Haul 2018: Superdrug Haul – Part 2

Today is a mini Superdrug Haul for you guys for the bank holiday and I want to share with you what’s in my Superdrug bag but also what I got off my list from the last time. It’s only a few items but when I say a few items it was more like 5 items but cost a lot but most of it was for my sister. Yes I’ve gone and done it. I paid her back with make up that I used.

I’m kicking my Superdrug Haul with my sisters little haul that I gave her from Elf Foundation light ivory/sunscreen at £7.50, Elf Pours prime at £7.50 and Elf BC Primer at £7.50 all in all her little lot came to £22.50. Expensive for me to pay her back but I needed to and she did find out in the end that I did use her other two weren’t impressed when I confessed. All good now that I’ve paid her back with a load of makeup.

The next I’m going to talk about is Live Instant colour – Real Red hair dye due to the fact that my hair actually needs doing now as my natural colours is coming through and also I think I’ve got more grey hairs coming through now. Hopefully soon I get to redoing it especially before I go away. Pow red hair man all the way haha. Got two boxes for £4.49 each total £8.89.

Finally got my Garnier Skin Active Micellar Cleansing Water at £5.29 which will last me for months because having a big bottle like that will never run out until the next time. At least I don’t have to worry about the one is going to be running out soon about 2 weeks time I reckon.

I can now get rid of my old eyeshadow pallet as now I’ve got a new one. The new eyeshadow is Revolution Pro Supreme Eyeshadow Captive at £6.00 to which has the basic eyeshadows that I use such as my natural colours are my favourite and me than bright colours that some people seem to be wearing but it’s not me and I’m not that brave.

Remember be you, be yourself, you are beautiful whatever size or shape you are because you are worth it and don’t let people who are negative towards you put you down or don’t let your negativity thoughts put you down either. You are beautiful for who you are.

Hauls 2018: Primark Haul part 2 – how much?

Yo hey guys just typing up my notes from my blog notes of Primark Haul decided to write them down as my iPad is getting too hot to hold now so I decided to jot them down. Today (26.5,18) I went to my local Primark to get more nice summery clothing tops as I’ve noticed that I’ve grown out of some of my clothing that I’ve had over the years. Which is a shame really but all well what can we do.

I’m going to start with W-Button Kimo costing me £12.00 it’s cross between cardigan/swimwear sort of style where it’s long, lose and flows quite beautifully. The cardigan is black with flowery patterned with short sleeves, easy and lose. The size that I’ve picked up is size 18.

I brought another Will Button Kimo costing me £10.00 which is another flower pattern with black background with bright flowers and green long Kimo cardigan. Another long, lose and flows quite beautifully once again I do like my flow lose clothes in the summer and also in the winter because I get hot quite easily and I’m not that so claustrophobic. I hate the feeling so claustrophobic. I’ve got the size 18 once again.

Now I’ve got two different types of sleeves milit at £8.00 each and obviously size 18 one is patterned flowery top long and the other one is a stripy long one. I just find it comfortable and lose it’s just helps me quite a lot especially with this heat that we are having at the moment.

If you remember that I brought one black high waisted shorts at size 20; so I brought two more extreme rip high wasted shorts that are denim shorts to which it to my advantage I can wear them everyday, without using my black high waisted shorts. The shorts cost me £10.00 each.

All in total I spent like £58 roughly I know guys “how much?” The fact is I needed new tops, leggings and etc over the past two weeks of spending like £100 for two weeks but when you have lost your way for awhile and everything that you use to feel is like what’s the point in life.

The fact that I’m trying to take charge of my life right now trying to remain positive and get back into the positive frame of mind. It’s like you need to do something about it and fight for you’re life like no tomorrow. I’m currently fighting for my life with my mental health right now; I’m tired of letting it control me everyday now, I want to live my life now to the best that I can be and thats even with the blogging and what not.

Remember believe in yourself, you are strong, you have the passion to survive this and most importantly you’re beautiful in all different shapes and sizes no matter how you look. Ignore all the haters that hate you ignore all the negative that they give you even yourself. Be you, be yourself and love yourself no matter how much hard it is. Peace!

Primark Haul: Primark Haul May 2018

Primark Haul first one of the year and I’m not sure if I’m going to make this as a part 1 or not but I’m playing safe and not going to for now. Apologies for not having pictures in the hauls it’s a bit hard when it’s on a blog website than doing it on YouTube actually that’s a thought. Might think about for the next time to go inside with these hauls. What do you think let me know in the comments below.

