Hell down heaven down living in the same town trying to find something new the broken picture frame that I’ve been frozen in trying to find a better view. This ain’t real ain’t cool because this isn’t ain’t what I signed up too this isn’t ain’t right and it’s no good; everything is changing I’ve been here for too long going through the same things, I’ve been hurting too long and I’ve got to move on yet I say that I can’t do this anymore. Yeah I know I’ve got to move on and let it go.
I don’t understand playing by the same hand but how you find something new I can’t work it out what it’s all about but I won’t live my life through you. Everything is changing and I’ve been here for too long going through the same things I’ve been hurting for too long. Got to move on this ain’t real this ain’t true this ain’t what I signed up to because I know this ain’t good for me.
Got to let go I’ve been here for too long everything is changing.
Saturday 14th April 2018 spring has finally arrived along with the flowers and buds on the trees are starting to blossom; sun is finally out in the nice, warm weather and I get to be out of the house but not sit in the back garden unless you call the cabin outside with the doors wide open being outside with the internet.
I’ve spent a fair good few hours sitting in the cabin catching up on Netflix watching Once Upon A Time with my headphones in and writing up my blog titles. The luxurious of having Netflix back up and running is one thing in mind is that I get to catch up with my favourite shows all in one hit whilst doing something needing doing in a fancy notebook.
It’s one of my old notebooks I’ve had for a long time lost the elastic on it but doesn’t matter to be honest still looks pretty with the purple, the black and the brown background board. I think I got it from Paperchase one of their older makes that they use to have years ago. If you don’t know what Paperchase is it’s a stationary shop in the Uk love their stationery things even if it’s expensive but I don’t care I have expensive taste for things.
Haven’t brought anything in there for myself for a long time but can’t wait to have some money that I can buy a load more new notebooks the last time I’ve had a load of notebooks from there was probably Christmas or my birthday can’t remember. I’m in love with notebooks and stationery things I have a sense of style and what I like to write in.
I love having something to listen to or watch whilst I’m writing because it keeps me going if there’s something that I’m interested in. It’s just keeps the creativity of the brain of mine going for example like this it gave me this for an idea for a blog along with my notebook that I’m using for my blog titles saving me using paper now so I’ve got something in a book so I can look back to what I have done threw out the year. Can’t wait to write more things whilst having Netflix going on in the background well in my ears haha.