Disadvantage Children in Africa 


I had a request from a private client of mine; who came to me with an idea for a charity, to which he wanted to start up and he asked would I like to be on this journey with him. Sensational client of mine asked me what I did for living? What made me want to do the job? Two powerful questions anyone could ask for; especially when someone wanted to take you on that emotional journey, how can refuse the offer of not helping. 

Breathtaking emotional journey that I would like to take you on is a country called Africa; the most poorest country in the world, the sad part for me is that families, children, infants, babies and even grandparents are dying. Dying everyday; every parents worst nightmare of seeing their children die before them, every child don’t want to see their parents die. For me that’s the worst I have that fear of seeing my own parents die; however I’m fortunate that I haven’t experienced it just yet, but hearing and seeing children suffer with health issues, wanting to learn and be like everyone else in the world. It is frustrates me that no one is listening or not doing anything about; I should know; as I have witness off hand; with special needs children over the past 6 years or so, each day is something different and new. You know don’t know if they are going to be in; when they are next going to have a seizure, when they need a nurse or to be rushed off to hospital and that for me seeing that is heart wrenching. Your unable to help; but when they are well, you can help them to experience things that they like try something new, help them learn. 

For me; Africa’s children are the same but in their own rights; everyone has a voice, every child has a voice and most of all every single African child has a voice. Every single child in that country has the right to be heard; to learn, to experience life and most of all to see the world that we see. All I ask for is this every little amount that you donate today will go a long way; seeing a child’s face light up because they are being heard, they know that world is listening to them. 

If you can do this for that one child in your country or even your own child or even that child who has special needs; why not go out for that extra mile to help the child who has nothing, who wants to be the same as everyone else. 
Thank You. 

Lizzy & My Client

X

I’m going to walk 600 words and counting!


I’m going to walk 600 words and counting!

‘”Are you mad!” Cried three Borthwright children; as they looked at me to say I’ve told them that their story was coming to an end, “who you calling mad? Surely not me.” Smirked Tom as he came into the conference room taking a seat next to me. “No!” Exclaimed Stacie. “Lizzy’s going to walk 600 words!” Said James tripping over his words on which I’ve never noticed that one before, note to self in my journal. “How can she walk 600 words when she’s already done more than that writing the Tales of you three” the two pondered for a moment; then some odd non Verbal talk came from Duncan on which he hasn’t done in a very long time. I knew what he meant. “Duncan is right. So’s Tom I have done more 600 words writing the Tales of you three” I told them. They were even more stunned that I just translated Duncan’s talk. – Author of Lizzy Arrow – the Tales of Duncan, Stacie and James Borthwright. @copyrightlizzyarrow @allrightsreserevedlizzyarrow

Not bad for nearly 200 hundred summery there of what this blog is about; weren’t to sure how I was going to write this blog for today but it helped having some input in from my characters, on which I need to work on at some point just to finish it all off. 600 words isn’t too bad on a good day; on a bad day then your stuck because you know you wanted to write, but you can’t because the barrier of the 600 words and counting seems to be difficult. 
I didn’t have much of a problem when I was younger I would just write and write; even with the practice of doing word counts tests, however it didn’t matter to much in the end but when writing for a company and they want certain amount of words. It takes more brain power than you can imagine; I can tell you know I’m like half way there at this point of this blog I’m on the half mark of 369, exact point of number is where I have got up too. 

I recommend it to you guys to give it ago of doing 600 words because you never know who might come into contact with you on the grand scheme of things; I would also ask the client questions of what you need to know such like do I need to get it approved by the company? How many words do I need to pass? What sort of categories are there? Is the company real or a fraud? Every little detail before you make any assumptions of agreeing and taking part in a group investor. 

The group I’m with I thought I’ll give it ago to see what it’s like; it did take me a while to understand what I was meant to be doing, but had help with one of the people who goes over it. I always email them to give them a heads up that I’m just about to post a blog post; they have a snap it up, give it a quick read and let me know if I needed to do any changes or if I put it in the wrong category they let me know. It is very handy to have someone on the inside to be able to help; to guide you, and most importantly help you to change your ways of bad habits. 

