Sunday Special: “Guilty” – Story Based

I’ve been a criminal I’ve made a mistake by believing in the fictional let everything slip away to which I didn’t accept my faith. I thought the alternative looked so crystal clear drowned in the muddy waters and I’m living in my worst fears begging you back through tears. 

You had this picture of me and now that I’ve shattered your dreams but I know the drill and I know the truth and it kills me. Yes I’m guilty for doing it so don’t come near me the one thing I’m good at is messing up is messing up somebody else; I know that I’m guilty turning sweet love into poison, and I got the scars if you talked about hurting yourself I’m just guilty as hell. 

I’ve sitting here all alone as my defence down wishing that I could be home locked myself out knowing that it’s my fault. Grazes with added salt with the thought I would be okay without you and I; now that I realise it was all just an awful lie take me back I might just die, you had this picture of me and now I have shattered your dreams and I know the drill and I know the truth and it’s kills me inside. 

Ive should of known that I could not go on here without you; instead of walking away knowing that I’ll feel terrified, I know I was wrong now I’m hurting myself but I wish I knew please could you take me back I don’t want to believe this is goodbye. Yeah I’m guilty don’t come near me one thing I’m good at is messing up somebody else but I’m guilty as hell.

Teen Lifestyle: “You belong To Me” – Story Based

I’m sitting near by on a bench at school with my friends I can hear you on you’re phone with your girlfriend because she’s upset as she’s going off about something that you once said yet she doesn’t get you’re humour like I do. We hang out in my room on typical Tuesday night listening to the kind of music that she doesn’t like and she’ll never know your story like I do. 

She wears short skirts I wear t-shirts but she’s a cheer leader captain and I’m on the bleachers bench taking pictures yet dreaming about the day when you wake up and find what you’re looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that I’m the one who understands you and I’ve been here all along standing beside you the whole time. So why can’t you see that you belong to me. 

We walk in the streets with you in your worn out jeans I can’t help but thinking this is how it ought to be; laughing on a park bench thinking to myself “hey, isn’t this easy?” And all you’ve got to do is a smile that could light up this whole town because I haven’t seen it in a while since she’s brought you down. Yet you say you’re fine I know you better than that but you know what I’m going to say. Hey what you doing with a girl like that? 

She wears high heels that can break her neck I wear sneakers that won’t break my neck. She’s a cheerleader captain and I’m sitting on the bleachers bench taking photos for the school. I’m just dreaming about the day that when you finally wake up and find what you’re looking for has been here the whole time.

Standing by and waiting for me at my backdoor all this time how could you not know that you belong with me. I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night; I’m the one who makes you laugh when you know you’re about to cry, I know all of you’re favourite songs and you tell me about your dreams and I know where you belong and to think I know it’s me.

Have you ever thought maybe you belong with me? You belong with me.

Everyday Post: “Would you stand by me” – Story Based

When the night has come once again the land has become dark and the moon is the only light we’ll ever see. No I won’t be afraid as long as you stand by me darling please stand by me; if the sky that we look upon should tumble and fall or the mountain should crumble to the sea I try not to cry or shed a tear just as long as you stand by me.

Please don’t leave me darling because I know that I’ll be afraid without you. Please stand by me as I’m always standing by you whenever you’re in trouble. Would you just stand by me? For the last time.

Short and sweet of someone begging their love one before they passed away to stand by them one last time.

Everyday Post: “When you love someone” – Story Based

Soul searching, heartbroken, eyes wide open and some say “you’re only crying in the dark”. Yet as you start to grow life changes, rearrange things like you didn’t want them to but as times passes some say “you’re only crying in the dark”. He promised you his love would last forever but the day he said “good bye” all you wanted to do was to lay down and die.
When you loved someone really loved someone and you lost that one then there’s nothing really matters; no more forgiveness, no more politeness because there was no one else could take his place no one can. Come together honey let him go now honey save you’re heart from all the pain because they say “no more crying in the dark”
You got to break loose to be able to have some fun because you need to let yourself go and come undone but I know your friends mean well but when you loved someone really loved someone and you lost that one. Whether it was death, just walked out or something there’s no forgiveness, no politeness because you know that there’s no one else to really take his place.
There really anyone to take his place because you really loved that someone so much you know you’ll be never the same again.

