Daily Challenges – Summer Challenges – Day 15 – Another day has gone

Another day had gone yet I’m still here all alone but how could this be; you’re not here with me you truly never said goodbye, can someone tell me why you had to go and leave my world so cold. Everyday I sit and ask myself why. How did Love slip away like something whispers in my ear and says that you are not alone; I am here with you even thought hour far away but I’m here to stay with you, you’re not really alone it’s all inside your head. 

Baby you are not alone I am here with you though it seems that we are far apart but you’re always in my heart but you are really not alone. Just the other night I thought I heard your cries coming through my window in the wind I hear your prayers; asking me to come and hold you in my arms, I can also hear your burdens that I will bear with me. I first need to hold your hand from then on forever I can begin to carry your worries and troubles. 

Whisper the three words and I’ll come running to you because you know I’ll be there. You know that you’re not alone I am here with you though you are so far away I am here to stay. Though you maybe far away I am here to stay though we maybe far apart I am here with you you’re always in my heart.

You really aren’t alone I am here with you even though you’re far away you and me are here for each other; we are always in each other’s hearts, wether you’re alone and want to cry just reach out for me day or night because together we can stop being alone. 

Daily Challenges – Summer Challenges – Day 11 – Wish you were here

I’ve tried to leave it all behind me but yet they are still there beside me like a lost toy attached to me; I don’t believe it yet I guess it’s all true where there’s so many feelings that can travel too, there it is again sitting on my chest making it so hard to catch my breath and I’m trying to scramble for the light to change. Here you are once again always on my mind. 

I’ve never minded being on my own something inside me broke which lead me to wanting to go home. To where you are I know you’re a lot closer to me yet so very far; I’m reaching out in my sleep with every hope and dream that you would hold my hand, relax my arm and wrap yourself around me like your not letting me go and when the pacific winds guide you back to me. I hope it wraps itself around you and whispers into your ear telling you that you’re going home because I miss you and I wish you were here.

If I stay home waiting for you but I don’t know there will be so much to tell you that I need to let go; no matter how much you disappearing all the time I see you in the light, I fight the dark shadows fight to get to you and the beautiful thug that there’s that tug my heart. I must stop travelling in time but I can’t help it you’re always on my mind.

All we need something watching over us can it be the falcon; could it be the clouds or could it be the cross, then the sea the swept in and left us speechless. I never once minded being on my own but since being with you, something had broke inside me I just wanted to go home. Knowing that’s where you are; getting to wear your clothes so I can feel closer to you, yet you seem so very far and now I’m trying to reach for you. I hope my message in the pacific winds wraps itself around you and whispered into your ear to tell you that I miss you and I wish that you were here to save me. 

Daily Challenges- Summer Challenges – Day 10 – Define Gravity

I can’t tell if I’m dreaming or if I’m awake or even I’m allowed to sleep anymore. As I’m falling to pieces like no one else’s is there to help me; will you wake me up when this is all over because nothing seems to make any sense to me anymore, I am just falling into pieces every time.

I won’t dwell on tomorrow because it’s going to feel like such a waste of time and it cuts me up knowing that I’m going to be alright. Yet my eyes are wide open building my up to tears to bring me down so sick of going through the motions; I know that the dark shadow of its gravity will keep bring me down, let me fall whilst sucking every part of happiness out of me and I should give up but you should know my eyes are open wide. 

Still stuck of nowhere to go but I’ve been here so many times before I never know the reasons why; the voices are all blocked out I just want to scream just to ignore them, they just sound all muffled and jumble there is no reason for it. I would never dwell on tomorrow because it’s a waste of time because it just cuts me up from inside; I know I’m going to be alright on this battlefield every thing is forgiven and forgotten, I’m not looking for apologies but it feels like I’m broken inside and I know that I’m going to be alright.

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Daily Challenges: Summer Challenges – Day 5 – Remember me

Everyday was so wonderful but one day all of the sudden I found hard to breathe; now and then I get insecure from all the pain that was caused I’m so ashamed, of myself no matter what they say weather it’s positive or negative. I am beautiful no matter how I’m feeling because words can’t bring me down. I just need to remind myself I am beautiful in every single way. Yes words can’t bring me down as I’m already low as it is so don’t you bring me down today. 

To all of your delirious friends who consume all of their alto egos; mean, bully people in your room just to fill the emptiness and your time with your so called friends. Yet once your on your own your doom is your biggest doom because all of the pieces  have gone just let the puzzle undone. 