This goes to can happen with short stories, blog stories and blog posts that you are extremely passionate about. Give it all ago write 600 words on something that you like about; edit it, read it again, if it needs to be edit again, but guess what edit it again if you think it does and if it doesn’t that cool. If you can see if you could do some competitions if you feel ready to or set up your own blogs good for you; go for it, I believe that you can do it. Without my blog website I wouldn’t be able to still continuing to write or be encourage to put my work forwards to a Blog Media where I get paid for it; I always thought my work was rubbish until I gave things a try, then one day boom people love my work. Just take a leap of faith and achieve your goals; I would more than happy just to sit at home, write away and not let anyone read my work other than my sister mainly my stories. She’s my big inspiration for me to carry on; don’t be afraid to take a risk, if it happens it happens and if it doesn’t it doesn’t. You gave it your best shot. Good luck peeps. X

The feeling of lost and confused.


The feeling of lost and confused.

The weekend that had my whole world just got turned upside down. To the point of freaking out and confused. 

The hardest part of this is I don’t know where to begin to write; I suppose I should start from the beginning, then find the end somewhere. Would be a good start wouldn’t it. I like to make sure that my readers and clients know this is everyone’s worst nightmare; for themselves, but also for a parent or a child witnesses their love ones crumble or confused. This is what I want to share with you on my daily basis; I do have good days really good ones, however I have really bad days that I can’t seem to get out off. 

As I’m writing this I would like to say thank you for reading and listening to my story; also I’ve actually got a clear head, where I’m doing loads of posts for you think I’ve writing about three in one day; one was a hit and miss but it was alright, two with clear head. Which is achievement. 

My story begins with meeting a guy who I thought he really liked me; felt like we known each other for months, but it was only a week. When it came to the mid week we met up; he really liked me and I really liked him, I thought he said would you go out with me and come round. By Friday I was trying to contact him as I was having a complete nervous breakdown; until I found out that someone else messaged me back to which my whole world turn upside, I had wished he would talk to me first but the whole weekend he hadn’t messaged me at all. 

I couldn’t understand why someone would do that to someone who they really liked; then something more unusual happened to me, on which I can’t say private client confidentiality etc etc etc. To be honest my head is still coming around to the idea; but they didn’t know or what was happening at the time, probably now know why my head is over the place. All I can say nice one guys. Not like I’m complaining or anything it’s rather nice to be able to be recognised with the whole what I do; how I do things, and what not. 

I wish I could revel my clients but I promised myself and to them I wouldn’t. Yeah whilst everything was going on in my head; the guy that I liked, having multiples of anxiety attacks and along with private clients. I think I have lost quite a lot of sleep in one weekend; I don’t even know if I’m going to get much sleep tonight after I’ve finished here. Sunday 11th June 2017. 

Living with anxiety is hard everything is out of your control; sometimes when I’m completely out of control, I don’t know what I’m saying and apologies if I had offended them. It’s going to be a long night now; just had a paracetamol just to bring down how hot I’m feeling, but also to help calm my nerves as well I was literally getting the shakes. On which it might of trapped a nerve in my wrist or I’ve done something to it, so use to it now it’s like my second nature if you ask me. Good night I hope you all have a lovely sweet dreams as I’m going to try and get some sleep. If not I have no idea what I’m going to do. 

Who’s laughing now


Who’s laughing now

They would call me names, they would pull my hair, they would spread rumours about me, so you think you know me now, now I’m raising my game! 

“You know my name. Not my story.” You know my name by word of mouth; how I introduce myself, how I hold myself. You don’t really know my story; all the rumours that maybe said or been told, they are lies if I haven’t told you myself then why continue the hatred and rumours. 

My story is told who I want to tell; who I can trust, who I get on with and most importantly who I get on with. I am private person; I share my information if I need too, or if something isn’t right I’ll say or don’t because at the end of the day my life my rules. 

All the pain that you gave is the where I gain the power of being strong and raising my game of I know who’s better. I know the truth want spread lies then that’s fine but at the end of the day karma will find you and bit your arse. 

