Everyday Post: Birthdays ay! (Going inside with mine)

Come along, come along, come along now. Got yourself a nice cuppa of something to drink or something that suits your needs. Cool. Today I just fancied a birthday chat with everyone just because I can and I just did; as you can guess today is my birthday (2nd January) not like I’m getting any younger, but some of you may guess I look younger and some of you may think I look older. A fair few might actually think I’m the right age.

Only rarely people get it spot on how old I am because when I get people to guess how old I am; I then tell them my actual age, and they are like well you don’t look it. Over the years now I’ve decided to become more hatred towards my birthday than ever before; I’m not 100% why maybe it’s because of personal reasons that I don’t actually want to get into, it’s no one else’s business especially social media’s no one needs to know or the whole world. I may write a topic for Teenagers Life Crisis for this afternoon for you guys depends if I can get it done and think of something for it.

I’ve actually soon started to want to cancel my birthday as much as possible; as it’s been literally drawing near and near I just become more anxious than anything else, not sure why that is but heyho I just feel more I think about it and people ask me what I want to do for it. I’m just like I don’t know I rather not have it to be honest. I’m a new year baby so it’s one of those things where you find that you have Christmas and Birthday too close together then you have nothing to look forward to for the rest of the year.

I’ve only learnt recently that one of my parents didn’t want to call me the name I got because their cousin was a troublesome but my other parent was like it’ll be fine. Think I’ve just for filled my name to be honest over the years I think. Not even sure to be honest how I’m like them but there we go maybe I need a decent guy to hold me down and tame me. What do you reckon? Decent bloke for birthday present yes please haha. Not going to happen I know. I just keep dreaming about it.

Not sure what’s happening today for my birthday because I never know in the first place. Fish and chips for dinner because everyone can eat it so the actual thing that I want few people can’t have so that goes out the window but it doesn’t bother me rather make sure everyone can have what they have. Ugh but there we go life isn’t always about you at the end of the day it’s the people who you want to share it with and have to caterer for. Plus everyone else is working late or on a late shift due to their work so you can’t do much about it to be honest.

I’m not really bothered anymore. I hate center of the attention in the first place I rather sit quietly and keep to myself. As I’m writing this yesterday (1st January) starting to feel the alcohol that I’ve had with my dinner only had the one haha. All well who cares at least I’ll be able to get some sleep one way or another. Haha you guys will never know unless you follow me on twitter or Instagram or my facebook page.

Enjoy the rest of the day. Xx

Newsletter December 2017 – Round up of the year of 2017

I was just looking up when the next century was and that’s not until another few years or so. Never understood that to be honest but heyho then it just occurred to me what century was I born in. I looked it up and I was born in the 20th century the last part of the 1900s.

I want to take on 2018 like no other give me an inch that I promise I’ll take a mile; as the danger is beauty that I face, I will face it with a smile because I’m on a mission with no restrictions so don’t give me a second guess and I’m born to be wild. I’m that type of chick that likes to rock the beat in my own way. 20th century girl I do what I like; because I’m going to take you for a ride, I’m going to live it up and not going to give it up.

I would like to say a massive thank you to all of you guys readers, followers and everyone who has giving me support to not giving up on my blogging and writing skills. No matter how hard things were in my life throughout 2017 but you guys were the ones that got me through it all. Yes there’s been bad times and good times at least we’ve all got through the year together.

Let’s bring 2018 more happiness and fun. Let’s see where this year is going to take us. As I have said and will say it again you guys were the amazing people on earth to get me through it all; along side my closet friends, family and even people who I have met along the way.

Let’s fight together and remain strong for each other no matter how low or upset we get. We know who to turn to at the end of the day. Happy New Year to you all. As my cousin messaged me saying “2018” “Great Big 2018” in his own special way of saying “happy new year!” God bless him and his special needs. God bless everyone.

Introduction for 25 Days Christmas Advent Calendar

I had sworn to myself about not doing this type of thing ever again as last year was like the most hardest thing that I could ever done. To be fair and quite rightly so. I didn’t really plan it very well or know what I was going to do with it. At least now I’m starting to plan it a month early so that I know what I am doing; how I’m going to write them, have a content page of which days I’m posting the topics and etc.

Planning ahead seems to me a great way of doing it for me so then I don’t have those ah shit moments and forget that I’ve got to do one. Even though we do have those moments; it’s like 7-8 weeks left until the Christmas holidays; yeah I looked it up, only because I was sorting out a child’s reward chart one day on the bus, so it was easy for me to know how long it was.

The fact that I haven’t even thought about the whole title content for the 25 days yet; I would like you guys to help me out on what titles you would like to see in the advent calendar, and also what you like to read as well. More the merrier and whatever does get used I can use them for next year as well. That’s if I remember them and remember where I’ve put them haha.

