Teen Lifestyle: “Bet on it” – Story Based

Better late than never but I did say this week was a hit and miss with blogs not being on different days due to being ill at the start of the week. (Ill on 30.4.18) 

You sit in class or college interviews or college open evenings; yet you find that everybody’s always talking to you trying to get into your head but all you want to do is listen to your own heart talking, and need to count on yourself instead of everyone else telling you what you can and can’t do. 

Do you ever lose yourself of getting what you want? Did you ever want to get on a ride then realise you just want to get off? Did you ever push away the ones away that you’ve should’ve of held close to you? Did you ever let go somewhere along the line? Did you ever not know what to do with your life? 

The fact that you’re not going to stop because that’s not who you are; you just have to give it all even if that’s what you got as it’s your only plan, will you ever find what you have lost? Deep down you know you can because you can bet on it bet on yourself because that’s what you want to make it right for yourself; that’s the only way to turn your life around as today is the day, your that type of person who means what they have to say and you can bet on it.

How will you known if there’s a path worth taking? Should you question every move you make? Yet with all that you have lost you feel like you’re heart is breaking but you don’t want to make the same mistake. 

The same question keeps on spinning around in you’re head like did you ever doubt your dream will come true? Did you ever blame the world, but never blame yourself? You will never try to live a lie again because you don’t want to win this game if you can’t play it your way. 

Your not going to stop for being who you are; all you got to do is to give it all you got even if you find what you lost because you know you can by betting on it, as you want to make it right as it’s the only way to turn your life around and that day is today. You know perfectly well you’re that type of person who means what you got to say. You know you can bet on it. 

Hold up give me room to think as you got to bring it down to you’re options by practicing you’re swing of doing your own thing; it’s no good if all your see yourself but in someone else is dream but not yours, however you got to go out on your own even if the world is such a scary place and all the answers to you’re questions all inside of you. All you got to do is to believe in yourself that you can do it.

Teen Lifestyle: “You belong To Me” – Story Based

I’m sitting near by on a bench at school with my friends I can hear you on you’re phone with your girlfriend because she’s upset as she’s going off about something that you once said yet she doesn’t get you’re humour like I do. We hang out in my room on typical Tuesday night listening to the kind of music that she doesn’t like and she’ll never know your story like I do. 

She wears short skirts I wear t-shirts but she’s a cheer leader captain and I’m on the bleachers bench taking pictures yet dreaming about the day when you wake up and find what you’re looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that I’m the one who understands you and I’ve been here all along standing beside you the whole time. So why can’t you see that you belong to me. 

We walk in the streets with you in your worn out jeans I can’t help but thinking this is how it ought to be; laughing on a park bench thinking to myself “hey, isn’t this easy?” And all you’ve got to do is a smile that could light up this whole town because I haven’t seen it in a while since she’s brought you down. Yet you say you’re fine I know you better than that but you know what I’m going to say. Hey what you doing with a girl like that? 

She wears high heels that can break her neck I wear sneakers that won’t break my neck. She’s a cheerleader captain and I’m sitting on the bleachers bench taking photos for the school. I’m just dreaming about the day that when you finally wake up and find what you’re looking for has been here the whole time.

Standing by and waiting for me at my backdoor all this time how could you not know that you belong with me. I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night; I’m the one who makes you laugh when you know you’re about to cry, I know all of you’re favourite songs and you tell me about your dreams and I know where you belong and to think I know it’s me.

Have you ever thought maybe you belong with me? You belong with me.

Teen Lifestyle: “Never miss a beat” – Story Based

What did you learn today? I learnt nothing. What did you do today? I did nothing. What did you learn at school? I didn’t go. Why didn’t you go to school? I don’t know. It’s cool to know nothing because school is a waste off time in my eyes that’s why I play up in class at school.

Televisions on the blink there’s nothing on it but I really want a coat with the words on it. My mum asked me what I want for tea? I just want crisps. Why don’t you join that team? I just did. Take a look take a look take loom at the kids on the streets because no they never miss a beat; never miss never miss never miss a beat, here comes the referee with lights flashing and that’s living the best bit of the day. 

Why don’t you run away? Are you kidding? What is the golden rule? Just don’t say anything that’s how you survive throughout school life because you know no one will listen to you. You know that we never miss a beat with what’s going on you think we don’t know anything but we do. Just remember we never miss the beat of what’s going on.

Teen Lifestyles: “Morden way as a teen” – Story Based

The things that I know because I’ve seen it either it looks great and I want it; looks great and more dangerous to do because I think it looks cool, to be able to get noticed but yet there is consequences. Yet there’s no point in sitting on my own going crazy. Do you what? I was put here for a reason in the world could you tell me in three words or more to know how to stay safe when I’m out and about. 

