Online Diary Entries: Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land with a pen in my hand and my notebook in the other like they knew the pathway to where we needed to be. I felt the earth beneath my bare feet as I sat by the river and it made me feel complete. Oh simple thing where have you gone? I am here to talk to you because I’m getting tired of the life that I’m leading I need someone to rely on have you found someone for me as I came across a fallen tree that use to be yours; I felt like the branches where looking at me, I wrote in my notebook as I sat on your tree. Is this the place we use to love? Is this the place that I’ve been dreaming of? I can’t see your little doors anymore or the door that you made me to climb in.

Oh simple thing, where have you gone? I’m getting old and I need something to rely on. If you have a minute why don’t we go back to where you are now as we can talk about it only somewhere we know. This could be the end of everything if we don’t meet; your my peace my everything, so why don’t we go to your land through that door of yours. Somewhere only we know so that no one can find us for hours.

Let me finish your story in my notebook. I like it when you sit on my shoulder and flying around getting excited that I’m there looking over my shoulder trying to read what I have written. Oh simply thing where have you gone? Oh there you are you cleverly disguised yourselves as dandelions; you did your magic with lots of pixie dust, so no one can come in or see what’s happening around me. I’m glad that we are back into somewhere only we know.

Day 14 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Your My Best Friend

Your making me live whatever the world can give to me; you will always be there when I need you because you’re the only one that I can, baby your making me live now honey and you’re my best friend my soul mate that I have ever had. I’ve been with you now for such a long time; you’re my sunshine whatever the day is, whatever time of day it is and I want you to know that my feelings are true I really love you. You’re my best friend.

I’ve been wandering around feeling lost and confused on some days but I still come back to you in the rain or shine; you’ve stood by me honey I’m happy at home knowing that I’m safe with you, because you’re my best friend. You make me live through the bad times whenever the world is cruel to me; I got you to help me forgive myself more than I need honey, your making me live.

You’re the first one that I turned to when things turn out bad; you know I’ll never be lonely, as you’re my only one that really loves me and love the things that I do. I really love the things that you do now honey. You’re my best friend. I’ll say it one more time you make me live now honey you’re my best friend.

Online Diary Entries: Standby Me

There’s nothings impossible where there’s nothing unreachable when I’m so weary; you made me stronger due to your beautiful love that you give me which is unforgettable, I feel none of the winters cold when we are together. Immediately upon your touch, warmth, kindness and protection will you stand by me? Hold me and never let me go? Will you stand by me? Where I’m with you I know where I belong when our story gets told.

When the day turns into the night I look into your eyes I see my future now; all of the world and it’s wonders, I know this love won’t fade away even through the darkest and hardest days that we faced and going to face. I know now I will never question us anymore as you’re the reason and my only reason to keep on living. I am blessed to find what I need because you bring me back to life; like the world is loosing hope around us. You’re my only belief, you make things right everytime I need you like you risk it all for me like running in the fire for me after the time I do the same for you.

Stand by me. Stand by me. As I call in the winds as you can hear my voice with the rain acting as my tears; would you stand by me as I stand by you?, no more loneliness my darling you don’t have to be scare anymore. Just say I want you by my side and I’ll be there straight away like you are always there for me.

Day 13 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Really Don’t Care

You want play me, you want stay with me, you want to have it all but start messing with my head until I hit a wall. I should of know that you would walk out the door; since we said we were done then you met someone else, and you rubbed it in my face. Let’s cut to the chase where she broke your head and ran away; you should of known that would happen, you know I would talk about it like you stole my heart and ran away.

Even if the starts and the moon collide I would never want you back into my life even you take your words and all lies with you; I really don’t care because I can’t believe that I ever stayed up writing songs about you, you don’t deserve to know the way I use to think about you and now you don’t have that right anymore as you had your shot but you let go.

If we meet out on the street I won’t be running scared because I would walk right up to you and put one finger in the air. To make you understand that you had your chance but you let go; no matter how much you try to get me back because I really don’t care, how much you try to win my heart again.

Online Diary Entries: Breathless

If you believe this or you don’t it’s up too you. I like to share my emotions and feelings in this story for the Online Diary Entries.

If I knew what I know now that our love was a fairy tale back then I would take charge and rescue you then on a yacht baby I know we would sail far away to a island where we say I do. We make the island our own and if we have children they would so look like you because you’re awesome, special, sexy and hot. You don’t even know how very special you are to me; you leave me breathless as your my everything that is good in my life, every time your picture comes up or you come into the room you leave me breathless.

I know that I can’t believe that you’re mine even when you have to leave to go out for the day you kiss me leaving me breathless. Our love is was written like a story book; where would it start? Would it start on the very first page on how we met or how I would dream about you all the time? You choose how to start it as it’s your story on how I walked into your life. The last chapter would be about how we are thankful we choose this life that we made together.

You must think I was sent from the heaven to earth to change you but actually you changed me because your like my angel; the thing that u feel is stronger than love believe me when I say “you’re something special to me” I only hope that one day I should deserve what you’ve given me but all I can do is try in my everyday life.

The fact that I love you more than anything in the world and leave me breathless every time.

Hustle and Bustle Advice of Blogging: What are the difficulties you’ve overcome in your blog?

