Day 7 Christmas Log Blog: Bonkers Absolutely Bonkers!

Day 7 has finally arrived; Christmas songs are playing, kids are finally bonkers for Christmas and yet I think I’ve finally given up on the idea of putting my tree up in my room. I was trying to figure out when to put it up but I think I’ll wait until I’m awake enough to decide when I’m going to do it.

This year I believe my main house hold decided to have a real Christmas Tree the last time I had a real Christmas Tree has to be when my sister was about 3 years old and she got over excited started to spin around or run around in a circle got so dizzy she fell into the Christmas Tree. It was actually funny however one of my parents didn’t think it was funny as the needles were everywhere and they hated that they keep on hovering it up.

I got home from work the other day and I was tempted to put some multi coloured lights on my curtain rail. However not too sure how it will all work but might give it ago one day to see if the lights would work or not who knows without trying. I have now officially once again had enough of christmas songs to last me a life time. It’s just one of those things that when you work in a store for so many years its like you’ve heard them all before; then listen to them all over again several years later when you’ve had a bit of piece of quiet, but in a different job but doesn’t matter as its one of those things you have to suck it up.


Day 6 Christmas Log Blog: “Believe….Believe in yourself” Tom Kennedy’s Christmas Stories

After 5 years being in an old tattered box; it was time for Jingle Elf to give the unknown identity in the box to Tom, he was looking at for a while now talking to himself in and then out again. Thinking that Tom should wait for another 5 years before he received it. Yet he knew that this box held the key for himself to return back to Santa Claus for his next duty; he actually liked being down here, but to also serve the great man himself Tom Kennedy.

No Jingle had told himself this is the time for Tom to open it; he is ready to know the truth, the truth with believing in himself and that’s what his parents wanted and most of all this is what christmas is all about. Jingles decided to take the box’s thinking it should be heavy but actually it was quite light but it jingled like it had glass inside; so he carefully took the old tattered box into the next room carefully and slowing, not knowing that Pfftteen was in the room and tripped over his tail. The old tattered box flew into the air; Tom went running to catch the box before it landed on the floor, Tom had managed to catch it just in time before it landed on the floor.

Pfftteen and Jingle looked at him and looked at each other to say he just moved from one spot to another without any hesitation or continuing to what he was doing. He would of ignored it and let it continue to fall to the floor. He then looked up at them as he had finished dusting himself off from the dust that came from the box. He grinned that he had just fooled them he knew what was inside the box all along and he made Jingle trip over Pfftteen as they watched Pfftteen’s tail go back to its normal size.

They just stunned that he had them fooled all along as they watched him take a Special Glass Bell out of the tattered box and hung it above the table of the box. “Merry Christmas Lads” Tom chuckled

Day 5 Christmas Log Blog: All I want for Christmas

Christmas story of someone who wishes that they could see their love one just for the day just to achieve their dream.

I don’t want a lot for christmas there is only one thing that I need; I don’t care about the other presents underneath the Christmas tree, there’s only one thing that you can find that doesn’t need to be under the tree. You know exactly who I needed more than you should ever know; please could you make my wish come true because all I want for Christmas is you baby, I don’t need to hang my stocking up there on the fireplace as you won’t fight in there.

Santa Claus won’t make me happy with a toy on Christmas Day; I just want you for my own more than anything you know please make my wish come true, oh baby all I want for Christmas is you, you baby. I won’t ask for much this Christmas and I won’t even ask for snow I’m just going to wait underneath mistletoe. I will not even make a list and send it to the North Pole for Saint Nick won’t even stay awake to hear those magic reindeers click because all I want is you here with me holding me tight. What more can I do or say? All I want for Christmas is you.

All the lights are shining so brightly everywhere and the sound of the children laughing that fills the air; all I can think of is you coming through the trees whilst everybody is singing, bringing the happiness inside me seeing you standing in front of me. As I hear those sleigh bells ringing oh please Santa why can’t you bring the one thing I really need? Can you just bring them to me please? This is all I’m asking for I just want to see my true love standing right outside my door; I just want you for my own more than you can ever know, can you make my wish come true baby all I want for Christmas is you.

Everyday Post: Constant mind that keeps swimming

Ever thought why your mind always constantly keeps on swimming; your trying to gasp for air but you seem to keep on being dragged down because of all the thoughts inside your head, then your like why isn’t anyone listening to me? Why has no one noticed that I’m drowning? Why has no one noticed that I’ve gone missing?