It’s the only way of getting out of here to take a lesson from the ones who have been there before because my brain is not as damaged but in need of some repair of what happened over the years. Hold on to the basics because we can’t change all of our tactics as there’s no point sitting here going crazy. It’s the only way of getting here is that this is the modern way by faking it everyday taking it as comes because we are not the only ones that live in fear and struggle is that what we use to say in this modern way? 

I know where I’m going and that we are ever knowing that I will stop at nothing just to get what I want. It’s the only way of getting out of here is to survive by carrying on what we do everyday enjoy the everyday living and be free from things. This is the modern way. 

Teen Lifestyle: How stressed are you now? – Exam Time

Oh boy it’s that time of year for all year 6s, year 11s and sixth forms and unnecessary exams for the other years need to do exams. Never really got the idea for years 7,8,9 to do exams when year 10s don’t unless they do but I don’t remember them. I did tend school honestly it’s been about 11/12years who I left now so it’s just a blur to me.
However if your school has summoned you to do Easter courses revision classes over the holidays I know not ideal as it’s your holidays but you’re first exam may just be around the corner sooner than you expected. I hated going back into school to do Easter sessions classes when I was on a school holiday my time not school time; to be honest they really weren’t that useful to be honest in my opinion, I know when I get into the exam I’ll forget everything anyway and there’s a good reason for that I panic when it comes to exams especially maths. Not even sure why or how you can revise for that subject to be honest never understood that one. If someone could explain that one to me that would be grand. Thanks.
You have really good parents who pull out all of the stops to help you revise to the fact that they crack a tooth in the process; believe me when one of my parents helped me and my two brothers at the time we were doing ours they cracked a tooth because it was that stressful, to be honest me and my parent would argue because I was stressed and I would say stupid things like “I wish I was home schooled” etc that was because I was annoyed that everything wouldn’t stick into my head or I would give up because there was so much reading involved nothing stay. If you remember me saying the other day about being dyslexic and language difficulties; that played a huge part in my exams because there was a lot of words, and questions that I wouldn’t understand but couldn’t ask my reader to explain to me what it meant. Even if I had extra time.
Loved the extra time where I could take my time on each exam question. Those were the days to the fact that I had the advantage to get the paper done. Still didn’t help my nerves though. If you have learning difficulties and have extra time use it as your advantage and use the quiet space that you’re given to do take your time.
I have to say is study hard and you’ll achieve great things whether you’re a practical person or not you be alright. Good luck everyone in the UK.

Teen Lifestyle: “He Said, She Said” – Story Based

You always find that there’s one boy at school who walks into the spot looking so fresh and he got what it takes and needs to be impressed by every girl and boy in the year and school. Just look at the way that he’s dressing like ain’t no question where all the chicks are like “oh” me and my friends are like that doesn’t impress me much to fill of himself.
Then you have that one girl in your year walks down that corridor thinking she’s popular stopping all of the traffic; making everyone look at her because she thinks she’s worth it, and makes out that everything is about her. Even when she has everything that you can’t even have because you have to work for it; yet I rather be like Jessica Alba who looks fantastic, but for this instance the classic boys looks are like I want to be with her.
I really can’t see us moving like that or anything like what he said she said because we don’t need more of it. I rather chill like how I like to chill and dance how I like to dance. I’m tempted to just get a hose pipe and spray them both because I don’t need anymore he said, she said. Boy acting like there’s no pressure to do anything to get with her by saying anything to convince her spending money that she really doesn’t need but the girl like she’s cool with it loving all the attention and think that she’s gifted.
One night you came to my place feeling down not you’re normal self like you were just let down by her; you let your guard down like I wasn’t that there but I tried to be a nobody when we were at school, you told me that he was trying to impress me but knew that everything he did with her wasn’t good enough. All the things we did together just the two of us; she would get jealous as I was friends with him, receiving the attention letting him be who he really was and that’s what I like about it. Just being a nobody. Doesn’t matter he said she said I don’t believe all that.

Teens Lifestyle: The Angry Mob – Story Based

In most towns and cities you could prove anything admit again and again that’s why you find that people read it again and again. It’s only because you came here with your brothers too yet if you came here on your own you’d be dead this is the only way you follow what others do and there’s no excuse to say you’re easily lead. No matter you can choose anything these days now because you know you’ll loose again and so you could do anything but remember why should you do anything again and again?
Yet it’s only when you came here with your brothers too all those years ago because you knew that if you came here alone your dead the minute you stepped foot on the other side. You may find yourself up in a tree until your turning blue reminding yourself by repeating everything that you’ve read in the book.
Yet we go with a letter to ask if you could fix it for me because we need entertainment to keep us all of the streets. We will let you sleep softly in your bed tonight. You can try anything but no one would know apart from you and me because you can stop at anything but it starts with just one then turns into twos then threes. That’s when you had an idea for a club for teens to stay off the streets and reduce the gang crimes in the area.
It’s only because you came here with your brothers too that’s why we made the papers because you told us if you came here on you’re own you’d be dead; now we reached to your age we raise a glass or two, as we know in Hackney talk in heaven that you raise a fist or two as you told us to get a shopping basket and put it on you’re head. Even though we thought that was odd when we first joined but then on it became your statue.
So here we go with the letter of can you fix it for me at the 24 hour club to keep us off the streets so you can sleep softly in your bed tonight. We are the angry mob we read the papers everyday to pick out who we like and who we hate at the club because we also easily swayed. Yet at least we know how to stay off the streets now and starting to clear up our acts.

