Life On The Open Road – Daily Positive In Life – Nearly cried in the first 5 minutes

Within the first 5 minutes of the semi finals of England and Croatia I nearly burst out crying with joy when a footballer scored in the penalty within first five minutes. When they played a clip of fans in Hyde Park cheered so loud that they chucked their beer up in the air when we scored. 

I gave up in the end watching it due to getting a headache also one of my parents started to shouted at the tv. Yes I know so many times the team had tried to score and be head of the team already but don’t need to shout at the tv. When it comes to the semi finals everyone wants to win the semi finals due to the fact that it’s a lot harder than you think. 

The last time I checked as I’m currently writing this blog is England 1 and Croatia 1 this was at 20:45pm GMT it seems to be a tight game at the moment. Everywhere is quiet no cars on the roads just sitting very still; every so often a car goes by but the first time in years, everyone is glued to the seats, biting their nails, becoming stressed and anxious due to this game. 

I’m actually enjoying the peace and quiet at last for once. Well while it lasts anyways  I still believe in the boys to win it; they are creating their own history forgetting about the past history, bringing it forward to the new decade and century that should of been done all those years ago. 

I’m so proud of Gareth Southgate and all of the boys they have literally made history of the decade even this century; they made a name for themselves playing all their games to the best of their abilities, and most importantly they made England great again and proud of what they have done. They have literally gave us hope, belief, proud and all of the positive words that we can all think off.

I don’t understand why people went straight to twitter and be so negative about it all; they did us proud, they represented us to the point off knowing that we can achieve things. They proved that for all the young players coming up; squished all the bad negativity vibes of the past, we need to stop living in the past and live in the present. 

This is the day (11.7.18) we move forward not backwards. We need a lot of positivity in this country all over the country. Don’t need to bring up the government, Brexit and the pig coming to the country.  We are just proud of what our team have done for us; they have been on the front line for us, so don’t yell at the tv thinking you know best but as soon as your on the pitch or whatever you’re  doing in your job that’s literally on the front line. The pressure is on you and you don’t know nothing. Just be proud of your English team no matter whatever it is. Rant of the negativity over! 

Life On The Open Road Project – Daily Positive In Life – Will the three lions bring it home?

Daily Positive In Life is here today due to the fact that England is playing tonight at 7:00pm GMT at Russia World Cup first time in 28 semi finals; playing against Croatia it will either break us or we win our winning streaks of the World Cup, my positive way of thinking is I want England to win because it would be so nice to actually win something for a change thank anything else. 

You may think why we call all of English teams 3 lions and why they were 3 lions as their badge logo. So let me tell you why the history of the 3 lions on English football shirt; first of all let’s cut the long story short is because they have done ever since the international against Scotland in 1872 because the representatives of the Football Association to which they’re simply spouting of the FA. 

However where the logo actually comes from generated a much longer story than that. The lions hade a history going back to the 12th Century when a standard with the three lions on a red field that carried out a battle to inspire the troops. The first one came from Henry I – Known as the lion of England who had as lion which to his standard of taking power in 1100. Shortly afterwards he married a lady called Adeliza whose father was also had a lion on his shield to which Henry I commemorate the even he added a second lion to his power, pride and courage. In 1154 two lions became three when Henry II married Eleanor of Aquitaine; you might wonder where this third one came from, Eleanor’s family crest also had a lion to which later in that century Richard the Lionheart (1189-1199) had used the three golden lions on a scarlet background as a symbol of the English throne. Ever since then it has appeared on the Royal Arms of every succeeding monarch. 

Since FA was formed in 1863 it seemed to be a natural thing to do is base their logo on this stirring royal shield. Only once since then design has only been changed once in 1949 when the crown that was on top of the lions that was removed to differentiate the badge from that of the English cricket team. This is what makes England great back from the early beginning; Garth Southgate has for filled the hopes of everyone, using his knowledge and what England means to him. 

The team are have the power, pride and courage in what they do in every match because they believe in themselves along with each other. That’s why they work so great together more than other previous English team played in the World Cup. Bring the World Cup home boys! Continue to be positive guys and be proud of yourselves no matter the outcome is. Go all the way if you can boys!

Life On The Open Road Project – Daily Positives In Life – (8.7.18) Sunday – Young English football team heading to the semi – finals in Russia World Cup

Gareth Southgate was named to be the main coach; he has some of the most of the country’s brightest youngsters have been called up to represent their home country. Southgate said “I believe this is a squad which we can be excited about.” Yes they are young group it was time have something positive, give them a hope and able to achieve something. 