Everyday Post: “I’m alive” – Story Based

When I get my wings to fly I will no that I’m alive as you call for me; as I hear you breathe next to me that’s when I I know that I’ll get my wings to fly because you make me feel that I’m alive, when you look at me across the room I know I can touch the sky as you touch me I know I’m alive and as you blessed the day I just drift away all my worries die. I’m just glad that I’m alive.

You set my heart on fire filling me with love because you made me a women in the clouds above. I couldn’t get much higher than this because my spirit takes a flight because you make me alive. As you call on me I hear you breathe that’s when spirits are higher because god knows that I’ll be the one standing by through the good and the through trying times. It’s only just begun but I can’t wait for the rest of my life. I get wings that would make me fly because god knows that I’m alive on this new day.

I was waiting for so long for a miracle to come because everyone told me to be strong never shed a tear just hold on. Through the darkness and the good times I knew I would make it through the world that I had thought I’d had it all but I was waiting for you; hush now I see the light in the sky that almost blinding me I couldn’t believe that I’ve been touched by my angel with love. Knowing that I am alive now where the rain came down and washed my tears; I let it fill my soul and drown my fears because it shattered the walls for a new sun, and you opened a new day for me to take with you by my side.

When there’s been dark and now there’s light at the end of the tunnel the pain that was there before has been placed by joy and happiness. Where there’s been weakness I have found my strength as all in the eyes of you being there for me. I just can’t believe that you’re my angel that came for me with love and reassurance because you now have brought me a new day with you in it.

Everyday Post: “Living in a shadow” – Story Based

I was six years old as my parents chose to go away yet I was stuck inside a broken life that nobody couldn’t wish away for me not even me; as I was growing up she was so beautiful she had everything and even more, I had nothing other her left over stuff that she didn’t want or just cheap stuff and my only escape was to hide or just running out of the door.
Somebody listen to me please because I’m so use to be hard even being me; yet living in the shadow of someone else’s dream I’m so tired of trying to find a hand to hold but everything that I touched felt cold to me, yet living in a nightmare with no hope or guidance it’s like a never-ending sleep but now I’m wide awake my chains are finally free. So don’t feel sorry for me because all the days collided on less perfect than the next.
I was so stuck inside in someone else’s life because I was always second best “oh I love you now because I realise that it’s safe to be outside to be able to come alive and be who I am. So if you’re listening there’s so much more to me that you haven’t seen; mother, sister, father, sister, mother everything is cool my life is so good. I’ve got more than anyone should because my life is so good; I’m ready to put the past in the past, I was living in the shadow of someone else’s dream was so hard to find my own as everything that I hold everything I touched at the time felt cold to me. Yet I’m loving and living a new day because I’m living it for me; now the I’m wide awake and that I can finally see for who I am, don’t feel sorry for me that you weren’t there for me as you were so wrapped up in her world.
Living in, living in, living in the shadow will be in the back of my mind but I’m always going to live in a new day wether you three are in my life or not.

Everyday Post: “That’s my goal” – Story Based

You know where I came from as you know my story otherwise I wouldn’t of been standing here with you tonight; please don’t go I don’t want you to be in a hurry because I announced my love for you, I want to make it clear and make it right for you. Well I know that I’ve acted foolish but I can promise you no more because I’ve finally found that something worth reaching and fight for.

I’m here to say I’m sorry but I’m not here to lie to you I promise you that I’m here in front of you taking your hands to say I’m ready; that I’ve finally thought it through I’m not giving up on our love or letting go of your love, I’m her to win your heart and soul and that’s my goal. Please don’t go you know that I need you as I can’t breath without you be without you; well you know that I’ve acted foolish but I can promise you from the bottom of my heart no more crazy stupid things. Only do them with you because that’s what I love about you.