Apologies for a bit of warning but I’m quite self conscious of my sizes in clothes however I’m going to be sharing them with you because I want to and also along side them I will describe what they are as best I can. I also want to share why, how and etc.

I have a sense of style where I manage to feel comfortable in what I wear day in day out without feeling so uncomfortable unconscious about myself not looking my best. I do have my days where I have battles with my insecurities, my figure and my weight of course. People say that “you’re not fat” or sometimes suggest “you need to lose a bit of weight. Especially for you’re mental health” getting told I need to lose a bit of weight doesn’t really help it’s like saying to me that I’m fat and ugly. It’s bad enough that I say that to myself on a bad day more than 20 times a day. Yes I’ve put on weight, yes I need to lose weight, yes I need help and etc but at the end of the day at least I can still pull off good styles with my curves. I don’t have to think about what I’m going to wear or change at least 50 times in space of hour and half (yeah I’m exaggeration a bit there but it feels like it) I even have days like it at the best of times but only once or twice.

However I’m pretty good at knowing what I’m going to wear because it’s same thing day in day out as I try different things and what not. Yeah I forget what’s in my wardrobe and draws at the best of times but at the end of the day it’s my sense of style that I like. It took me a long time to know what it was but then finally since I had started to earn money; looking after myself a bit more, caring what I feel comfortable with, knowing who I am and beating the bad days with a positive ones.

Today (15.5.18) I went into Primark I did have a basket just incase I did find anything that I would like to get because I soon realised that I need new leggings and some tops. I did have to budget but there were loads of nice things in there that I could of got if I had the money. 7 items were enough for me for the day but when I get more money going to splash out on new clothes just to treat myself but also I wear them all year round to be honest. Don’t have set clothing for each seasons who does that? I don’t know but I like to feel comfortable in what I wear and what I like. Yes I have a mind set of what I want to look like when I’m out and feel great about myself than coping other people.

The first two items are sleeveless high neck tops with a part zip at the back. One is like a neutral colour with a few flowers and butterflies placed around in the top. It’s airy and loose so when it’s a nice warm sunny day you’ll have a nice breeze. I would wear the top with leggings rolled up to the knee, a neutral, white or grey cami top underneath either sandals or canvas shoes. The top size that I brought it in is size 18 and cost me £8.00. The reason why I got it in a size 18 because sometimes if I got a size smaller or the next size up than I normally get sometimes I feel uneasy and uncomfortable so I always get a bigger size so I can make sure that I’m okay with it.

Next sleeveless high neck top is the same as the first one with a part zip at the back size 18 flows beautifully the colour of the top is a pastel green with faster colours for the flowers. Again I would wear them with leggings, neutral, white or grey cami top underneath and for footwear I would wear scandals or canvas shoes. The top cost me £8.00

Extreme High Waisted Black Shorts I know black shorts Lizzy. I know but most things go with black to tone it all down. I do have one Denim High Waisted Shorts already but they are size 16 and a bit difficult to get on at the moment and they are in the wash at the moment I think. The black high waisted shorts with ripped look style going on is; I thought whilst my other one is in the wash I can wear this one most of the time and not feel too uncomfortable or anything or feel sick afterwards. They are size 20 because I know my back side is quite big and so is my hips at the end of the day. I have this feeling I might need to get a belt for it not sure yet until I try. They can go with anything on the top to bring the contrast out and the colour. I’m not that brave to have my legs out completely so I’ll stick some leggings on underneath. The price for them was £10.00 I know that was expensive in my opinion but I needed a pair of shorts at the end of the day.

Leggings leggings leggings, I basically live in leggings to be honest I do go through them a lot. I got x 2 Viscose XL Leggings at £2.80 and x2 Capri Legging at £2.50 both size 20 the reason for this is because the ones I’ve currently got keep falling off at the moment it’s either I’m losing weight or getting fatter round the hips and bottom so I’m trying them out. I’m not too bothered if they are too big or not because I can be creative with them and they are very cheap anyway. They go with anything that I wear and sometimes they do go walk about in my house or they are in the wash or I put them somewhere stupid in my room. Plus I prefer leggings to jeans any day of the week. Unless I have to get jeans if it was a last resort but that won’t happen.