Leave the ideas down in the comments below what you would like to read and see in the advent calendar. I do have a month to get it all done and sorted my little lizzy pops. Hehe

September Newsletter 2017

As I remember to do this Newsletter now than later on in October.


Saving me writing out the question; plus I’m not 100% feeling right to the point I really need to take a paracetamol because my head is starting to pound on one side right now. Hang on let me go and take something be right back my lovelies……back my lovelies. September feels like it has flown by and felt like that I haven’t really had three months off.The fact that I’m suffering with a cold, back pains, drained, struggling to breathe and etc due to the bug that I may of picked up from my job. But I’m still carrying on as normal.

In this Newsletter I’ll be talking about lots of different things along with pictures that will define what I will be talking about. The fact that I wanted to try something different for this Newsletter this month; I just wanted to make it more exciting than just having boring captions in bold writing, making it more less unattractive than ever.


The past month or so as you may of noticed; I haven’t done much blogging for awhile, the fact that it’s been quite difficult for me to come up with new things. No matter how much I tried to think of things to write about; then it just brings me down as I think I’m a failure at it all, then I realise something. Blaming blogging for my mental health state wasn’t the answer. It was me and who I was. What I was feeling at the time of going at the time; was that I had just started a new job, lots of things going on at home and then a bit of trouble in paradise as well. Since then things have seem to have settled down; I began to be able to pick up my iPad, and start to write again.


For a long time since not being able to have any money or anything. I had asked my sister to get me some hair dye because it my roots were so bad and I started to notice that I was getting more and more grey hairs on my head. Now have four on my head not happy about it. I blame it on the stress than anything. Haha but I know it’s genetics to be honest. Now that I’ve got my hair dyed with the colour red passion I’m so happy and feel me again also it matches my hair extensions as well. That I’ve been wearing quite a lot recently even for work. I’m just glad that I’ve got an awesome sister that I can ask for to get me things for emergency.


At the start of this month I have started a new job and it is awesome. I’ve started to find my feet a bit more everyday and every week. It was a bit hard to begin with but now I’m getting there. I’m starting to love it a lot. Also using my knowledge of what I know and putting them into place and it is beginning to work.


Love of Caspian! He’s the best friend through and through. Some say “why can’t you both just be together?” To be honest we like to call it as close friends but others say we are together as we are never apart from each other. All messaging each other, laughing, whatever issue that comes up we sort it out one way or another.

I do miss him a lot when he’s away on trips and I’m stuck in the uk; but can’t wait to be able to join him for some of his business trips, and see what he gets up too when he’s out and about. It’s hard at the moment as he’s away and being busy but I know he’s checking my messages when I leave him them. Makes me smile a lot.

The 3 top things I should care about but I don’t.

The fact that I should care about is probably the most important thing in today’s society; but right now I couldn’t care less what happens, it happens it happens. If you know what I mean.

The 3 things I should care about that should be the most important thing in today’s society; but the fact that I couldn’t careless right now because right now it’s not happening yet or won’t happen as it’s just putting the fear in people, and personally I always think it’s going to happen when it happens. People who know me know when I’m quiet there’s something on my mind but I won’t say it; until I’m out of the room alone with the closes people who I know, and won’t say a word but other people think I’m just quiet and get on with things. It’s got me this far of keeping quiet until most recently that I’ve rattled people’s cages before I left one of my jobs. They weren’t happy about it but I don’t care to be frank. It’s like me and Frank from Rescuers Down Under; the whole time my mind is going riot, and everything else it’s just one of those things where just don’t get on the wrong side of me. I am generally the nice person you ever come across and always get asked questions what I think I should do if I was in that situation. I give the people the confidence to rattle people’s cages of don’t mess with me sort of thing.

So my top ten 3 things I should care about that I currently don’t:

Trump: The fat over size pig that calls himself as a president. Well he’s not putting people first; he’s putting himself first as always running the government like it’s a business, but it’s not a business what so ever and plus I haven’t seen him doing anything good other than taking unnecessary holidays, causes more upset in other countries and causes what might be like world war 3. To be honest I would rather watch himself fall over and get rid off to be honest with you. Then I would laugh my head off and call him all the names under the sun; I didn’t know who he was until he started to run for presidency, then I rather he was a know body than a somebody.

UK: The fact over the previous months like 7 months of 2017 I have become strong about what has been going on with my country; no one seems to care about the whole what we think, it’s all about the government, the riches and everything else but right now I don’t give a flying monkeys at the moment. They aren’t stopping the terriosts anytime soon, not caring in the world about other countries near by getting attacked and most importantly where the hell did this come from. About North Korea becoming a threat to us; not like we need any more crap from another silly country, who wants to control the world like Trump and whatever is going on between US and North Korea I pretty much want my county to stay out of it. (Apologies to any of my Korean readers) the fact that I don’t care right now about my county it’s because you can’t have what you want all the time. It’s tough s*** in my opinion.

