Online Newsletter – June 2018 (29.6.18)

June 2018 has been a bit of strange one to be honest yet I don’t remember it happening as it’s now end of the month. It must of been because I’ve been so busy with work, being occupied doing my blogs for you guys and having a massive relapse the other weekend. 

It generally took it out of me just being busy all the time I prefer to be busy so it will keep me occupied and take my mind of things. You guys are one of the reasons why I kept going with blogging even through my darkest times the other week. The heatwave and the warm sunshine that we are having is really nice I love it to the point that my skin and eyes start to itch. 

I would love to spend more time out there but it does get too much. We all know how much I love the warmth and the sun. It would be this time last year I would of been sitting outside all day not doing anything as I would of left my old job at the time. To be honest I’m still doing that now in between my job that I do now but currently feeling self conscious of having my legs out and what not during to my skin at the moment but since having the cream and etc it’s starting to clear up more. Giving me the confidence to say it’s okay now. 

I’m currently doing a summer challenge not sure how many days I’m doing at the moment; let’s see how far we get until I start struggling for ideas, or wanting to give up on it place you’re bets. Remember please help by donating to Life On The Open Road Project for young people, teens and children who may suffer from mental health issues or having issues within themselves hence why I’m doing these challenges. To be able to start up the project in aid for those young  people, teens and children. As I never had the help until later on in life and still battle with it. People are amazed how I cope with everything everyday just seeing me happy and everything but yet when being told how much I had cope they are like what? How? Funny person like you? 

Trust me I’m literally pushing myself all the time to do things wether I’m proud of what I’ve done or not. I’m continuing to push myself hard enough to get to not to crumble or get myself down. I’m a tough cookie when it comes to myself don’t let anyone to help me unless I’m in a very vulnerable place. 

Let’s join hands and walk together into July 18 being happy and living a little each day. 

Star Light Categories – Teen Lifestyle (26.6.18) – You can have it all – Story Based

I’ll tell you what it’s going to be like once you leave school because when I last saw you on the bus you were just in your uniform and that was that. There was more to meet the eye than passing by; I can tell you what it’s going to be like in five years from now, I saw you on the bus in the distance future I looked at your shoes they were starting to fall apart. I would remember you saying to your friends that you would find someone rich enough to buy me everything that I want. I don’t need grades or anything. 

Coming back to the reality I turned around to tell you that you would need grades and everything just incase you don’t meet the man of your dreams. It won’t be my fault wheather you take my advice or not because I won’t care because I won’t regret a single thing taking my grandfathers advice as I turning my life around at the last minute. I chose to live my life how I want it. 

It will definitely won’t be my fault and I won’t care if you fail to get the life you want at a drop of a hat. I won’t regret a single thing without giving you a warning right now. I can tell you what it’s going to be like if you lost a limb if you threaten someone with a knife; if you leave at night not telling your parents where your going because you think they don’t nothing, yet if you’re alone in the dark bleeding and your parents aren’t there to hold you tight whilst being rushed to hospital.

Leave but I can still tell you what it’s going to be like as I sit by your side at the hospital because I found you bleeding and you held my hand feeling scared. If only they knew or understand that I was your guarding angel; your parents came running in to be at your side, they held your had not even noticing that I was there and brought you in. 

It’s really not my fault and I don’t care how much you blame me for telling you the truth I won’t regret one single thing. You can have it all if you change your life around because it’s alright as I’m going to give you it all to you. You never lied to me before. 

Just as you were about to get off the bus you turned around to say thank you. I had already disappeared where you and I were sitting. You couldn’t work out who you were talking to. 

Star Categories: – (25.6.18) Monday Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: 3 reasons why you should appreciate bloggers and 2 reasons you need to look out for desperate bloggers.

Okay so my pitch for you this week for Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging is 3 reasons why you should appreciate bloggers also 2 reasons you to look out for desperate bloggers. To be fair I don’t think of myself as a blogger even though I’m using a blogging platform; I prefer to be a writer because I love to write, and don’t care what people call me blogger, journalists whatever you call it. 

I like to write and writing is what I’m good at because at the end of the day I’m not good at talking to the camera or talking people in general. I’m just use to keeping myself to myself at the end of the day. However is 5 reasons why you should appreciate bloggers in my opinion. 

  1. Genuine Bloggers – True genuine bloggers who talk to there fans who treat them like family, friends and engage with their audience in away that their fans have their respect to the blogger and the bloggers who give them respect.
  2. Bloggers taking their time – True bloggers take their time to come up with new content each week or each day. Take their time to edit and schedule them so that they can work on new projects/content for the fans. 
  3. Bloggers who love what they do – Bloggers who take time and love what they do shows by the amount of views that they receive and love creating content. Most importantly showing that their talent off in a most positive way. 

That’s 3 reasons why you should appreciate bloggers all the time because at the end of the day they are doing things that love. Also giving out the most positive things that you can do in away that you can do the same. However you have bloggers who don’t appreciate their fans/subscribers in so many ways. I’ll give you two reasons so you can look out for. 