You start to feel down and all alone. Starting thinking you you’re not beautiful no matter your mind says you are beautiful no matter what they say in your head. Words can’t bring you down today. 

No matter what we do, no matter what we say, we’re the song inside the tune and full of beautiful mistakes. Everywhere we go where the sun goes who will always shine over your head and tomorrow we might wake on the other side feeling positive.

Please remember I do have feelings too so don’t bring me down today. 

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Daily Challenges – Summer Challenges – Day 4 – Scars are beautiful

She just wants to be beautiful but yet she goes unnoticed by so many people who just walk on by; she even knows that she has no limits no matter how much she tries to get through the pain, she craves the attention that she never had no matter how much of image that gives out. 

No matter how much she prays to be sculpted by the sculptor when she sees other people getting sculpted in paintings and clay. Yet there’s no light that shining to guide her to the other side; no matter how deep the eyes can see but it can find it no matter what have, we made her blind? 

Sitting in a dark place in the corner of a room wearing over size clothing trying to cover up her pain. Nobody knows that she’s cutting her woes away because cover girls on magazines don’t cry after their face has been made. There’s always hope that’s waiting for you in the dark no matter how low you can be. 

I just want you to know that your beautiful just the way you because you don’t have to change a thing about yourself; the work just needs to change it’s heart as it’s cruel to everyone that meats it’s way, there should be no scars on your perfect skin as your too beautiful and we are stars that glistening in the sky as we are beautiful. No matter where you are.

She has dreams that can be so envy as she stands outside a newsagents shop because she’s starving but she knew that she had to lose weight as she read that covergirls eat nothing. Yet she tells me beauty is pain and there’s beauty in everything. Little bit of hunger wouldn’t hurt? She tells herself “I could go one a little while longer” in front of our eyes she’s fading away. She really doesn’t see how perfect she is or how much she’s worth or that the beauty goes deeper than the surface she lets on. 

To all of the girls that are hurting please let me be your mirror to help you see a little clearer; letting the light out thar shines within because there’s hope that’s waiting for you in the dark, you should know how beautiful you are and you don’t have to change a thing at all the world has to change it’s heart. There should be no scars to your beautiful soul as your are a star that’s shining out like the rest and your so beautiful. 

You really don’t have to change a thing about yourself because the world should change it’s heart and soul. You know better than anyone else who you want to be. All you got to do is to remember who you are as there’s no better life being dead than the life that you are living. There is really no better life than the life we are living. There is no better time for you to shine than everyday fighting for your life because you’re a shining star who is strong. Yes you are beautiful. You really don’t need to hide in the dark no more and you really don’t need to hide or wait in the dark. 

You don’t have to have anymore scars anymore because you are beautiful. 

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Summer Challenge: (21.6.18) Thursday – Day 1 – Longest Day Ever

The fact that I thought yesterday (20.6.18) was rather along day to be honest especially when you have had one of those days that you wish you just stayed in bed for that reason. Yet today being the 21st June 2018 a long day which means longer light in the evenings. I’m like great that’s all what I need right now haha. Okay I’m stuck what to write for my first challenge I might as well write a story. 

The Seven Nation’s are closing in

I’m going to fight them all off because the seven nations of the army can’t hold me no more. Their grip is coming off as I talk to myself at night telling myself I’m going to fight this as I’m better than this; who needs to hide behind a cigarette I can’t forget what you did behind my back that time you lied about me, I’m going back and forth in my mind. 

The messages that coming from my eyes telling me to leave it all alone because you know the truth so I don’t want to hear about it. Everybody has got one story to tell about me everyone can think what they like but everyone knows that from the Queen of England to the hounds of hell. They will know where I’m going because on my way back I’ll catch and try to serve it to you.

I know that’s not what you want to hear but guess what I’ll do because the feeling in my bones are coming. I’ll find a home and that’s what I’m going to do because as far from this soap opera grows for evermore. I’ll work the straws out because the sweat that drips out of every pore you may think I’ll come after you acts like I’m bleeding of all of the words that you say about me. 

As I’m bleeding right before lord even if I can’t sing no more and the stains on the carpet as my blood trickle down. Tell me to go home when you want to spread lies, make me leave and many more. I’m still standing here and I’m not moving any further away from this. I just do my job and that’s it. I’m not letting the seven nations coming in and close to control me.

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Daily Challenges: – Summer Challenges – (20.6.18) Wednesday – Introduction

Word up guys! How are we all doing? As you guessed I’m bringing back challenges as you guys seem to be requesting them; well reading my old ones giving me a hint that you want to see some more of them, as it’s been awhile for me in doing them and I was going to start this in July but it’s okay you guys want something now. I’ll do it now because I can see you guys trying to help me get through the darkest time at the moment and decided to bring the daily challenge back.

