Star Light Categories: (17.6.18) Sunday – Update in June 2018

Hey guys I just wanted to quickly update you what has happened and give a few massive shout outs to a few people. I would like to apologise for not posting a blog or blogs today (17.6.18) like I  normal would; I did start with a title, a picture all ready to get started but it couldn’t function what so ever and I was struggling and ill.

However I am on slowly on the mends of getting better now with the support that I’ve been receiving along with seeing you guys continually reading my blogs. Knowing how awesome you guys are of being positive if there’s not been a blog or so posted. Thank you for coming to the rescue on your amazing stags over the weekend knowing that you wouldn’t let you’re fellow stag and friend down. You’re love means the world to me and guidance of not giving up.

Most importantly my family and few of my friends coming to the rescue when I needed it the most without them I don’t know what I would do to be honest. Mental health isn’t easy on anyone from the one who’s suffering with it and the closeness of family and friends.

Also one massive HAPPY FATHER’S DAY to all of the fathers out there and especially mine as he’s awesome in his own special way.

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Star Light Categories: (15.6.18) Friday – Friday Time Recap Time – Paradise

My love I need to explain to you when I’m with you I’m in paradise but my mind; oh yes my mind what can I say without you, my mind it rides off in the other direction when I have my moments and it rides on the negative because I’m left outside alone. You know when I’m with you in the storm in the paradise doesn’t last forever because on the paradise roads I will ride on down the road on my stag keeping me safe until we find you.

I will find you, I will hold onto you and I’ll be there. I know you heard it from the other boys that I wasn’t coming back but that’s not true it’s all in your head. You know I’m real because this time I feel like this paradise can’t keep us away from each other because it keeps you awake as it’s running through your bloody veins in your human body. You know that my love is heading your way find your stag because you’re love is heading your way.

My love I need to explain to you when I’m with you I’m in paradise but your mind; oh yes your mind what can you say, you’re nothing without me, your mind it rides off in the other direction when you have your moments and it rides on the negative because you’re left outside alone. You know when I’m with you in the storm in the paradise doesn’t last forever because on the paradise roads you will ride on down the road on your stag keeping you safe until we find me.

My time. My time. My t-t-time will never end the helter skelter because we will be out whatever the weather. You open your cabin door to find your stag waiting for you to get back onto that open road; mmm my mind hopes you will follow the stag to where we should meet, my heart, my heart and my boom boom heart beats and thumping against my chest. Knowing that I’m alive. I’m alive a lot more now as you start to follow the stag.

You stop. Why oh why did you stop? Oh my, oh my. The stag tried to push you on a bit further into this paradise to go and find me. You start stroking the stag feeling the love in your bloody veins knowing that stag is right. Don’t need to blame anyone anymore. You know that the paradise of our love is there. Roll on. Roll on. Meet me there. Hold on. Hold on. You are strong. You are strong. My, my, my your strong….

Everyday Post: (15.6.18) Friday: Hayfever Tablets gone wrong!

You probably thinking how can you go wrong with hayfever tablets. Trust me you can I just did otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this blog if it went wrong. So the other day on Wednesday (13.6.18) I brought some hayfever tablets from my local supermarket store that’s on my doorstep.

They didn’t have what I normally have so I just got something else in the replacement for it; however I forgot that I was allergic to the certain something that was in the hayfever tablets, so I was literally thought “oh yeah they would be fine” and when I took it my eyes were like puffy around my eyes. I weren’t sure why that was happening so I took a paracetamol to reduce the puffy around my eyes and I could sleep to which actually worked my eyes weren’t as puffy as they were.

Then I took it again yesterday (14.6.18) the pain around my right eye with a headache feeling; that’s when I realise that I was having allergic reaction to the tablets, I looked at the tablet box and reread the thing and I realised that I was allergic reaction to the thing. It was the same thing that I was allergic to the hayfever medication that my sister has. I was like you idiot why would you do continue taking it if you allergic reaction to it?

For my own safety I gave the hayfever tablets to my sister who isn’t allergic to it because I know that she can handle it than I can. So she got free hayfever tablets at the end of the day and I’m just going to continue suffer the hayfever until I get the ones that I need that I’m not allergic to.

Lesson learnt not to buy things that you are allergic to or you think you might be allergic too. Just don’t buy it no matter how much your hayfever is giving you grief. Got to love my stupidity at the end of the day. Yes I did take a paracetamol to stop the pain and the allergic reaction spreading last night.

Star Light Categories: (13.6.18) Wednesday Evening Post at 8: People who need to stop talking about crap about me!