The 6 things I follow and everyone should know me follow these; it makes me who I am, I generally hate liars with a passion, I am loyal I always remain loyal person to anyone who treats me respect and be loyal to me, I’m honest as I can be because lying is not great way about things, I am totally weird it’s my nature of being fun, hate being ignored when people give me attention and saying that they like me what not and then it’s like what’s the point of even trying. Last but not least I text back fast. I pretty much text all the time because over the years I’ve had loads of people messaging me and you start to become more frequent of knowing where the keys are on the pad. 

I pretty much can tell from wannabe populars throughout out school and even throughout my early adulthood. To be honest I don’t care all they do is talk about people behind people’s back even with the people that they are friends with; it’s because they haven’t got anything better to do along with everything is about them, there’s me I like to keep to myself to myself and get on with things. 

All I can say is if you keep your head down you will go along way because you do; I am blessed that I manage to work my way up with the whole career, to the point of rubbing things in people’s faces to say “you thought I couldn’t do much look at me now. Who’s laughing now? I have the last laugh now” 

Why would you speak about things if you don’t know half of the story or even better don’t even bother speaking if you don’t know what your talking about. Don’t even like big headed people who think that they know things but when you point it out where you notice something wrong; they like back track on what they actually talk about, because at the end of the day you will get stuck in your old ways. 
Sorry got slightly side tracked reading something that I didn’t get but all well. On which comes to my mind why would you spend 31+ million on a car for someone? See this is what I mean don’t talk about something that you actually don’t know fully what’s going on. To my answer on that one is don’t talk question about it; don’t back stab anyone about it, unless your in the in crowd of knowing what’s going on then it will all become clear. 

Frauders…Frauders want your money!


Frauders…Frauders want your money!

My dearest loyal readers and clients I wish to announce some devastating news; my resources have contacted me, saying that they would like to let everyone one know that people out there are frauding them to get money out of their fans. Using their good nature; the role as a public figure, their clients that they support i.e. Charities that they help run. 

My advice is if you follow what you may think that could be any of the celebrities or royals or any public figure in their own rights; come to you using any social media via private message, please check out the official pages of their social media if they have any and what the charities of whom they support. 

Please don’t send them money if they are abusing the charity to get the money themselves; they just want it for themselves, but also make you the easy target to come back for more money. This also goes for online dating websites as well for money and you don’t actually know who they really are. They can be sweet and innocent until proven guilty of harassment and abusive partners. 

My local sources has given me a warning sign to let everyone know what is out there in the big world; also would like me to share it with you guys if there is anything suspicious please let me know and I’ll pass it on privately and I’ll pass it on if you haven’t got the courage to do it yourselves or I’ll come and be at your side. Everyone knows there’s lots of them around; especially these days with everything going on in the UK, we cannot even trust the government who recently cannot save us from terror attacks. 

This was publish a year ago back in May; this is still carrying on today, I have had a few myself over the past and most recently. All I want is that my dear clients and readers to be extremely careful and resilient of these things things. This picture was from a friend of mine as we were talking about things; one of the topics we were talking about was this, I do pray that this doesn’t happen to you or your family, your friends and most importantly your elderly grandparents or elderly next door neighbours as they are also targets as well. 

These type of people are highly skilled, maluptive, dangerous people they would go to extreme strengths and perseverance of getting what they want no matter how they will get it. 

To be able to support these types of is by checking out the public figures official website; inform them what has happened, question them off who they really are, most importantly write down the name of the account and if you can photograph it. Send it to the official public figure along and take it to the police as soon as possible; no matter how many you get or they turn you away persevere because at the end of the day people are stealing identities everyday to make out who they really are. If you need a hand and want to know more about it all please send me an email on lizzyarrow@outlook.com. Where I can give you more advice on what to do if this subject arises. I can promise you; you are not alone in this millions of people get it everyday, they are are afraid to come forward because the frauds have got them where they want them. 

Nothing is like bitter sweet


Nothing is like bitter sweet

Nothing is like bitter sweet! But when it comes to mental health that’s when everything falls apart. The past 24 hours I’ve hardly had much sleep; the last time I had slept I think it was my first anxiety attack.

