhere you can hide. Yet it’s becoming louder and it’s getting louder. We are going to get stronger, going to feel better because you know that you can’t tame this energy inside.

I’ve got to reach higher like I want to burn like a fire because you got to move faster as you can’t tame this energy inside. The perpetual emotion is just a ripple in the ocean like a shadow in the night but the changes that we make is for the better because we’re going through it together there’s nowhere you can hide. 

It’s more than just a feeling where we’re we are building a dream that we’ve always had when we have our clear sights on it. We watch it ignite as we know how to survive because we are the powerful that can change the world as we are reclaiming our unity that can’t divide us or push around. We are tearing it down because we are tearing it down as we are having the time of our life. 

They can hear the thundering sounds under their feet wondering what’s happening because it’s going to get louder we are getting stronger as we are going to feel better they can’t tame this energy inside anymore. We are going to reach higher we going to burn like a fire; they can’t mice any faster like we can, they can’t tame this energy inside. 

Our love is growing faster, louder, stronger, better, faster, louder and better because we can’t tame this energy inside. 

Monday Online Diary Entries: “Hero” – Story Based

As like I said in my Monday 30th April 2018 Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging this week will be a hit and miss with my blogging. Due to being unwell but thank you for you’re patience. 

I’m always going to be you’re hero if I danced when you asked me to dance? I would never run and look back because we came so far together; if I wanted to leave I would off done it a long time ago, I would cry if I saw you crying but I will always save your soul tonight like you save my soul tonight like you always do. Would you tremble if I touched your lips? 

Would you laugh? If I told you how much I loved you so much. So please tell me this now would you die for the one you love? Would you stay by me forever and hold me in your arms tonight? I can be your hero baby I can kiss away the pain because I will stand by you for ever you will alway can take my breath away. 

Would you swear that you’ll always be mine? Would you lie? Would you run and hide? Am I too deep? Have I lost my mind? But I don’t care because you are here tonight. I just want to hold you and stand by you forever I’m going to kiss away all the pain that we have. I know that I’m you’re hero and you are mine. 

Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? Well I don’t care because you’re here tonight so I can be you’re hero.

If you would like to make a donation after this please don’t hesitate and make a donation with for Help for Heroes, Challengers or you can’t make up your mind just hit that donation button. You will find these in the Payment/Donation Page up the top of the website.

Saturday Online Diary Entries: “What about us?” – Story Based

There’s searchlights searching for us but it helps us to see in the dark; rockets pointing up at the stars giving us the guide to each other like they were tiny little  billions beautiful hearts, and shown us to the river which was too far for us. They hear us call out what about us? What about all the times you said you had the answers? What about us? What about all the broken happy every ever afters that you promised us? What about us? What about all the plans that ended in disasters? What about love? What about trust? What about us? As we cried out to you in pain but you don’t care to listen.

We have problems that need to be solved with your help but we also you’re children that need to be loved yet we were willing when she we came when you once called. Yet many fooled us because enough is enough. What about us? All the times you said you had the answers when we had so many broken happy ever afters; all the plans that ended in disasters but where was you’re love and trust that you should of given us, what about us? Yet are we ready for your trust again? 

Sticks and stones they may break these bones like Jack and the Beanstalk then I’m ready; are you ready to break me more times than one?, it’s the start of us by waking up so come on are you ready to give more things to throw at us. As I don’t want to control the whole situation anymore I just want to let go as I’m so tired of fighting. I know the one true love is ready one more time and I know I’m ready because it’s now time to let them know we aren’t messing around. 

What about…what about us? 

This story is also in aid of Help for Heroes if you like to donate money straight to the cause please click to this link here https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/heroesmenandwomen

For more information about the charity please go via Payment/Donations 50% goes to two charities for more information. You can find the link and other links on that page. Thank you.

Saturday Online Diary Entries: “Our Lips Are Sealed” – Story Based

Can you hear them? They talk about us telling lies about us because that’s no surprise as you can see them right through them as they have no shield no secrets to reveal. It doesn’t matter what they say because in the jealous games people play but our lips are sealed. There’s a weapon that we must use in our defence as silence reveals.

You look at them right through them that’s because they will disappear as they are afraid that we expose them to the norm. It doesn’t matter what they say as in the jealous game people play noticing that our lips are sealed I don’t give no mind what they say it doesn’t matter anyway as our lips are sealed. 

Hush now my darling don’t you cry; stay quiet angel forget their lies, listen can you hear them talking about us telling lies and well that’s no surprise. We keep our lips sealed because its easier that way until people come to us ask what’s going on. Don’t forgive them for telling lies as they have no better to do as we are stronger as one. 

Thursday Online Diary Entries: “You’ve got a friend” – Story Based

When you’re alone and needing a friend all you got to do is call out my name; you know where ever I am I’ll come running to be with you to see you again, give you my best safest hugs when you’re feeling down and no where to go. No matter if it’s winter, spring, summer or autumn honey; all you got to do is call me and I’ll be there yes I will because you got a friend right there beside you. 

When you’re down and troubled because you don’t know what to do but you need someone to love and care but there’s nothing. Nothing seems to be going right yet close your eyes and think of me; laying there next to you cuddling you making you feel safe, you know I’ll be there soon by your side to brighten up your day even your darkest nights. 

You just need to call out my name and you know where ever I am I’ll come running to see you again. No matter what season it is baby because I’ll always be the for you all you got to do is call me because you’ve got a friend that understands you and loves you more than anything in the world. All you got to do is to hang on to everything that you’ve got because I’m not going anywhere.