Throughout the games that they have played since World Cup had started they had loads of backlash, pressure and everything from the media, the country and most importantly the previous teams that played in the World Cup. However they didn’t let that bother them one bit they continually without a doubt kept their heads down worked together and most importantly support each other no matter how touch certain games were at the time. 

Yet they had reached the semi finals due to their positive manager, coaches and within themselves working together. Yes they are young and yes they have still got a long way to go but no matter how much they’ve proved themselves to the whole country in my opinion they shouldn’t have to because it’s not even their fault to begin and they weren’t even born at the time of the last time we got to the semi finals. Literally 28 years ago was the last time we got to there and I was born a year later. So it is pretty much a long time since we got to that stage and I think we won it in 1964 I think it was I could be wrong. 

No matter what challenges they had or have to face then or now they know that they can always get a positive response at the end of each game. The consistency of turning each negative into a positive and most importantly they are all building up their profiles together, self esteem and confidence everytime they play. 

Everyday Online Diary Entries: (24.6.18) Sunday – Stop building people’s egos so high.

This could conderdict myself in so many ways but I genuinely hate people who focus on people who are more confident and have big egos because they make them so high and might for so many reason until one day they come crashing down to reality of I’m actually not that great. Let me explain the contrast of this years World Cup 2018 and 2012 World Cup and the past world cups since we won it back in 1960’s. By the way if you guys haven’t worked out I’m from United Kingdom. I am proud to be British on somethings but not other tings. 

Today (24.6.18) we had won our second game of football in the World Cup; where the England players showed twice now that they all worked hard, tight nite group of defending and working together in turns to score a goal. This actually shows that they came out top form because they believed in each other; back each other up, and being more positive throughout the games that they played. Especially the coach picked young players to take part in the World Cup to be able to get their names out there and most importantly putting faith back into their own country again. 

Literally no well known players who needs their ego or confidence a boost because we all know that they will get too big headed; to think that they need to shine in the spot light making it all about them, when actually it’s not all about them it’s the whole team. 

There has been so many footballers in the past and we all know who they are so I won’t bore you with the list of their names as you guys know them if you follow football. They think they are all great, powerful, everything they do is to make their team to look good and etc. Guess what they actually aren’t that great because they play that silly tantrum/drama card because their coach told them to or because they aren’t getting what they want. 

That’s because they get the attention from the coaches who pay them more money than anyone else; continually building their egos with press making out that they are great, not this 2018 team they brought it all back from the old school ways before the war started and no one played the drama card or anything like that. 

People just find that they are really intimidating to the point of they themselves actually want to give up on achieving things because of one person is getting al the attention and being focused on. This is why monjority of people actually don’t really care about people and the footballers due to their egos at all they want is a team that actually work together, believe in each other and a coach who knows what they are doing and most importantly believe in the team that they actually picked. Working all together and following it through the game plan to achieve, give the best performance that they can and most importantly knowing that they’ve got a best coach who they believe in and who believes in them.

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Daily Challenges – Summer Challenges – Day 4 – Scars are beautiful

She just wants to be beautiful but yet she goes unnoticed by so many people who just walk on by; she even knows that she has no limits no matter how much she tries to get through the pain, she craves the attention that she never had no matter how much of image that gives out. 

No matter how much she prays to be sculpted by the sculptor when she sees other people getting sculpted in paintings and clay. Yet there’s no light that shining to guide her to the other side; no matter how deep the eyes can see but it can find it no matter what have, we made her blind? 

Sitting in a dark place in the corner of a room wearing over size clothing trying to cover up her pain. Nobody knows that she’s cutting her woes away because cover girls on magazines don’t cry after their face has been made. There’s always hope that’s waiting for you in the dark no matter how low you can be. 

I just want you to know that your beautiful just the way you because you don’t have to change a thing about yourself; the work just needs to change it’s heart as it’s cruel to everyone that meats it’s way, there should be no scars on your perfect skin as your too beautiful and we are stars that glistening in the sky as we are beautiful. No matter where you are.

She has dreams that can be so envy as she stands outside a newsagents shop because she’s starving but she knew that she had to lose weight as she read that covergirls eat nothing. Yet she tells me beauty is pain and there’s beauty in everything. Little bit of hunger wouldn’t hurt? She tells herself “I could go one a little while longer” in front of our eyes she’s fading away. She really doesn’t see how perfect she is or how much she’s worth or that the beauty goes deeper than the surface she lets on. 