People’s life stories meaning celebrities:The fact that I’m currently ranting and saying I should care and what not. Yes it hurts but right now I have other problems and I don’t give a to s*** about celebrities misery who are just self in loving, self absorbed attention seekers who crave it all the time and there’s me who just struggle day to day things fighting to be with someone that I love and you get the most idiotic person selling a story like Katie Price. I have a little respect for her and for her disabled son but whatever number husband she’s on. She’s starting to become a woman Henry 8th; without the whole married, beheaded, died and so fourth. I do give a flying monkeys about her love life all she’s doing making people insecure about people who read the trashy magazines and etc because they haven’t got anything else better to do.

I could go on for hours here guys but I’m not because I’m just going to wind my self up more and more; until I have a complete melt down about something or over something stupid, but heyho good night lovely peeps.

Mental Health VS Writing

The day I never felt I wanted to cry and say good bye to my writing.

What I find hardest is that when I’m so low about things or stressed out with things; it generally effects my writing abilities in the way that what’s the point in writing, I’m not good enough, no one wants to read them. I have never really took much noticed in the way that how much my writing is so connected and how important it is in my life.

Yet I’m the one constantly fighting my way through the of not giving up on the writing; even when I don’t know what to write or struggling to write about things, sometimes maybe I need a break from it all. I don’t know. Yet then how can I let down my readers and followers down if I just quit and gave up on the whole thing.

I love writing so much but it just hard enough to keep my emotions in check; not to share my frustrations, anger, hatred or show so much upset through my writing but yet that’s how I generally work when I write. However but it’s the only way I can seem to get my emotions through paper is share my words down. Than talking about it verbally.

Sorry this is short this week but still it’s something for this week; I may have something for you later in the week, along side hustle and bustle advice of blogging extra. My question is for you is what would do if I gave up blogging? Let me know down in the comments. It’s alright I haven’t made a decision on what I’m doing yet. I doubt I’ll will give it up I worked to hard to give it up.

The Unknown Fear: Confidence that rises and then it falls dramatically.

“I wrote ‘Fight Song’ as this declaration to believe in myself, and that is similar to what you are taught to believe in Girl Scouts. Building confidence. Building character. And above all else, being there for each other as a community. Rachel Platten”

Throughout my life confidence issues have always been the big issue for me as long as I can remember; yeah I’m confident with my friends, through believing in social media and etc but you always get those who do not understand how long you got yourself there by believing in yourself. You always find that as you start to build your confidence up when you have lost it for sometime; you start to feel it rising within you; thinking that your are going to get far in life because you have the belief in you that you never had, but yet you have that one person who knows which pin to pull it out from and your like so mad, upset and that you just want to give up on yourself. Like your not worth it anymore.

Yep that’s basically my life all the way through; I always believe in the positives when they mean something to me personally, I prefer to share them to people on social media because everyone needs positivity everyday and they need that encouragement to start the day read it along with going back to the post read it again if they feel a bit low.

Enough positivity can destroy the negativity but if you let negativity destroy positivity then what can you do. Listen to the negativity which will destroy your positivity of your confidence that you have made.

What causes low self-esteem?

The beliefs you have about yourself often appear to be statements of fact, although actually they’re really only opinions. They are based on the experiences you’ve had in life, and the messages that these experiences have given you about the kind of person you are. If your experiences have been negative, your beliefs about yourself are likely to be negative too.

Crucial experiences that help to form our beliefs about ourselves often (although not always) occur early in life. What you saw, heard and experienced in childhood – in your family, in the wider community and at school – will have influenced the way you see yourself. Examples of early experiences that could lead to your thinking badly of yourself include:

• systematic punishment, neglect or abuse

• failing to meet parental standards

• failing to meet peer-group standards

• being on the receiving end of other people’s stress or distress.

• belonging to a family or social group that other people are prejudiced towards

• an absence of praise, warmth, affection or interest

• being the odd one out, at home or at school.

Sometimes negative beliefs about yourself are caused by experiences later in life, such as workplace bullying or intimidation, abusive relationships, persistent stress or hardship, or traumatic events.

http://www.overcoming.co.uk/single.htm?ipg=8611

I always find that some songs that I like listening to help me a lot out by fighting back; there’s so many to chose from I wouldn’t be able to name a few to share with you, if you follow me on Instagram @lizzysweeklyblogsgoodmorning you’ll get random, fun, quotes and random songs attached to the picture of the day.

I always find things that are being positive so that it helps me out throughout the day; but along with sharing the positivity for others to feel proud, and positive towards themselves and make sure that they love themselves.