I’m currently not sure how many days I’m going to do yet but we will see won’t we because we all love as much as we can. Do let me know if there is a challenge with a challenge itself that you want me to tell you about and I’ll do it for you. If not I’ll come up with something challenges or something but as this is a challenge for me to write an x amount of days for the summer.

Okay I think I might do 31 Days Challenge starting from tomorrow (21.6.18) as it starts with a one and goes inside with 21 at the end of the day. I just like playing with numbers that learn maths because I don’t understand maths anyways. I think you guys have set me a challenge to do this challenge in the first place but without telling me but reading the previous ones. What do you think?

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Easter Day: The rise of the eggs

Luke 24:34 saying, ‘The lord has risen indeed, and has appeared to Simon!’
So with a bit of research of what it meant about the whole lord has risen and all that jazz. Being me I like to pick loop holes in it because I’m one of those people who like to question things and especially when I’ve grown up in a Christian family don’t worry I’m not going to board you with tears about the whole Christian faith thing it’s not my style.
The fact that I chose the rise of the eggs it’s because it’s a new month so what’s more fitting than the rise of a new month; “Lord has risen and also with you!”, and etc etc. I’m just glad that it’s a new month so I can focus on myself a bit more and be able to enjoy life a bit more; I’m just glad that March 18 has been and gone, starting again to be positive towards myself a bit more.
Maybe I should forgive those who have done me wrong but I don’t know yet as I’m writing this the day before as all ways. As I’m away for the day with the family that’s what she says if the anxiety stays settled and be good to me. You like my Easter picture that I coloured in on the app of colorfry app; I actually enjoying doing them as it’s giving me the time to clear my head, but also to distract my mind from things when I don’t need to think otherwise it sets me off and no one really needs to be on the brunt of it all.
There’s always a quote from Batman Begins “why do we fall sir? So we can pick ourselves up” it’s always been my favourite and it may occur to you that Batman is my thing but it really is because I like Gary Oldman and Michael Cane in it as he’s one of my favourite actors in it. I tend to go back to it every so often when I need to; it’s like my Bible I have to use it when I need to, because it’s one of things that I swear by when I’m down and alone.
What quote do follow by and live by? Let me know by commenting below.

Good Friday: Miracles if you believe in it or not

“From that time on, Jesus began to explain to his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things at the hands of the elders, chief priests and teachers of the law, and that he must be killed and in the third day be raised to life.” – Holy Bible (not sure what chapter or verse)

To some of you who may have just joined don’t panic this isn’t a Christian religion blog site I do major seasons events in the U.K that I pick and choose. I do challenges leading up to the events but this time I didn’t for this one; plus now and then I touch roots with my past, especially when it comes to something like this but I don’t believe in it or anything however I question about it.
Sometimes you come across people who believe in miracles and some people don’t to be honest for me I don’t the only reason is because I find that the amount of times I’ve tried to be positive, get things done and get positive outcome from it. It only lasts for a few moments because it would be down to my own stupidity, trust people or they want to put me down.
Trust has to work both ways but miracles for me it has to be something I feel you either got the confidence and continue to go forward to do things even if it’s not going to work or it will. Unless you’re someone like me who just takes risks in things and things either happen or they don’t but I like to achieve things in small amounts of doses.
Question for you all. If Jesus did die for us on the cross and in three days he rose again. Why is he letting us suffer all this hate and etc over the years along with terror of when the next attack going to be?

Day 14 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Your My Best Friend

Your making me live whatever the world can give to me; you will always be there when I need you because you’re the only one that I can, baby your making me live now honey and you’re my best friend my soul mate that I have ever had. I’ve been with you now for such a long time; you’re my sunshine whatever the day is, whatever time of day it is and I want you to know that my feelings are true I really love you. You’re my best friend.

I’ve been wandering around feeling lost and confused on some days but I still come back to you in the rain or shine; you’ve stood by me honey I’m happy at home knowing that I’m safe with you, because you’re my best friend. You make me live through the bad times whenever the world is cruel to me; I got you to help me forgive myself more than I need honey, your making me live.

You’re the first one that I turned to when things turn out bad; you know I’ll never be lonely, as you’re my only one that really loves me and love the things that I do. I really love the things that you do now honey. You’re my best friend. I’ll say it one more time you make me live now honey you’re my best friend.