Hey guys here we are back again on a Wednesday. It’s the middle of the week in the United Kingdom with the heat still reaching its highest but by the evenings and the mornings it’s becoming a bit cooler now; just as I like it to be quite frankly but I don’t mind the heat as long as, I’m able to do things like my blogs and what not but when I can’t I just can’t be bothered to write them out by hand. I know I should do because I’m so use to writing my stories out by hand but when it becomes to the heat then I’m stuck.
I’m literally forcing myself to write something right now for tonight to be able to keep my mind occupied to be quite honest with you; I was watching some of my current favourite youtubers that to help distract my mind, normally scary things like that helps chill my mind telling me that I’m being ridiculous and yet I couldn’t even watch that because I was freaking myself out. To which normally I don’t do when I’m on one those mood swings to be honest with you.
I can probably guarantee you this probably won’t go up until tomorrow morning because I’m already falling asleep to be honest. I just fancied just writing myself away like a Free Style Blog that I do now and then when I can’t think of anything but yet find something to talk about that makes sense.
You know when you enjoy someone’s company so much that you start missing them to the point off; you think you’re pushing them away or something that you think it’s putting them off you? Yeah I get those feelings a lot but this one guy friend that’s been there for me know matter what we talk about our problems with each other and etc.
When we meet up we are like more relaxed than anything else he notices that I’m more relaxed when he’s around like all of my demons go away knowing that he’s there to protect my head and etc going crazy…….