  1. Big headed bloggers – You may find bloggers who are disrespectful in what they do; don’t care about anything that they do or care who watches it, they want to be in other people’s videos to get more subscribers and become big head because they rose to YouTube fame. 
  2. All in for money – They only want to create videos or any other blogging platform because they are in it for the money and nothing else. It also goes in with the big headache category of no respect what so ever. This is because they don’t want to work in a normal job and just stay at home creating things. Also you can tell their alto ego shows through the platform that they are using. 

I could go on with so many reasons why bloggers don’t appreciate what they do but maybe another day or another time because I know so many people who work hard and be positive about what they do. So many people appreciate the bloggers in what they do giving them the respect and getting respect back. 

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Daily Challenges: – Summer Challenges – (20.6.18) Wednesday – Introduction

Word up guys! How are we all doing? As you guessed I’m bringing back challenges as you guys seem to be requesting them; well reading my old ones giving me a hint that you want to see some more of them, as it’s been awhile for me in doing them and I was going to start this in July but it’s okay you guys want something now. I’ll do it now because I can see you guys trying to help me get through the darkest time at the moment and decided to bring the daily challenge back.

I’m currently not sure how many days I’m going to do yet but we will see won’t we because we all love as much as we can. Do let me know if there is a challenge with a challenge itself that you want me to tell you about and I’ll do it for you. If not I’ll come up with something challenges or something but as this is a challenge for me to write an x amount of days for the summer.

Okay I think I might do 31 Days Challenge starting from tomorrow (21.6.18) as it starts with a one and goes inside with 21 at the end of the day. I just like playing with numbers that learn maths because I don’t understand maths anyways. I think you guys have set me a challenge to do this challenge in the first place but without telling me but reading the previous ones. What do you think?

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Star Light Categories: (19.6.18) Tuesday Teen Lifestyle – Oh my god I can’t believe this

Time on your side that will never ever end but the most beautiful thing you can ever spend because your work a shirt with a name tag on it. Yet you lean on the counter feeling bored because your drifting apart like the tectonic plates in the sea causing tsunamis all over the world. Yet it doesn’t matter to me because all I wanted to be is a million miles away from here; somewhere more familiar as there’s too much time spent dragging the past up, I didn’t see you looking when I messed up but as your settling down in your early twenties. 

Knowing that you wished you had better grades when you left school your sucking more blood than a back street dentist. You’re life doesn’t matter to me because I all I wanted to be a million miles away from here somewhere else more familiar. Now I’ve achieved to what I wanted to do because I worked hard to get where I wanted to be… now I can say.

Oh my god I can’t believe it I’ve never been this far away from home. I’ve never been this far away from home running around listening, learning about the great rulers making the glory of their country greater. That was only think in the history that was growing. Knock me down when my dreams aren’t good enough I’ll just get back up again like PAC-Man powered up but I’m mire stronger than you ever think. 

It doesn’t matter to me if I’m still behind the table at school or behind a counter. All I want to be a million miles away from here to somewhere more familiar. Oh my god I can’t believe it I’ve never been so far away from home. Even if school or the weekend job was just around the corner that was the only time I’m far away. 

I’m million miles away from home I’m now following my dreams of adventuring the world. Living the dream job that I’m doing writing my adventures creating stories of what I’ve seen. Achieving is believing. 

Star Light Categories: (18.6.18) Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging – How many blogs do you blog a day?

Word up guys! I hope you’re having the bless sunny day today (18.6.18) want to say a quick thank you for continuing to read my blogs yesterday (17.6.18) as I had become very ill over the weekend which wasn’t good. I am now on a slow but on the right tracks to get myself back onto the open road again. Along with my stag and you guys coming to the rescue with full force of your stats. Thank you if you are one of those people on here or on my instagram. We can do this together and stand strong. 

Onwards and upwards this is the second attempt of this writing this blog as I was on a role last week. Not 100% why I couldn’t finish it all off but I think I fell asleep whilst writing it. 

I genuinely try and write 2-3 blogs a day for the following day no matter what happens. I just believe that I can push out 3 as my limit but 4 is pure luck. I like the consistent within my blogs as much as I can. Knowing your limit of what you can blog and knowing when they are ready to go out. 

I like the fact that I do 2-3 blogs knowing the success of blogging three blogs out I know how to keep my readers entertained. Also keeps myself writing for you guys and myself to keep ourselves busy and not let our negativity get the better of us. 

Star Light Categories: (17.6.18) Sunday – Update in June 2018

Hey guys I just wanted to quickly update you what has happened and give a few massive shout outs to a few people. I would like to apologise for not posting a blog or blogs today (17.6.18) like I  normal would; I did start with a title, a picture all ready to get started but it couldn’t function what so ever and I was struggling and ill.

However I am on slowly on the mends of getting better now with the support that I’ve been receiving along with seeing you guys continually reading my blogs. Knowing how awesome you guys are of being positive if there’s not been a blog or so posted. Thank you for coming to the rescue on your amazing stags over the weekend knowing that you wouldn’t let you’re fellow stag and friend down. You’re love means the world to me and guidance of not giving up.