To all of the girls that are hurting please let me be your mirror to help you see a little clearer; letting the light out thar shines within because there’s hope that’s waiting for you in the dark, you should know how beautiful you are and you don’t have to change a thing at all the world has to change it’s heart. There should be no scars to your beautiful soul as your are a star that’s shining out like the rest and your so beautiful. 

You really don’t have to change a thing about yourself because the world should change it’s heart and soul. You know better than anyone else who you want to be. All you got to do is to remember who you are as there’s no better life being dead than the life that you are living. There is really no better life than the life we are living. There is no better time for you to shine than everyday fighting for your life because you’re a shining star who is strong. Yes you are beautiful. You really don’t need to hide in the dark no more and you really don’t need to hide or wait in the dark. 

You don’t have to have anymore scars anymore because you are beautiful. 

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Daily Challenges – Summer Challenges – Day 3 – That’s not my name

 

Four letter word just to get me along but with the great difficulty with biting on my tongue to keep my mouth shut because I keep on stalling just to keeping me together. People around me got to find something new to say now about me because I’m holding back now everyday is the same; I don’t want to be a loner so listen to me because I may never say anything nice to all you again, yet with nothing they don’t consider just forget my name.

I sit at the back of the class when they ask me a question they call me “Bell”, they call me “Stacey” they call me “her” they call me “Jane” that’s because not my name, that’s not my name, that’s not my name. They call me the “quiet girl” actually I’m the riot girl; Mary, Jo, Lisa always the same but it’s seriously not my name, not my name not my name.

I’ve thrown the ball too hard as they caught it they had to drop it because the throw was too hard but I was the last chick standing up against the wall so they couldn’t really get me out. If they keep it up they might break their ankles as they keep falling over due to the heels giving me the best opportunity to win but now it’s getting too boring. 

It’s like watching paint dry as you watching them getting all glammed up just to sit on the fence or the brick wall to attract male attention. I like to sit alone at night although I dress up looking nice but I considered that they just forget my name. Yet it’s all the same because it’s not my name. That’s my not my name. 

I walk down the street people call out to me darling? Or calling out bird? I look around to see who they are talking to just to make them look stupid because that’s not my name, that’s not my name. It’s always the same it’s not my name. 

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Daily Challenges – Summer Challenges – Day 2 – Power

Hold up no you didn’t bow to me because I’m not that chick that walks behind you around town. Just because you’re packing to go down to the south that doesn’t mean I’m going to follow you or lay down crying to get over you. Oh you think I’m backing down now because your a man; I’m so not sorry anymore I have the power to do what I want as I have the right, even you made the rain fall I can make it shower. 

You should know that I’m in control of my destiny and everything so come and take the wheel as long as you don’t forget who has the power? I’ve got the power. Hold up what’s happening over there. There’s no tears left to cry anymore because girl you don’t have to be brave anymore you have the power to stand up to your abuser. Here’s how you can do it. I make it this look so easy like tick tick boom like it’s gasoline-y that’s why they call me lamborghini because I’m too fast and to powerful to be taken down. 

That’s because I know what I’m worth from zero to a hundred the toughness of my body makes them shudder and stutter. Let me just start my engine by pushing the button because I’m coming first in this race; you’re just a pathetic man who just want to take control of everything but guess what I make the rain and the shower too, as you should know that I am in control now. So as long as you don’t forget who has the power now; I have the power too and it’s more powerful than you think I am. 

Don’t be fooled by the weak and useless girls they will wrap you up in the trees in the arms of an animal because they got you thinking that I’m all innocent but wait until you get home. You should remember I am the one in control and so is the rest of the girls. 

Don’t forget that I’ve got the power.

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Everyday Online Diary Entries: (21.6.18) Thursday – Dry Sense Of Humour Never Dies

I do find that when my mental health kicks in it always tries to take the last two things that keep me going. My writing and my dry sense of humour but they always seems to shine through no matter how hard it tries but it never does. That’s why I like the whole I can do better than my mental health I literally just use it as my advantage. 

Today (21.6.18)  I made a few jokes about the situations that I’m in like this morning I was at the doctors having a blood test; I’m not good at needles so I had to look away, I literally said to the nurse when she asked me which arm do I prefer to have blood taken from. I replied my right arm because you won’t be able to get any out of my left it’s practically dead with nothing in it. Even a child tried to do it by scratching it and only a little bit came out. 

I made one down the phone to one of office ladies at work to see what I was doing tomorrow. They were like “oh you’re with such and such tomorrow. If that’s okay with you?” I replied “unless Michael wants a death sentence” she burst out laughing it was like if I really have to then it’s fine but I don’t particularly want to. 