I am so surprised that people make out that I’m the bad person to be honest I’ve done nothing to them; if I have good to know if I have I would of apologise but people making up lies, stories that aren’t true and everything that makes me more mad than anything. I just don’t understand why people would spread rumours or be so uptight saying that I’ve done something to upset them.

I put it down to a number of things but if they really have got a problem with me be nice to come and talk to me not make up a load of bull crap. Trying to get people turn against me when everyone know that I work hard and fun to be with. I just get up do my job go home do what I need to do go back to work and come home.

I don’t make friends on my job if I do that’s a bonus but at the end of the day I work and do my job not making friends. I prefer that people who got problem with me just tell me not me finding out by someone. Don’t bother come and tell me what I did or the problem is then it goes to show how much people don’t have the guts to find me and talk to me about the issues. I just don’t like it who spreads rumours about me and what not that true.

Now that they’ve got on the wrong side of me because they don’t know even know it at the end of the day I like to get on with people but some people who over step the mark that’s when it’s you know you got on the wrong side of me. As I’m quite a forward person but I don’t let it out as much unless I need to…..

Everyday Post: (13.6.18) Wednesday – Can’t believe it’s mid week already

Can’t believe it’s mid week Wednesday guys. How can it possibly go that fast already but then again I’m keeping busy and occupying my mind right now with double shifts during the week and blogging a load of blogs. To be quite honest with you it’s a whole lot better than last week not doing anything feeling sorry for myself and what not.

I guess you can say I’m better to be occupied doing things than sitting at home and wallow about life to which feels like it’s not getting anywhere. It took me ages to find and remember what this picture was for everyday post. I was like please don’t tell me I’ve got to create a whole load more this week for it; just as I was about to give up on looking for it, I found it in the end and glad that I didn’t give up. I know I know guys I always tell you guys not to give up keep on soldiering on.

I’m pretty good at giving other people advice than taking them for my own. I guess you guys have noticed that recently; I’m actually getting better in doing so to the point of focusing on something that I want to do in life, than not actually doing something I don’t actually want to do in life. If that makes sense to you guys. I for one getting really creative with my blogs and reinventing the whole categories to which you guys seem to be enjoying more off.

Last night (12.6.18) I had a moment where I went to see my parents I came back to my room; I thought what’s that sound like a waterfall, I then realise it was my fan and I was like “you idiot”. I was like I definitely need to go to bed and sleep it all off. Yet here I am writing this blog as I couldn’t help but carrying on writing this. It’s a habit now to finish of something which is a good thing to be honest as I’ve been have the itch to finish something that I started than before where I first start something then don’t bother anymore. So that’s a positive thing by pushing myself to something that’s good and I like achieve something that’s small.

Star Light Categories: (12.6.18) Tuesday – Teen Lifestyle: Those annoying zits/spots!

You’re probably thinking or screaming “YES! She’s finally posting about the annoying zits/spots!” Every Teens nightmare when they hit puberty what makes it worse is when the heat comes they come out more. Am I right? It’s okay if I’m not because everyone has different make up gene in their body; if you haven’t learnt it in school why not? Or you have and you weren’t listening because you find sciences so boring?

Your probably thinking she’s got perfect skin now and did she have perfect skin when she was a teen. To be quite honest with you I still get spots now and then more so now because of the heat; I absolutely hate them with a passion because they are so unattractive to be honest with you, not as much as on my face because I use loads of make up lotion every morning and then loads of other things before I start with the whole make up routine.

I didn’t have any routine back when I was a teen because there wasn’t anyone out there to inspire me to wear make up or groom myself other than stupid unnecessary hair that’s not meant to be there. This was the early 2000s when I was in my teens because there’s nothing you could do or anything but then I acted like I didn’t care about what I looked but I just convinced myself that I wasn’t pretty enough or anything even though I tried the effort to make myself good about myself.

Spots/zits for me are a pain because I hate it so much especially with the whole massive one on the side of your chin no matter what side it is. There’s alway one where everyone can see it no matter how much make up you put on to cover it as soon as the make up starts to come off if you been working a lot and sweating a lot that’s when you know everyone starts to notice it.

Especially if you’re at school and kids might start picking on you or make fun of you because of it. To be honest you guys have probably got the best outcome of stuff to sort out all of the spots/zits to sort them out than I did. I didn’t even have the patience to stick with the daily things to sort them out. I think I just popped mine when they came but I don’t know if it’s true or not if you’re meant to pop them but I came out fine no scaring or anything. Don’t know who came out with that lie or rumour to be honest with you.