I wanted to write this today; to show people how things can be difficult if one lives with one mental health issue, for me living with it comes with a price. Price that I’ve regret as I wasn’t thinking straight; I couldn’t really pull myself out of it this time, I was in it far too deep. Despite what was going on around me; I still couldn’t seem to get out of it no matter what, sometimes I have to apologise for what my actions may off caused people at the time of when I was having it. 

Hang on a second let me just go and do something first; I then return back to continue this post for you guys, it’s not going to be easy but I have to make the first step. It’s the first time that I’ve actually had a major one in a very long time; I knew it was coming because it was the feeling of sick, the anxious feelings at certain times of the day. The hardest bit I think is not having someone wrapping their arms around me; holding me tight making sure that I was going to be alright, safe and most importantly knowing that I can trust them to pull myself out of it. 

The worst bit is when one is in that frame of mind; you start to look for things that you can blame yourself for or others, so it can trigger anxiety off even more. You can’t help it; the nature of its course has to be careful, no matter how things wind you up or how selfish other people are you think you just want them to get over themselves and grow up. 

Each morning no matter how hard it is for me to get up on some mornings; I still manage to put on make up, do my hair and look ready for the day. No matter how much I don’t want to and stay in bed all day and recover from the whole attack. I still have to press on and carry on the day like nothing has happened. Well after a few hours of actually completing my hair and make up on which it shouldn’t of taken as long as it should of done but always; now back to work with writing this blog, even though I’m so tired but heyho as least it’s nice and sunny today. 

Today agenda is not really much but most probably sleep and working on blogs. In which trying to catch up on myself a bit as I didn’t do much for the last couple of days as it has been quite difficult think of what to write. The joys of the after effects of having anxiety attacks is that it really tiring and you can’t do much the next day; sometimes I’m alright and get on with it, like no body knows because I get through it all. 

78 words left to go and I’m starting to ramble; ramble isn’t it good in my opinion unless your making sense of what your talking about, or knowing where your going with it all. 20 words left to go; does anyone else do this when they can’t think of anything to write, I do it all the time when I was a kid doing exams when you have to do x amount of words in a eassy. I’m not much of an eassy fan it freaks me out. But yet I’m doing blogs of 600 words and now gone over haha. The joys of anxiety and what not make you do things your really don’t think your good enough. 

Love of my country 


Love of my country of things that makes me feel proud of being British not the stupid British we are known for monjority of the time. 

My country! My country is strong! My country come together and we stand together! We are a small country but at least we know how to fight back. I only ask the world this. If your going to bad mouth us; think it’s right to think we need help with attacking the people who did this, think wisely who would come and help you if your country was next. Faking news, blowing up the bad people in our hounor and insulting our people especially who is the mayor. Don’t expect our sympathy if your the ones under attack. At least we can capture more attacks just under 24 hours. Before you realise what had happened. #westandtogether #onelovemanchaster #onelovelondon

What makes us great at being British is that we all pull together; together as one, one whole unit two people I believe who are the most heroes and don’t get the best recognition since the attacks are the policeman who was the first on the scene and put his life on the line. He was only been on the beat for year and half or so; he feels it’s his fault that he couldn’t do more to help, as he only had his baton to hand. Whilst his colleagues battled to save his life; he was still want to hit back to the terror attacks, to protect his colleagues and the people that he served. The police officer is a hero no matter what; he did what he did for his love of the country, the citizens, colleagues and most of all the Queen of the country. Along with other officers that were also attacked; they are the heroes of this county, not the political parties they don’t do things to protect us. 

The news reporter for a newspaper company; even if the news papers get under the attack at things, but one guy who put his life on the line for someone else. He has this horrible doubts in his head now; weather what he did was the right thing to do, we all have those feelings but I do have to say this. He is a hero because what he did was unbelievable; you don’t get people to do that over the past few years, however in recent weeks we’ve become to the customs of these types off violent attacks, we help people in no matter what that’s how we are great. 

We respect our rules, laws and many more but people who don’t think our law isn’t relevant to them don’t respect them as we respect theirs if we went to their country. I’m not being racist or anything; we let people into our country for freedom and for safety, we should have the favour of having respect for our country for helping them out. However they don’t; all I can say is this if you don’t like our country or our rules and laws, you know where the door is that you came through. 