Yet every time you scream for help load of water seems to enter your mouth making you chock, splutter and everything else. Yet still not hearing you? Then your body gives up trying to fight the water as the gravity starts to pull you down; that’s when people started to notice that your drowning, or even missing until the notice your body sinking to the bottom of the pool.

That was when everyone dived in to try and a rescue; fighting all of the Black nodded creatures that surrounded you, that was when they soon realise that your mind has completed under water. Once they got you out of the water you start to chock and spitting water out of your mouth.

You were in hospital for days but you were giving signs of improvement each day; trying to get yourself better but yet your mind was still feeling under water, until it all came clear to you one day that someone had come through the door to visit you. That’s when you were finally out of the water inside your head.

Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: Proof Reading is important key

Morning campers how are we all doing? I hope you all had a good weekend. I practically slept all day yesterday (Sunday 3rd December 2017) obviously I must needed. Today’s topic is called “Proof Reading is important key” the idea came from helping someone with their blogging piece and I had noticed a few mistakes on their blog website.

I am not naming any names or anything but I can guarantee you this is detected to them and everyone who need to some confidence to know that they need for the blogging world or writing world. I can promise you that this isn’t a get at all just wanted to help you to understand and help you to learn more about your work and yourself.

I want to do it in bullet points than in paragraphs because I find it easier that way and more understanding than having a serious telling off like you’ve been told off by a horrible teacher or drill Sergeant.

• Taking your when your planning and writing it because if you rush the whole thing to put it up. You won’t even notice that you made and think that you master piece is great.

• Just be patient about your work because turning your notes into the full thing is harder than writing it straight away. I even catch myself out at the best of times with my note takings because I find it hard to expand my bullet points because it won’t make any sense trust me it isn’t that easy.

• Don’t panic in asking for someone to read it over before you post it but if you wanted someone anonymous to read it over. I am more than happy to read it over when you published; for me to be able to do that email on don’t panic okay, what I do is take a screen shot of the section and cut the bit that is wrong and highlight the bit is wrong and give you what it should be. Also get you to look over it as well to see if it makes sense but it’s okay to get it takes time the correct section.

• Just be yourself and your awesome no one is perfect writer everyone has to work harder and make it right.

Good luck guys

Sunday Special Dairy Entries Online: Beautiful

This Sunday Special Diary Entries Online is based on a true facts of everyone who feels the same way but don’t say it. The signs are there in the lines of the pages of the book. Weather you believe in this or not it’s your opinion but yet I’m doing this for me and I know how I feel. It’s your opinion on the matter of all things.

“Don’t look at me” we say when everyday is so wonderful that’s when all of the sudden it’s hard to breathe because now and then I get so insecure from all the pain and I’m just so ashamed. No matter what they say nor my mind say I am beautiful no matter because words can’t bring me down. I know that I am beautiful in every single way; yes, words can’t bring me down but not today I’m taking no prisoners today so don’t bring me down today.

I see all of your friends standing there being delirious because your so consumed in all of your doom; trying to hard to fill the emptiness as the pieces have gone, the puzzle is now left undone as is it the way it is? You are beautiful no matter what they say; words can’t bring you down anymore because you are beautiful in every single way, words can’t bring you down today and so don’t bring me down today.

No matter what we do no matter what we say. We are the song that’s inside the tune that is playing full of beautiful mistakes and everywhere we go the sun will always shine and tomorrow we might wake up on the other side. So don’t you bring me down today. Don’t bring me down today.

Day 2 Christmas Log Blog: Flurious Flurries

I do hope it does snow around this time of year because I like the snow falling; laugh at peoples miss fortunes of attempting to go to work whilst driving, people complaining that they can’t use the public transport and airlines because of the snow and how much of it.

I know that it sounds bad but it’s just common sense you know. It’s pathetic that they say “oh my christmas is now ruined” or something else; here’s a novelty idea have Christmas at home in your own country, it’s simple as that to be honest. Yes I use novelty as a word didn’t even think about it as a christmas thing at all.

Not even sure where my head is at when I wrote this but anyways at least I’m making fun at things. It would be nice to have a winter wonderland full of snow better than most recent years of at this time. Just be grateful that we aren’t expecting bad storms again like we did few Christmas’s ago.

My excuse every time the U.K. has a bad snow day my excuse was I can’t get out because I live on the hill and the paths are too slippery but yet I still manage to get to work. To where I find people who live just down the road from where I use to work would say I can’t get into work. I’m like excuse you what you talking about?

I’ve become one of those people who just wrap up and stay in the nice and warm whilst watching the snow fall down because I don’t have to go out anywhere to the point of not being able to feel anything. I’m pretty much good at that being inside the house feeling freezing cold. Snow is snow at the end of the day. Lovely to look at but then it can be a real nasty 😷 afterwards.