Teen lifestyle: “Dinosaur” – Story Based

D-I-N-O-S-A-U-R a dinosaur one little child coming up to their father as they were playing in the park. Yet just down in the town centre far away from the father and child; teens huddle in a near by restaurant when a few middle age men who the teens think that they are old, had started to hit on them (meaning coming on to them) and few teens will think this weird and freak them out. By all means which is a right thing to do is by moving away and call for help; however you have other teens who would go and stand up for themselves, which most likely go something like this in my day or still does now I do not know.

D-I-N-O-S-A-U-R a dinosaur an old man hitting on me like what? You need a cat scan. (Pretty sure they don’t even know what a cat scan is I like to point out) old man why are you staring at me eyes on me and my friends? It’s kinda creepy you should be prowling around the Old folk’s home come on due! Leave us alone. At first we thought it was kinda ill when we saw that your were like a billion and still out trying to make a killing. Just get back to the museum.

Hey dinosaur you’re pre-historic that’s what you are; your a carnivore would you like some meat I know it. You’re pretty old. Not long now until you’re a senior citizen you will start strut around with that sexy tank of oxygen; oh honey your toupee is falling to your left side. Get up and go bro! Oh wait you’re fossilised!

Online Diary Entries: “When I grow up” – based on a story

As I was growing up boys would call you sexy you just walked on by with a flatter smile or just give them a look to say “oh really” like you actually don’t care; you see every time you turn around you would scream to get my attention, yet I wasn’t interested in that sort of thing even if I should have done and now that I’ve got a confession. When I was young I pretended that I didn’t want attention but secretly I actually wanted attention from all the boys; I promised myself that I’d do anything to not get noticed but wish I did, then again I ain’t complaining now because I like my little lot of admires and I like my attention that I’m getting.

Then at that age we all wanted to be famous and date stars knowing that its all too good to be true. Yet now go ahead and say what you want to say because you know what it’s like to be nameless; you might as well make them know that know what your name is, when I was younger I knew what I wanted to say then and my dream was at the age.

This what I would of said when I was younger; when I grow up I want be famous, I want to be an star, and I want to be in movies. My closes guy friend once said to me was “when I grow up I want to see the world, drive nice cars and I want groupies” another girl replies “when I grow up be on tv where people know me read about me on magazines” and another girl replies “when I grow up I want to be fresh and clean be the number one chick who steps out onto the scene”

Yet you have to be careful what you wish for because you might actually get it; you just might get it but people use to tell me that I was silly, until I popped up on tv in their living room making them drop their cups off tea or coffee and I always wanted to be a superstar and knew singing songs would get me this far.

They never told you to be careful what you wish for because you might actually get it. Now that I see them staring at me because I’m such a trendsetter all I can say is yes this is true because what I do no one can do it better; you talk about me like I’m a hot topic but yet I see you watching me back then thinking I wasn’t going to do anything with my life, but now your watching me like “I wish I gave you the benefit of the doubt knowing how much you wanted it”

Teen lifestyle: “Backstabber” – Story Based

Life as a teen is very confusing when you think you could trust someone who thought they were you’re close friend until one day you find out that they are actually backstabbers. Your bored, stoned, sitting in your basement all alone because your little conversations got around; yet look here because guess what we all found out, looked what we found, a lier a cheat and most importantly a backstabber.

You’ve got a set of loose lips on you twisting all of the stories that aren’t true; all because you’re jealous of what I’ve got and what other people have but honestly I know what you’re all about, so this is what you’re all what your talking about and girl you’re such a backstabber. You’re such a shit talker and everybody knows it. You have a big mouth more than everyone that I’ve ever known.

Backstabbers all the talk but can’t deal with it if it’s happening to them; I’m sick and tired of hearing about my life from people who think they know me better because of your lies, they are so wrapped up so tight about it maybe you should shut your mouth and yet you never shut your mouth.

Honestly I think it’s kinda funny that you wasting your breath talking about me; it got me thinking and feeling that its kinda special because this is what your all about, everybody knows that you’re a shit talker after they finding out that its all not true and now they’ve turned against you because your a backstabber.

Katie to the left there just there to ripping off my style damn Jeanie why did you go around telling everyone about my sex life? All I ever did was drive you broke ass around pick you up and take you out when your car broke down. Girls you’re such a backstabber taking all the truth but twisting and telling everyone; showing your true colours of how manipulative you are as your running you’re mouth more than everyone that I have known, and everybody knows that you look like a raven lunatic. Yeah everybody knows backstabber.