If you know the reason why you shouldn’t pop them do let me know because I never understood that one even to this day and I’m a whole lot older than you guys. I’m useless at talking about things like this when I blank things out when I was teen; I’m quite good at blanking my past out to be honest, if you want to me do anymore about these types of things do comment below I’ll try and be as useful as I can be.

Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: (11.6.18) Monday – Recap Of Consistent Of Blogging

It’s been two weeks since I’ve first talked about this I think; I could be wrong did however check when I last did this, and it was on the 29th May 2018. I thought why not do a home check with you guys with my recap of the consistent of blogging for the past two weeks; I wanted to share the achievement within the two weeks process, and try make this as a regular a thing so that you guys know how to achieve it as well. 

Since doing the consistent blogging, creating new posts and pictures of the whole of the categories reinventing the blog categories and bringing back some of the old ones that I haven’t done in awhile but also creating new content and categories to go with the content. 

Talking about a new content and new categories as you have recently noticed that  I’ve been slowly introducing “Life On The Open Road Project” I have finally decided a logo for it as you can see on your right. The reason why the whole stag logo and saying “The Stag that came to the rescue” is because sometimes you feel stuck and lost on your open road to you’re castle of your dreams. The stag will come to you to rescue you and help you get back onto the right path until the next time you need the stag on the road. 13192DBD-FB3A-4190-B0BC-EAD0F1326EE9

I am currently working on a store for Life On Open Road Project as I’m trying to create some sort ideas of what I wanted and so on. I have got something planned but I can’t say right now because I’ve got it in my basket but my friend might be reading this so I can’t say. That’s a work in progress at the moment. Life On The Open Road Project is for all positive and how to achieve things no matter how long it will take. So watch this space for all Life On The Open Road Project.

Consistent of blogging is always a good thing to do by updating you’re old and new content seeing what you can work with. What’s been you’re viewers and readers favourite in the past and present. I always find recording my views on things like social media planners; that’s always upgrading to fit what I need because sometimes that’s get confusing in what I need to look at at the end of the day, currently swapping all that around at the moment to help me to work out where I’m putting things. Yes you can say I’m a bit OCD on my organising and filing but no one can stop me from doing that even one of my parents tried from a young age when I had a habit even when it was a school holiday I would line up my siblings shoes and etc. I didn’t understand at the time but it was like my little thing I needed to do at the time. 

To be honest I’m like that still with myself because I have to make sure I’ve got a phone charger, a plug, a note book, a pen and etc. Bottle of water I tend not to worry about that as much but the things that I think is necessary to me but my youngest sibling on the other hand is slightly opposite to me at the best of times I give them credit when they do. 

I am pretty much trained myself for a very long time that I have to have a certain way of doing things and if people tell me to do it the other way. All hell breaks lose to be honest. I like to do this Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging because all I’m doing is giving advice on how I do things; you don’t have to take the advice or take it and see if it works because at the end of the day, you have to find away that works for you and you alone. 

I see so many people saying that this is how I made this x amount of money in space of a month or so. To me I think it’s wrong to say I made this in a space of x amount of money; it just makes me think that they are just doing it for the money, and nothing else because people work the arses off doing blogging to get where they are. 

I’m pretty much loving the fact that it takes me a long time. Yes I have days I want to give up and what not. At the end of the day it’s my choice whether I want to give up or not but it’s not in my mechanism of giving up for some odd reason. I always want to find away around things that I don’t let it define me. As you can tell I don’t let my mental health define me no more, my dyslexia or my language difficulties define me and many more things that can stand in my way. 

I believe anyone can achieve things no matter how much they work hard on things like blogging and etc hence why Life On The Open Road Project is for people who can achieve things in life no matter how hard things can be in life. 

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Everyday Post: (10.6.8) Sunday – Revisiting Old Blog Posts Catergories

‘“Fine day Sunday. Best day of the weekend why is that Dudley?” Asked Uncle Vernon Dudley shrugged as he took a biscuit from Harry “Theres no post on Sundays” replied Harry offering Uncle Vernon a biscuit “right you are Harry. Ha no post on Sundays ha. Not one single bloody letter not one” excited Uncle Vernon.’

I am afraid to inform you that we are not in the muggle world of not having any post coming through our letter boxes on a Sunday nor are we in the world of wizardry world of the land of Harry Potter. You may ask why? Where are we? The land that you are walking on is the land of the Kennedy’s the most powerful family that ever lived; not the ex presidents of America don’t get me wrong they were amazing in their time of running.