Day 1 Christmas Log Blog: Dear Santa, I can explain…

Dear Santa,

I can explain why things have seem to go to pot recently; the fact that everyone believes that I am wonder women, but I don’t have magic powers and I don’t fly in the air or carry a shield or a sword. Yes my language difficulties and lisp started to play up just then wasn’t as bad few weeks ago when

I was stressed, tired and everything else that it started to effect me badly.

I’m trying to sort myself out honest it’s not fair that I keep on getting myself out of trouble. This year I’ve decided to make things for Christmas as it’s cheap and cost effective as everything I have is where I need it to be. The fact that I’m just being a snowflake right now I just need to shake it off and get started on being normal again.

I would like in my stocking to be some magic, confidante, courage and be strong once again. That’s all I want and possibly a dashing prince would be nice to sweep me off my feet as my dream can be for filled of living happily ever after.


#Throwbackthursday: Re-Visit of Sorry not Sorry

The best feeling of having the worst morning to the best evening all I can say is that I for one knowing that I can beat anything if I know that I won’t feel threatened from anyone again. So I decided to turn it into a story but a re-visit of sorry not sorry in another wave of some sort of story.

Payback is a bad bitch and when you mess with someone like me I’m the baddest because I’m out there looking like I want to take revenge. Yet I feel like I’m a 10 the best that I’ve ever been because I understand him much better than you did; I know how bad this must look to you but yet you damaged your reputation, that must of hurt even seeing me like this by standing by your man who doesn’t even love you. Guess what it’s going to get worse as you are just about to be kicked out to where you come from; now you’re just looking like you have this massive regret on your face because being over confident, over powering, getting what you want and being to proud of who you are. You will never get a chance like this because me and Caspian are too strong; love, care, understanding and most importantly one main person whose been watching over us both kept us a lot stronger and together.

Now continue to pack your bags because we don’t want to see you ever again as your a fucking savage. Can’t have this life that we have because we owned it like no one else can have it. For me to be nice to take it on you but guess what? I’m not going to do the mind trick that your trying to do by getting me and Caspian to split because I’m sorry I’m not that sorry being bad to you got me feeling kind of good in finding my confidence once again. Now that I got inspired as the tables have turned once again in my life it’s like I’m on fire and that burns like crazy as when you received on a cold day like today.

The most finest people who are made for each other to kill the traumatic experience of someone who’s more dominant than anything else. Telling me how it feels is so much better telling me to take a chill pill; but right now this going to sting you because the grass is greener underneath me, than yours as your sinking in the sticking and sinking in the muddy English countryside. Yes you can see me with him with your bright colour technicolour binoculars; you can always talk about that talk as much as you can, but your still continuing to walk that walk that way off not coming back.

Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: Emotional Writers Block

Your probably thinking that is Emotional Writers Block actually real. Yes there is such a thing in the writing world; you have Writers Block that gives out signs of you wanting to write but yet you don’t know what to write, to which you have to leave it for a few days or try again later on or the next day. Emotional Writers Block is where you want to write but you can’t put anything down on paper or on screen because there’s so much going on inside your head that you can’t escape it.

If writing was your go to place to escape like mine to express your feelings through words of your blogging or stories; I know how that feels when your thoughts cloud your judgement when you start writing, then all of the sudden you’re like hit with a bam! Wondering where the hell did that come from? The worst bit is that your head seems to be quiet in the middle of the night; that’s when you find out that’s the best time for you to actually start writing your ideas down, I know it’s typical and probably worst time for it to happen.

For me as I don’t sleep as much anyway I find it more easy than during the day because it’s less quiet for me to be able to think as much. It’s like right now it’s 3:35am in the Uk I’ve almost just finished this blog; I’m just taking a pause because I’m getting quite cold, and I want to get some sort of sleep one way or another. I will be back to revisit in the morning.

Well it’s now 20:28pm on Wednesday 29th November 2017; November is nearly over or by the time you read this or go back to it November 2017 is now the past, and we are in the present. I always preferred to write when I feel upset or have some sort of emotion that happens; odd occasions I have posted up things that you may have read and you guys liked it very much. Sometimes I write them just because I needed to share my frustrations out at the best of times but don’t post them. This is because they maybe too personal and I don’t like to post much about my personal life. I do have days I really can’t write what so ever. That just upsets me more and more. I just have to get on with it as the best I can at the best of times.

Apologies there’s no Wednesday Evening post tonight (29.11.17) struggled to write something for it. I hope this makes up for it. Hehe.