Come along, come along, come along now. Got yourself a nice cuppa of something to drink or something that suits your needs. Cool. Today I just fancied a birthday chat with everyone just because I can and I just did; as you can guess today is my birthday (2nd January) not like I’m getting any younger, but some of you may guess I look younger and some of you may think I look older. A fair few might actually think I’m the right age.
Only rarely people get it spot on how old I am because when I get people to guess how old I am; I then tell them my actual age, and they are like well you don’t look it. Over the years now I’ve decided to become more hatred towards my birthday than ever before; I’m not 100% why maybe it’s because of personal reasons that I don’t actually want to get into, it’s no one else’s business especially social media’s no one needs to know or the whole world. I may write a topic for Teenagers Life Crisis for this afternoon for you guys depends if I can get it done and think of something for it.
I’ve actually soon started to want to cancel my birthday as much as possible; as it’s been literally drawing near and near I just become more anxious than anything else, not sure why that is but heyho I just feel more I think about it and people ask me what I want to do for it. I’m just like I don’t know I rather not have it to be honest. I’m a new year baby so it’s one of those things where you find that you have Christmas and Birthday too close together then you have nothing to look forward to for the rest of the year.
I’ve only learnt recently that one of my parents didn’t want to call me the name I got because their cousin was a troublesome but my other parent was like it’ll be fine. Think I’ve just for filled my name to be honest over the years I think. Not even sure to be honest how I’m like them but there we go maybe I need a decent guy to hold me down and tame me. What do you reckon? Decent bloke for birthday present yes please haha. Not going to happen I know. I just keep dreaming about it.
Not sure what’s happening today for my birthday because I never know in the first place. Fish and chips for dinner because everyone can eat it so the actual thing that I want few people can’t have so that goes out the window but it doesn’t bother me rather make sure everyone can have what they have. Ugh but there we go life isn’t always about you at the end of the day it’s the people who you want to share it with and have to caterer for. Plus everyone else is working late or on a late shift due to their work so you can’t do much about it to be honest.
I’m not really bothered anymore. I hate center of the attention in the first place I rather sit quietly and keep to myself. As I’m writing this yesterday (1st January) starting to feel the alcohol that I’ve had with my dinner only had the one haha. All well who cares at least I’ll be able to get some sleep one way or another. Haha you guys will never know unless you follow me on twitter or Instagram or my facebook page.
Enjoy the rest of the day. Xx