Ah here we are. I have become so pleased that you guys have become extremely excited and finding out more of my other old diary entries. As you could see I’ve changed a fair bit on the whole presenting it with new pictures; new post to go with it, and many more.

I just gives me the pleasure that door has become widely open with flooding arms like an old pal that hasn’t forgotten after all this time. Reinventing old categories like Everyday Online Diary Entries has become more of an eye opener for me because when I first started it I didn’t know what to expect or would it take off like it would have done now.

I am now I’m revisiting some of my old categories and creating new ones for that category as you have now seen one of the new ones Everyday Evening Post. I am currently working on bringing back one of you guys favourite category that I haven’t done for a long time since February 2018. Watch this space with that one but it is in now going to be part of the support of Life On The Open Road Project. So watch out for that one.

Keep an out for the new updated and cool categories coming out over the coming weeks. Remember to subscribe and follow to my blog to be able to stay in touch of what’s coming up or just subscribe as you will get on going emails what’s just been posted.

Now let’s get you guys back home in the comfort of where you left wether it was you’re living room, outside, bedroom, bathroom or where ever you are. Remember you can’t tell anyone where the secret cave is.

Peace and love

Teen Lifestyle: Clothing Range, Prom Clothing, Make Up changed since I was a teen. (2001-2010 my teen years)

Over the last 8 years since 2010 had arrived the new decade had arrived thousand of new clothing line, make up, prom clothing have changed since my time when I was a teen. Things have changed since the complete 2000 had arrived; I started secondary school/high school to some people but we call it secondary school in the U.K. however I started secondary in 2001 in September, through the time of school and college clothing and make up industries were still trying to work out what to make millennium a house hold name for itself.

It was trying come out of the 90’s to which they were trying to do the cross over; it still wasn’t much until now where you can actually find your own dress sense, more range of make up and a lots more ranges of prom dresses now then there was back in my day. There’s plenty to chose from and being able to feel you. I guess theses days now fashion has become more adaptable to what people actually want; they are getting there in lots of different areas from one generation to another generation suiting for everyone needs, which is really nice and cool. 

I really like the prom dresses that have been coming out every year; I’m like my god they are so pretty I wish I had these back in my day, there wasn’t enough out there back then and everything. I ended up with a black mesh over a cream lining; I’m sorry I don’t have a picture of it or  me wearing it, I’m quite luckily I don’t have one saved on here because I’m quite conconsious about how look in it and what I was quite insecure back then. 

I thought I was fat back then but I was actually quite slim back then and I have put weight on over the years since then. I guess bodies changes over the years and what not. When I was a teen I didn’t wear much make up or anything like that over the years then like I said there wasn’t much make up back that then. I did have make up back then but it didn’t appeal to me back then; I just didn’t understand much back then as I didn’t have anyone telling me how to do it or anything back then, however I know more now and how to do it making me feeling comfortable with myself. 

I didn’t have much money back then because I didn’t work and etc obviously until I left college 2011. That’s when I started to earn money and being able to do things for myself; that’s when I started to work on myself, finding my way in life as a young 20 year old at the time who just finished education and etc. 

I believe that teens of today have got more freedom and money to be able to do things today than I use to have back then. It’s goes to show how much things changed the first 10 years of 2000 and now. It’s about the times changing over the years and also there’s things that I would of done when I could. The fact that there’s things you guys can’t do now what I use to do; especially with new houses being built, and etc. 

Blog Remembrance Aid: London Bridge/Westminster Victims 22.3.17 – Chasing Pavements

Tribute to London Bridge/Westminster Victims that happened on 22.3.17

I’ve made up my mind I don’t need to think it over whether I’m wrong or right; I don’t need to look no further because I know that this ain’t lust, I know this isn’t love this is hate that you’ve been taken away from me on the London Bridge and Westminster. However but if I tell the world how much I miss you and how much I love you but I know it’s never enough. I know it’s not the same anymore I don’t know what exactly to do; I just need you to tell me what to do for the last time because I missing you so much, I’m trying to keep on fighting for my life to keep going and it’s a lot harder than you think.

Should I give up? Or should I just keep on chasing pavements? What happens if it leads nowhere? Or would it be a waste of time? If I knew my place should I leave it there? And start fresh on a new pavement or continuing chasing this same pavement?

I should build myself up and fly around in circles as I wait for my heart drops once again. However my back begins to tingle as I start to feel you next to me as I’m chasing this pavement. Could this finally be it the pavement that I might be taking.