The full total of the 7 items came to £36.60 yeah it became expensive but I needed some of them at the end of the day. You probably thinking over the last two days she spent £70; however I do need to point out that for months I haven’t brought anything for myself for a very long time, also they are necessary things for me to get and I was running low on make up also needed to replace things that were starting to become holy.

This is my Primark Haul first one of 2018 let’s hope to have plenty more for the rest of the year. Ding ding ding.

Superdrug Haul: Start of my Superdrug Haul Part 1 (May 2018)

Boom! First part of my Superdrug Haul for May 2018; I’ve started to fill my make up box with make up as I’ve been running out, replacing my make up slowly but steadily however some of the bottles won’t fit but I think I have to work around it and along with the other new things that I need to get soon. So there is going to be Part 2 of Superdrug Haul when I get round to get the rest of the of the make up. However I will share my list that I have left to get and each time I make the next Superdrug Haul I’ll write up what ones I managed to get and see what’s left to get on my list. Now here’s what I’ve got so far before I start making my list for the next Haul list.

I had to try out a new foundation from E.L.F. As Barry M had stopped making my foundation in a cylinder like bottle; so I brought myself foundation natural (sunscreen flawless finish) I didn’t realise that it was the same one that I have been using the past week from my sister to which I’ve now given back. Going to replace it for her on the next round I think that’s if I remember to get it; I then got Face Primer Neutralising Green Tone Adjusting I do have to confess I have nicked some of my sister in a small pot and I don’t think she noticed if she did oops but it’s a good usage, then also brought Poreless Face Primer Clear (yes I did nick some of my sisters) it’s okay my sister won’t even read this but I’m slowly going to replace it. All three were expensive but worth using each one cost £7.50. Hang on let do the maths 3 X £7.50 = £22.50.

The next one is Collection I brought two off the new shade that they brought out which is called “Extra Fair” Lasting Perfection Concealer which cost £4.19 X 2 = £8.38. I use the Collection Concealer fair bit amount ooh just made a pun or a connection with the Concealer. Hehe.

Since I think they stopped making my other B. Micellar not quite sure didn’t really look properly to be honest but I thought try Nivea MicellAir Skin Breathe Make Up Remover which cost me £4.29. I didn’t get myself another Garnier Skin Active because they only had one left but it had a bit of a dent on it so I didn’t want to get until next time I’ll get it when they have more in.

The last think that I brought was Barry M Flawless Brightening Primer purple colour it’s the first time using it; because normally I use a purple primer from Collection, but I want to give this Barry M Flawless Brighting Primer ago. It’s cost me £5.99.

All in all it cost me £34.75 I had saved £9.24 for 10 items by the way I did have two drinks as well. They don’t count do they as beauty haul do they? That’s what I thought no. Thanks.

Now for my next shopping haul in Superdrug that I need is: (will put it in to sections because it’s easier for me and for you guys)

– Collection: Sheer Loose Powder, Pressed Powder

– Maybelline New York/London: The Nudes Eyeshadow

– Revolution London: Ultra Cream Contour Palette, Ultra Based Corrector Palette, Ultra Contour Kit Lighting Contour.

– Cotton Pads

I think there should be more than that but I can’t remember what they are. If there’s things that you want me to try let me know down below because I’m interested and up to trying new things. See you in my next Superdrug Haul.

Hauls: 1st March Haul 2018 – Superdrug Haul

Been awhile since my last haul which I do have to add it was my birthday haul at the time; I thought finally I have a bit of money that I can get a few bits that I need for myself that I need, so I go online for Superdrug which is a store in the UK that I get monjority of my make up and etc. Guess what the parcel came today. I ordered it Monday, it was shipped Wednesday and came today (Friday 2nd March 2018). Yeah me. Let’s see what’s in my box. No I won’t go into singing “what’s in the box?” Megs I’m not there anymore jeez man.

Took me awhile to get to the box which reminds me of a shoe box to be honest. As it was tightly stuck down and quite rightly so because it’s somebody’s order and everything else. Then inside I have found my lovely goodies inside here’s what I found in my box neatly packed by someone from the store.

All my little things that I needed and what I was running out off but also what I’m going to try as well. Funny thing was is that I didn’t remember ordering one thing twice but I looked at my shipping thing and it said I did but all well. I like doubles of things when I have the money to do so.