This is my country and I love my country more than politics. We are stronger than the whole politics in the commons; we are the nation who care when we are in trouble with things such as terror attacks, the more threats we get the more aware we are of them. All I can say is this UK “we stand together as one whole nation”. Keep your wits about you and see any danger or something happens; help people out if they have been targeted, help the services as much as you can even when your watching your own safety. 

Calm before the storm 


Rebuilding our lives 

There’s not kids out on the street today; living in fear of what may happen to them if they step outside, we could be living on the moon protecting them as much as we can. Has everyone packed their bags and moved away? It’s going to be a very long, long, long Sunday afternoon; as I’m just killing time, kicking cans around all day long. 

You see police and armed forces walking around making sure we are all safe; in areas of the country the trend set out by youth workers and police, playing football against each other. Encouraging everyone to come out and join them. To be able to help rebuild lives of people who are too afraid to come out; you wonder if it will ever be calm once again before another storm happens. As long as you know that someone is going to stay with you; no matter what happens, there are the stars that have come out above you just for you and for you only. 

We have this feeling that we have met like this before; the beauty of it all, is that we share the love, encouragement and bravery to help others. The moment like this is that we are not just standing up to the terror attacks; we are standing up to the politicians, especially one person alone. The person who who caused this; there is no one else to blame, but themselves. 

“Hallelujah! Hallelujah!” Cried the nation of Great Britain. Our faith of each other is too strong to break; but yet you still need the proof to break us, you say that we took the name in vain. We don’t even know the name; your the one that took it in vain, by doing the wrong doing. There is a blaze of every light in every word that we cry out; it doesn’t matter which one you heard, the only words that we say are holy words of the nations grief or the broken hearts of hallelujah. 

We did our very best; it wasn’t much but we’ve tried, we couldn’t feel or smell of fear. We couldn’t even feel the touch of hatred. We tell the truth of what Great Britain is all about; we didn’t come and fool, all went wrong for you. We stand before you with God of Britain, the Queen, the nation of own country and our victims. With nothing on our tongues but the words of Hallelujah and we stand together. 

The price that the terror attacks and the prime minster have to pay; in away that I can only describe is one thing and one thing alone, but I can’t not forgive the prime minster for what she has done to this country. She’s not paying for her wrong doings we are. Yet we will have calm before the storm; we search for the faces that we know that have gone missing, we take the victims by the hands to somewhere safe and new. We are something that we are not; you tell us we are going to be attacked again, guess what we are not afraid. We are ready. More ready than we have been before. You will not define us; we will survive and we will fight back.

People across the world we are going to salute representing our country; we are representing our queen, so pay attention on how we do things. We take no crap from nobody

The Body Shop Haul


The Body Shop Haul 

The most favourite shop so far this year has to be the Body Shop. Hardly shop in there until this year on my birthday and recently ran out of my favourite Shower gel.

The Body Shop located in my hometown as it’s been placed up the most historic monument full of cobbles; old buildings, statues and historic buildings on the high street. It’s quite a small shop not that small that you can only fit 5 to 10 people like Lush in the Friary Street; when I first went in there and came out with something for myself, it had to be on my birthday which was back in January. Lucky me really. I cam out with Strawberry shower gel that was like 75ml I think it was on which lasted me 5 months when it ran out on me; I really like that scent of strawberries lingering on my skin, I also brought the villina and chili body butter. It’s one of those things that I haven’t really worked it out if I like it or not; it was try and error if you ask me, as I wasn’t really into hand cream and what not at the time but now I have been using quite a lot on my skin as it’s been so dry and sweaty my skin had been horrible. That was because of the heat we’ve been having recently; now we’ve got the rain, so it’s been a bit cooler than it has been.

Now that I’ve got your attention of what I first brought in The Body Shop; I’m going to introduce you to the small cute box that had my goodies in, my they were even more cute in the box. I really didn’t want to upset the rangement; that was careful arranged by someone who had done it, that’s why I took pictures of it so that I could do my haul. 