Most importantly my family and few of my friends coming to the rescue when I needed it the most without them I don’t know what I would do to be honest. Mental health isn’t easy on anyone from the one who’s suffering with it and the closeness of family and friends.

Also one massive HAPPY FATHER’S DAY to all of the fathers out there and especially mine as he’s awesome in his own special way.

Star Light Categories: (15.6.18) Friday – Friday Time Recap Time – Paradise

My love I need to explain to you when I’m with you I’m in paradise but my mind; oh yes my mind what can I say without you, my mind it rides off in the other direction when I have my moments and it rides on the negative because I’m left outside alone. You know when I’m with you in the storm in the paradise doesn’t last forever because on the paradise roads I will ride on down the road on my stag keeping me safe until we find you.

I will find you, I will hold onto you and I’ll be there. I know you heard it from the other boys that I wasn’t coming back but that’s not true it’s all in your head. You know I’m real because this time I feel like this paradise can’t keep us away from each other because it keeps you awake as it’s running through your bloody veins in your human body. You know that my love is heading your way find your stag because you’re love is heading your way.

My love I need to explain to you when I’m with you I’m in paradise but your mind; oh yes your mind what can you say, you’re nothing without me, your mind it rides off in the other direction when you have your moments and it rides on the negative because you’re left outside alone. You know when I’m with you in the storm in the paradise doesn’t last forever because on the paradise roads you will ride on down the road on your stag keeping you safe until we find me.

My time. My time. My t-t-time will never end the helter skelter because we will be out whatever the weather. You open your cabin door to find your stag waiting for you to get back onto that open road; mmm my mind hopes you will follow the stag to where we should meet, my heart, my heart and my boom boom heart beats and thumping against my chest. Knowing that I’m alive. I’m alive a lot more now as you start to follow the stag.

You stop. Why oh why did you stop? Oh my, oh my. The stag tried to push you on a bit further into this paradise to go and find me. You start stroking the stag feeling the love in your bloody veins knowing that stag is right. Don’t need to blame anyone anymore. You know that the paradise of our love is there. Roll on. Roll on. Meet me there. Hold on. Hold on. You are strong. You are strong. My, my, my your strong….

Everyday Post: (15.6.18) Friday: Hayfever Tablets gone wrong!

You probably thinking how can you go wrong with hayfever tablets. Trust me you can I just did otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this blog if it went wrong. So the other day on Wednesday (13.6.18) I brought some hayfever tablets from my local supermarket store that’s on my doorstep.

They didn’t have what I normally have so I just got something else in the replacement for it; however I forgot that I was allergic to the certain something that was in the hayfever tablets, so I was literally thought “oh yeah they would be fine” and when I took it my eyes were like puffy around my eyes. I weren’t sure why that was happening so I took a paracetamol to reduce the puffy around my eyes and I could sleep to which actually worked my eyes weren’t as puffy as they were.

Then I took it again yesterday (14.6.18) the pain around my right eye with a headache feeling; that’s when I realise that I was having allergic reaction to the tablets, I looked at the tablet box and reread the thing and I realised that I was allergic reaction to the thing. It was the same thing that I was allergic to the hayfever medication that my sister has. I was like you idiot why would you do continue taking it if you allergic reaction to it?

For my own safety I gave the hayfever tablets to my sister who isn’t allergic to it because I know that she can handle it than I can. So she got free hayfever tablets at the end of the day and I’m just going to continue suffer the hayfever until I get the ones that I need that I’m not allergic to.

Lesson learnt not to buy things that you are allergic to or you think you might be allergic too. Just don’t buy it no matter how much your hayfever is giving you grief. Got to love my stupidity at the end of the day. Yes I did take a paracetamol to stop the pain and the allergic reaction spreading last night.

Star Light Categories: (13.6.18) Wednesday Evening Post at 8: People who need to stop talking about crap about me!

I am so surprised that people make out that I’m the bad person to be honest I’ve done nothing to them; if I have good to know if I have I would of apologise but people making up lies, stories that aren’t true and everything that makes me more mad than anything. I just don’t understand why people would spread rumours or be so uptight saying that I’ve done something to upset them.

I put it down to a number of things but if they really have got a problem with me be nice to come and talk to me not make up a load of bull crap. Trying to get people turn against me when everyone know that I work hard and fun to be with. I just get up do my job go home do what I need to do go back to work and come home.

I don’t make friends on my job if I do that’s a bonus but at the end of the day I work and do my job not making friends. I prefer that people who got problem with me just tell me not me finding out by someone. Don’t bother come and tell me what I did or the problem is then it goes to show how much people don’t have the guts to find me and talk to me about the issues. I just don’t like it who spreads rumours about me and what not that true.

Now that they’ve got on the wrong side of me because they don’t know even know it at the end of the day I like to get on with people but some people who over step the mark that’s when it’s you know you got on the wrong side of me. As I’m quite a forward person but I don’t let it out as much unless I need to…..