As you may can tell I don’t complain or say no to things but when something I don’t think is right work either knows or I just sort it out myself. However this week has been a bit difficult and weren’t in the mood for someone’s behaviour on which I normally can put up with. This week was the week that I wanted to put up with that sort of behaviour especially from an adult. 

It got sorted out in the end and I’m generally good at doing my job don’t get me wrong I get what I’m given and the respect that I get. I give it back to them with the amount of work they give me because that’s how it suppose to work. Give and take, give and take. The fact that bring out my humour and etc from what I do across to the office base I literally prefer to joke around, be friendly and what not than walk in and say this and that should happen. Unless something does happen they get what they are given at the end of the day. 

Sense humour and joke around gets me through life no matter how serious it is but at the end of the day you got to make it peaceful and pleasant one way or another for everyone. 

 

Summer Challenge: (21.6.18) Thursday – Day 1 – Longest Day Ever

The fact that I thought yesterday (20.6.18) was rather along day to be honest especially when you have had one of those days that you wish you just stayed in bed for that reason. Yet today being the 21st June 2018 a long day which means longer light in the evenings. I’m like great that’s all what I need right now haha. Okay I’m stuck what to write for my first challenge I might as well write a story. 

The Seven Nation’s are closing in

I’m going to fight them all off because the seven nations of the army can’t hold me no more. Their grip is coming off as I talk to myself at night telling myself I’m going to fight this as I’m better than this; who needs to hide behind a cigarette I can’t forget what you did behind my back that time you lied about me, I’m going back and forth in my mind. 

The messages that coming from my eyes telling me to leave it all alone because you know the truth so I don’t want to hear about it. Everybody has got one story to tell about me everyone can think what they like but everyone knows that from the Queen of England to the hounds of hell. They will know where I’m going because on my way back I’ll catch and try to serve it to you.

I know that’s not what you want to hear but guess what I’ll do because the feeling in my bones are coming. I’ll find a home and that’s what I’m going to do because as far from this soap opera grows for evermore. I’ll work the straws out because the sweat that drips out of every pore you may think I’ll come after you acts like I’m bleeding of all of the words that you say about me. 

As I’m bleeding right before lord even if I can’t sing no more and the stains on the carpet as my blood trickle down. Tell me to go home when you want to spread lies, make me leave and many more. I’m still standing here and I’m not moving any further away from this. I just do my job and that’s it. I’m not letting the seven nations coming in and close to control me.

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Everyday Online Diary Entries: (20.6.18) Wednesday – Shut…you’re mouth

Right now I’m in a state of mind of where I want to be like all the time as I’ve got no tears left to cry. I’m picking myself up once again picking myself up because I know I’m loving, living and picking up the pieces once again. Picking it up picking it up, I’m living so I’m turning up a notch yeah I’m turning it up. 

Guess what I have no more tears in my body to cry over how petty you are about saying lies about me; saying to people that I’ve upset you when you don’t even tell me what I did wrong, I’m not waisting my time with you because I’m not like anyone else who has to become so clicky and what not. 

I ran out oh boy I like it, I like it where people tell me information that aren’t true because someone else lying and making me out as a bully. I know full well like I’m not I say how it is but that’s if people need to know what’s on my mind. Doesn’t matter how, what, where or who even tries it. We all know that I’m the one who will win because I’m not that bothered about what other people think of me or anything. I’m just doing my job in and out yes I may of walked straight into the job and be confident in what I’m doing but at the end of the day I’ve got more experience of how to deal with it all than you may think. 

You can’t even get me down even when it’s raining because it can’t stop now as I’m dancing in the rain like I’m dancing on your grave. So you need to shut your mouth. If you don’t want to cause a scene or don’t want to talk to me just shut your mouth because one day I might have a really bad day and tell you how it is even I’m struggling with my mental health. You know how it is if you get the wrong side of me there’s no going back. 

You may see me as a threat but I’m just being me doing my job as I believe in the children as much as you do but I have different attitude and I’m young enough to be their big sister. Just give it up already. As I’ve felt people like you who seem to be everyone’s favourite and think I’ve taken over the show. Honestly I just make people laugh, enjoy being with and most importantly I am who I am. 

I also calling out my mental health to shut your mouth because you’re not nice either I know I’m going to win this fight because I am strong. I am only human after all so don’t rain on me. As I’m the one fighting with you letting you know that I’m not going to be pushed around by you no more…

I am only human after all. I am only human after all so don’t rain on me.