I’m going to start with let me see; let’s go with my strawberry goodies as there’s more off them than anything else in the box, as I said previously my big bottle of strawberry shower gel had ran out and I had to go back to the normal boring dove soap for awhile until my parcel arrived with my order. I use to like dove but I’m not anymore as I’ve got so use to having strawberry shower gel; I’ve became accustomed to using everyday weather it’s in the bath or a shower, I think I might off gone over board with the strawberry collection from The Body Shop all well. What makes me happy makes me happy. So I have a medium size bottle of strawberry shower gel if you can call it that; well I just did so I’m going to stick with it, I then couldn’t help get the mini bottle of the shower gel. Not even shower why I put it in my handbag; along with some other things, you never know when you going to need them do you if your out and about. Then I’ve got the most dinky little hand bag size strawberry body butter; I was like in heaven when that came, was like I’m so putting it in my handbag with my peach flavour that I had been given from a work colleague at the end of term of last year’s academic year. Love that flavour as well. Mmm. 

The next one I think I’ll go to is milk almond and honey; now this is something that I haven’t used before so I wanted to see and try it out on my hands, also I’ve put it in my handbag with the other two. The smell of the hand cream was so nice; that I know that I can get some more of that when I run out of it near the time, it’s handy to have three small different kind of body butter hand cream in my handbag because when you really need to moisturise your hands you get that sense of feeling off my hands can breathe. 

Last but not least Shea. Shea has to be the most gorgeous smell that I have ever smelt and tried on; Shea is a spray bottle, the bottle is glass so be careful if you get this product. Shea reminds me of the sea side; with the sea salt air, the smell of the warm damp summers day that was coming towards us or it has been and gone.  

To rehabilitate and help others 


To rehabilitate and help others

This week I do have to say I struggled in the way of what to write for you guys in your hour of need; as my thoughts are still with the victims and who had passed away, but I believe there is good to come out of this and also it is very useful for every single of you as you read this today. 

I’m going to research or have researched quotes that you guys may like in the way of you can relate too; most importantly you guys have way cooler films at your age than when I was your age, believe me they were still in the making and starting out in my day. 

“Fairy Godmother: Now off you go… for you *shall* go to the ball.” – From Cinderella film. 

No matter how you feel about yourself; how scared you are? Or how anxious you are of going out to place? Due to the fact that bad things have happened to you; always have this quote with you, to give yourself the courage that you need to do when you get out of the house. That’s the best step forward is going to be able to go through that door and keep living. 

“Belle: [singing] I want adventure in the great wide somewhere, I want it more than I can tell… And for once it might be grand to have someone understand, I want so much more than they’ve got planned!” – From Beauty and The Beast. 

Don’t let your adventures stop because they have taken away your dreams and what they have planned for the rest of the world. Show them who’s boss. Show them that you are the one in charge. Let them. Know that you are standing up to them; with everyone who was a victim of the terror attacks understand, what it must feel like of the unknowing and what to do with themselves. 

“Aladdin: Wow. The palace looks pretty amazing, huh? 

Princess Jasmine: [glumly] Oh… It’s wonderful. 

Aladdin: I wonder what it’d be like to live there, and have servants, and valets. 

Princess Jasmine: Oh, sure. People who tell you where to go and how to dress. 

Aladdin: That’s better than here. You’re always scraping for food and ducking the guards. 

Princess Jasmine: You’re not free to make your own choices. 

Aladdin: Sometimes you feel so… 

Princess Jasmine: You’re just… 

Aladdin, Princess Jasmine: …trapped” – Aladdin

To be able to hold someone’s hand once again; like saying “do you trust me” and you hesitate of the uncertainty of what is going to happen if you set foot outside again, when they ask you again and you put your hand in theirs. Reply with a “yes” as they open the door still holding your hand not letting go; you feel anxious of not letting go, you know the massive big success in yourself. To acknowledge that you just got yourself out of the house; so you wouldn’t feel so trapped inside watching the world go by, but making the decisions off that are right for you. 

Just finding quotes that matter to you and how you feel. Even best way to do it is to analysis the quote of what it means to you; you alone and no one else, expect you as your the only one that can make it happen. People have different types off ways that the quotes mean to them; it’s not right or wrong people, are different to everyone else. Give it ago what do you think quotes mean to you.