I won’t stop believe that we will be leaving together because we are made for each other; we been through a lot together, we had arguments, we had our cries, we had laughter and most importantly when I say “I love you” I mean it forever and ever. I’m here to say I’m sorry. I’m not here to lie to you I’m here to say “I’m ready to give up everything for you” I’ve finally here as I thought it through and I’m not here to let you’re love go. I’m not giving up because I’m here to win your heart and would because you’re my goal.

Sunday Special: “Singing my heart out” – Mothers Day Special UK (11.3.18) – Story Based

In the winds of the British Isles words float from every country and commonwealth that belong to the United Kingdom; even with every tune from every country playing for Mother’s Day, the words sounds like how much people love each other especially their mothers who may have passed away or out in war zones or somewhere else.
Some words they can’t be spoken but only sung. So when you hear a thousand voices shouting love there’s a place where there is actually time in this life where you can sing what you are feeling. I remember you telling me to find my feet and stand my ground because don’t you see the whole world is listening to what we have to say right now?
The winds sing it louder sing it clearer knowing that everyone will hear you because as your making some of the noises you would find your voice tonight; make it stronger by singing it together which will make this moment of love last forever, even the love and the young are shouting their love tonight.
To be able to sing we had to wait like a lifetime to be able to see a thousand faces to celebrate together; you had brought hope, brought life conquer fear when it wasn’t always so easy but as you stood your ground by keeping your faith, yet you don’t see it right now but the world is listening to what we have to say.
As we sing it louder and more clearly knowing that everyone will hear you speak because you always told us to make a noise to find our voices tonight; by singing it stronger and being together we can make this feeling last forever, wether your old or young we are shouting love tonight.
Some words only be spoken but otherwise they can’t be spoke but only to be sung. To be able to hear the thousand voices is to be able to open your window of your bedroom hearing the words of love, life and hope. To be able to hear a thousand voices shouting love for you.

Everyday Post: “Beautiful World” – Story Based

As I’m here standing in the rain because the sun has gone again and there’s nothing going change; time seems like a million thousand years yet I need a little time to get you back into my sight once more because you slipped out of my reach once again, there’s nothing that heals the pain except you and I know that it’s you that’s stopping me from falling. As I’m crashing down losing ground until I see you again and you know that sun will shine again because we know that we will see there’s nothing standing in our way.

Love will stand it will never break but I can tell you that I never thought this could be me; do you feel what I feel? Because every time that your near it’s such a beautiful world, a beautiful world. The words that I have for you is too hard to keep inside even though I’ve tried but it’s impossible to hide because you know how much I love you and you know that it’s you that’s stopping me from falling.

The world underneath my feet is crushing down losing ground until I see you again and you know that I’ll be the stars guiding you to the place that you would hide. I would run a thousand miles. The thousand miles that you ran for me I’ll be able to do the same just to be at your side. It’s our beautiful world that we created together.

Online Diary Entries: “Missing You” – Story Based

I hate miss missing you. Where’s the pain as you walked out of the door? It never hurt like this as it use to be before; there was love that we couldn’t really ignore as we knew deep down that we love each other deep down, however it doesn’t kick in like the pill use to anymore and where was the thrill that use to end our fights? Where did the heat go after we turned off the lights?

I just miss all he missing that we made even when we still have the passion to hate even sometimes I plainly just miss missing you until it’s hurts that’s when you see me cry; I miss watching you watching trying not to end up with tears as your begging to get back together, I just want to be with you like we are stuck forever and don’t freak out and believe what my answer is because sometimes I’m just missing you because it’s hurting me so much.

There’s a dark cloud pulling me in like I’m breathing in a bad sin because there’s a blind force letting it win; it’s longing to tear us apart as it doesn’t want me to be happy yet I’m missing you, trying to help me fighting my demons and together I know we can do anything for each other.

I’m missing you so much that it hurts that it just makes me cry….