Don’t you just hate that knot in you’re stomach that won’t go away especially when you want to sleep? Yep that’s what happened to me no matter how much you try to relax by doing things that you think will help you relax but as soon as you want to turn in you’re head is like nope sorry I’m going to throw everything at you like you deserve it. To which will tell your stomach to tighten it self like you want to vomit no matter how much you don’t want to but yet you feel like you’re going too.
Whatever it is that’s causing me to feel like this can go and do one because it’s already disrupted my day as it always has. The day before I mean and the past week so it needs to stop. Along with my hair needs to stop being a pain in the arse as well along with making scab wounds on top where I’ve been scratching my head too much because it’s been so itching due to dandruff. I genuinely think I’m having late 20’s crisis here guys don’t even know what’s going on.
So this morning I woke up at 5:15am my own occurred (not sure if this is the right word or the correct spelling) cord? Oh wait found the right word that I’m looking for. Scratch that occurred and replace it with accord. Let me start this paragraph again. So this morning I woke up at 5:15am on my own accord without any disruptions what so ever but yet I needed to pee….sorry too much information on that front.
The stomach knot has now gone for now whatever that was but all well just hope I don’t have to feel it ever again. I wonder how that could be possible to be honest if the stomach can turn itself into knots does anyone know? Along with the butterflies in the stomach when your excited but anxious and nervous about something?
I know right this is weird that I’m coming up with knew things to write about without even trying to. Don’t panic! Don’t panic! You’ll still have your stories too as I know how much you like them.
The Autumn Lifestyle of my world when I really want…..
It’s that time of year where it’s getting colder each day; the leaves are starting to turn to their autumn colours, loose their leaves and the mud starts to become horrible and muddy. That’s when I’ve started to get into a bath and into my pjs feeling. I generally don’t do that but these days I’ve actually wanted to do that because I’ve been up for almost 12 hours a day minus the weekend lay in is luxury for me to be honest with you.
The last couple of days I’ve just wanted to have a bath, get in my pjs, have my dinner and just chill in my room. So then if I do fall asleep then I don’t have to worry about having a bath or having to get dress in the freezing cold. The fact that I’m craving hot chocolate right now it’s ridiculous because I’m never craving it this badly; but heyho if anyone has great suggestions of wha flavour hot chocolates are out there do let me know, so I may have to invest in some because I liked the one that my cousin gave me but I never got round to getting anymore because I’m never have any money.
The other another feeling that I’ve been getting is me wanting nice cuddles with someone in bed because I’m forever cold and doesn’t help my hips hurt every so often. Not because of that guys come on what do you take me for. I wouldn’t be blogging now if I was. Rolling my eyes at you guys. Innocent children maybe reading these. I have joint problems okay especially when I have a trap nerve/lower back pain. Which effects it badly so odd occasions I do take something for it to help me get some sleep a night.
A bit of a short one tonight guys sorry. I’ve been struggling to write something the last couple of days. If there’s something that you want me to talk about please don’t hesitate and leave a comment below.