Red Passion Live hair dye: I needed to redye my hair anyway it needed doing especially to stop the grey coming through I’m quite paranoid about my four greys showing I’m only in my late 20s jeez. I like my red hair too and you guys associate me with red hair than any other colour; that’s if you follow me on instagram or on facebook page or twitter then you know why, haha. Plus it will go well with my hair extensions as well that I have as well.

Collections Products: I needed a new concealer and I wanted to try out the Collections purple correction stick thing. So it was on a deal where you buy two Collections products for £5 or something you get a Collection Extreme Bold Eyeliner missed a whole lot of the name of it but all well. Yet I got it for free.

Barry M Products: Flawless Original Primer I use this religiously because it helps to tone down the foundation and stays on my face longer unless it doesn’t snow or rain stays on for longer.

Revolution Products: I wanted to try out the Duo Brow Definer liner as it looked awesome and I haven’t used one in a long time. Somehow I managed to order two without knowing that I did but doesn’t matter at least I have another one ready. Then a small Revolution Make Up Revolution London Ultra Contour Kit Lightening Contour I wanted to try it out to see what it was like if it was good I’ll get again.

Sorry guys I’m have got a picture but it’s not letting me post it up sad times.

I always like to try something new and then if it’s worth it then get again. There is no reason to try something different if you like it you like it but if you don’t you don’t. It’s no harm done because you can just use it up and then look for another one to try out.

Hauls 2018: Part 2 – Birthday Haul 2018

This year my birthday fell on a Tuesday. It was a bit of hated day more than ever because of personal reasons I’m not getting into because it’s not me to delve about my personal life on here; however I’m not talking about that I’m talking about what I have received on my birthday, to which I am grateful to receive from my family and birthday messages from friends.

True friends helped me get through the day as much as possible even know it should of been the best day spending it with family and etc. Few closet friends know how difficult it can be for me but I’m still not going to get into it. However what I’m going to talk about is what I have received for my birthday.

Bits and Bobs Haul

– Cinema Light Box

– Bracelet Handmade

– Stitching and etc craft book

– Box of heroes

– Lego that’s magnet

– The tiny book of tiny pleasures

– The luxury bathing company by Grace Cole (elderflower, crassis and lemon blossom)

The Body Shop Haul

– Pink Grapefruit Shower Gel 250ml

– Mango Shower Gel 250ml

– Strawberry Body Butter 50ml

– Shea Body Butter 50ml

– Almond Milk & Honey Body Butter 50ml

– Frosted Berries Body Butter 50ml

As you noticed in both Christmas and Birthday Hauls last week (Christmas December 2017) and this week (Birthday January 2018) that it’s been The Body Shop festa haul. That’s what all I got for my birthday.

Hauls Part 1: Christmas Haul

Christmas is now over and soon will 2018 can’t wait to see this year to be well and truly over. Been tough year for me in a whole but got through it with good friends to get me through it. This Christmas I do have to say it’s not the first time I’ve been ill at Christmas but I’m pretty sure that it won’t be the last either. All well we aren’t going to wish the year away are we. This is the last haul of the year of 2017 so I’m just rounded up everything so far that I have received for Christmas. Next week I will be doing New Year Haul 2018 for my Birthday Haul. One way to kick it off the new year.


This year I received a far amount of The Body Shop Products; as I have requested some of them on my list this year, it’s quite nice to have something like that Body Shop.

– Strawberry Collection Gift Box – soap (100g), 50ml Body Butter, 75ml softening body polish, 250ml shower gel and puffer thing.

– Shower Gel 250ml – Frosted Berries, Strawberry

– Body Butter Handcream 50ml – coconut, mango x2, frosted berries, strawberry

– Calming & Caring Milk 400ml – Almond Milk & Honey,

– 300ml bubble bath – Frosted Berries Foaming Bath


– Butter Bear Bath Bomb

– Golden Wonder Bath


– Cosmetics silver box to put my everyday usage of make up

– New makeup brushes

– Pro Hygiene Sanitising Solid Brush Cleaner


– Warm woolly socks lots of them

– Warm PJ oversize as I like my oversize things

– Boux Avenue underwear


– “Be your own kind of beautiful” – A4 notebook

– “Follow your dreams” – Small Version Notebook

– “You are Epic” – Small Version Notebook

– Owl decoration/ornament