Would you want to know you are going to die before hand or die suddenly without warning?

With all this earth will disappear on this day and bad luck Friday thing is stupid in my opinion.

Surprisingly as I put this question towards google just to get another point of view on the outcome of this topic; could I actually find what I was actually looking for?, some people saying yes and some are saying no. The fact is the people who have said no are correct because the things that have come up on google have lots of different ways of explaining the whole what illness and natural causes etc. Not particularly what I wanted or asked for to be honest with you; so my summary of this from another view point has completely gone out of the window, so basically I’m just going to have to share my thoughts with you without the whole different side of this.

I wouldn’t want to know when I’m going to die because someone like me who has mental health; you just dwell on the fact that your going to die on a persistence day time, and the hour your expected to die. When I rather live and wait until it happens to be honest. If my life does end tomorrow then hey that’s when it will be; on the other hand if I didn’t then I’ve got another day to live, and to be able to carry on with my day to day activities.

What’s the point in worrying each day when your going to die; when you have lots of things to live for in life, you make them happen as if its your last and not worrying about if your going to die everyday. That’s probably why I take risks on things than normal; risks that may work or may not work at the end of the day, I’m glad that I’ve done them than not doing them. I use to play it all safe and etc but now I don’t. However there are places that I don’t want to take risks on again because I’ve been there done that got the t-shirt as people would say.

What is your philosophy of when you should die? Or just get on with life and let the nature do its cause?

When we were young

The questionable thing for teens in this generation is outside what's that? But when I was young I was outside all the time not having to worry about anything.

When we were young the world seemed so old; however now the world is careless and cold, we did what we did years ago and now the generation do what they are told in this life. From 2010 backwards we had the world by our tail; that's when the good would prevail, along with the starships that would set sail and none of us would fail in this life.
Since 2010 onwards things have changed. Things shouldn't of happened not when you're young; we had drawn to whoever that would keep us together, along with the binding by the heavens above and now we have to survive the traveling at the speed of light and love.
When we were young; we adored the fabulous life of freedom of everything when we were young, we got to be the foolish and fearless of not knowing the cost of what we had to pay by letting someone else be strong. That was because we were young.
In the moment of grace; there was a long leap of faith of keeping everyone safe, but when we are young now there's always still going to be more glory stored away. This generation says this is our life; and all the bad things that are happening the government seem to be burning the bridges that we cross over, all we want to see is the firelight and we are the innocent that are getting over the old times. But yet we are young where everything seemed to be what we dreamed everyday; never knowing the cost of what we just paid for the lives, yet we are letting someone else be strong.
When we are young we start to look at ourselves and your will start to look at someone else to find that you recognise you can see yourself. Which makes you wonder when you had taken back what you've been given away but it must of been the last time you had your freedom.

Who’s the worst critics Paperwork or Readers?

Due to all weekend paperwork everything seems to been gone out of the window. Let me explain.

The worst feeling ever is you don't even know if your the the worst critic about yourself when doing your paperwork or when you have readers who are like really supportive in what you do but then you have the crappy horrible critics. To be honest with you I'm the worst critic to myself than anyone else; but then again I can prove myself, my work and make a success out of it. Yet you have fair few who may think your a fake, you scamming them or something because they are either jealous or that they haven't got anything better to do other than try and rip you to shreds.

Hate those sort of people who want to be successful but actually they just see you as potential threat; because your making a success of yourself one way or another, yet for me I'm just pushing through life and want to do things for myself. In my way of thinking now is no matter how much negativity I'm getting from the critics now; I'm just thinking I don't give a sh*** anymore want to criticise for doing something I want to do, get off your own backside and do something you want to do than criticise other people. If anyone has any ideas on how I can fundraise for children in Nigeria let me know; I'm having great difficulties with the critics trying to shut me down with the fundraising through justgiving, and etc.

Paperwork always paperwork when it comes to blogging more so now as I've got two blogs to write for; double the amount of work to do, double the amount of paperwork to do and you have no idea how hard it is to get one set of paperwork to work. Then the other one you think yeah this would work for the other and yet the one you worked with for so long decides to trip you up at every hurled when you try and do it. Not cool man. You never guess which blog website it is? Ah that's what I thought not Sentebaleblogs but lizzysweeklyblogs.com is doing the whole tripping me up business. That's just because I'm starting from scratch again but coping it from the notebooks. She says then made a complete c*** out of it and had start all over again. You think it's should be easy if you did it the first time around with the other blog….but nooo when it comes to my brain it just has a complete brain fart as it does. After doing it for hours on end thinking it's never going to end. Still haven't finished what I was going to do with the paperwork because I was miffed about the whole fundraising thing I couldn't concentrate on it properly. Will get it done sooner than later. The one rant hustle and bustle advice of blogging that doesn't happen very much.