Daily Challenges – Summer Challenge – Day 28 – Creating, colouring pictures and tidying.

Over the next coming weeks or months you may notices that there will be new pictures with different pictures that I’ve coloured in from my apps that I colour on. This is because I do at least 4-5 colouring in pictures a day where I can relax, chill and so on. I prefer to challenge myself the number of colouring pictures because I find it exciting and fun to do. 

The fact that I use my pictures that I colour for my blogs I do post them up on Instagram as well but with the blog post design because I think it’s a sense of achievement of being able to do things with ones mental health and etc. 

Yeah I’ve put tidying up there as a challenge believe me when it comes to my room it’s always a challenge trust me. Especially when we are getting a few animals soon I have to get it tidy and clean incase they decide to explore my room. Everyone hates tidying one way or another but for me I find it slightly difficult not sure why but it does. 

I have good days where I just get on with it and be okay with it sometimes I’m like I really can’t bothered to the point of I’m so stressed with it I become all negative with myself I know it’s not great but it’s who I am. I have to stop because I know that I’ll end up crying and can’t do anymore with it. Then focus on it the next day because I’ll have a clear head by then. 

My Creations – Poetry – Seeing her, hearing about her kills me inside

It’s just like yesterday you were apart of me like you were my everything kismet nothing could go wrong. Now that I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I don’t think I could carry on. 

No matter how many tears that I cry you would never understand how broken up inside, you say “I act like her” there’s another person as well who likes you, seeing and hearing about them it’s like I’m not good enough for you. 

As my heart bleeds, no bandages can heal these wounds, you have literally gone to far this time. I don’t know what to do because it’s killing me inside. 

I’ve done so much for you, I’ve been patient, took all the anxiety abuse from you, I cared about you, all you do is continually break my heart. 

I am so tired of seeing her, hearing about her it’s killing me inside. You make out it’s all my fault. I’m not taking it anymore. You either love me more than anything else or just let me go. 

Here I am once again torn into pieces, broken up deep inside, you would never see how many bandages I use to stop the bleeding inside. I just want to be swallowed up deep inside, you would never see the cries that I have been shedding because of you. 

I thought you were the one. My head is so confused no matter what it is wrong; you always change what you say, like I say something and we are on the same page, you take to steps back. 

Here we are once again seeing her, hearing about her is killing me inside because I’m still in someone’s shadow. You really don’t love me if you did you would off let go of the past, your still clinging on because you still love her. 

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