Each and every blogger have different difficulties when they come to their blogging; mine was not having enough ideas for blogs which is known to writers as writers block, wanting to give up on my writing and blogging and not wanting to achieve anything. Part of it was down to the personal issues at the time when I reached to those points of giving up on everything; due to the fact that I thought it was pointless at the time nothing was happening, they weren’t great blogs at all, to be able to overcome those negative thoughts and the writers block I had to decide to create a different niche of things for my readers to read.

Most importantly keep them interested in reading them but how? I wondered and pounded for awhile; researched things what other people have done but sometimes never came out anything good, then it occurred to me what about Diary Entries and Challenges everyone seems to like them one way or another. I gave it ago to see where they would take me.To my surprise I had noticed that they had taken off quite well as they seemed to be liked more and more as each challenge came about. Even with the Online Diary Entries encouraged other blogs that I had forgotten that I had written came swimming back up to the top.

I always believed that you should always take some time out at the end of the day when your stuck for ideas take a break time to time; so that when you clear your head you’ll get fresh new ideas coming to you, and think oh yeah that will be a great idea to do something like that. Then you think yes! That’s a great way of doing things. Always take a break but don’t leave it too long otherwise it will take you ages to get back into it again. Also believe that you can overcome your fears that may cause your difficulties in the near future but tackling it dead on instead.

Day 12 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: I love your smile

As I’m sitting in my class just drifting away staring into the windows of the world thinking about you; I can’t hear the reach asking for the books as I walk down the corridors I don’t see the bad boys trying to catch some play, but all I could see is your smile and because of that I love you more than anything in the world. I just love your smile.

I’m sitting behind my desk at work the clock says three I want to be free; free to scream “I love you”, free to bathe with you on a hot summers day, free to watch you all day working. The amount of times I told you to come and save me when I’ve told you my boss is so lame so is the pay. Baby, I just love to see you smile and tell you how much I love you.

Time came when you showed me your direction now that I know I’ll never ever go back to the way I have been taught because I can be that better girl with the love that you gave me and how much you rocked my world. You believed in a girl like me knowing that you’re the one to be with. Yet when I’m caught all alone I start confessing it’s from the state of depression but baby when you start to begin laughing and smile. That’s when it becomes infectious baby I just love your smile and I just love you.

Day 11 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Happy to make a sound

I went everywhere for you. I even did my hair for you. I brought new underwear, guess what they are blue and I just Words them just the other day. Love I just want to let you know I’ll fight for you everyday like I always do; when you come home late I leave the porch light on for you, whether your sweet or cruel when you come back or when we are together I’m going to love you either way.

I love you and happy to make a sound because I got to tell you how I feel about you because I can’t go another minute without your love. I’m like a satellite making happy tunes like I’m orbiting all the way around you and I would fall out into the night because I can’t go a minute without your love.

Love I got it bad for you but I saved my love for the best and it’s for you knowing that I have you. You sometimes make me sad and blue but I wouldn’t have it any other way. Love my aim is straight and true. I know my arrows are a special kind but they are just for you; I even painted my toenails for you, I did them just the other day because where you go I follow. You set the pace we’ll take it fast or slow because I’ll follow in your way. You got me. You got me a force is more powerful than gravity it’s physics and there’s no escape from my love or your love.

The Unknown Fear: The 24K Magic Prince (Part 2 full works)

As the dream faded, she chased it, forlorn she was so tired of telling the officers who didn’t understand her that everything that found out about her was a lie. Her body was bruised, fragile and she hadn’t had anything to eat for days. She was getting sick now hoping that her big brother would come and save her now. Wished she had invited him to come with her all along now; being her she wish she didn’t want her big brother protecting her all the time, nor his security team tagging along but she only found out that one of the security personal had been following her this whole time. He tried to help her when all this happened he watched helplessly as the door closed behind her.

Across the other side of the country of Dubai an email had sprung up on the Crown Prince Sheikh Hamdan phone to which had urgent on the subject; the email address didn’t look familiar but as he opened it up that’s when he knew that it was from his long lost best friend, who he had thought been killed in a helicopter or something as he went missing himself. He read the email but he didn’t recognise the girl or remembered his friend having a sister.

Yet Hamdan could see the resemblance within her looks of beauty that she was the sister of his long best friend. The long wavy hair coming down to her shoulders, eyes shone blue, make up neatly done and a beautiful smile. Hamdan really didn’t expect her to be in trouble if she had a brother who was millionaire; he did think why the hell did she not take some of her brother’s security or have her brother come with her, those sort of questions bothered him the most to be honest. When he read more on the matter he was even more shocked that the beautiful lady in the picture suffers from anxiety, anorexia and depression since his long lost friend’s father had passed away many years ago in the helicopter crash. That’s what now made sense to Hamdan they published the wrong Robert on the news.

Hamdan got up ran to his fathers office; he knew that he shouldn’t be disturbing his father in a important meeting, but this was huge if his father didn’t step in right that instant. As he burst in his father looked over with a grey look across his face like his health was playing up but actually he looked like he had seen a ghost.

“Hamdan. Can you deal with this one please.” Asked his father like he was going to be sick at any moment.
“Yes father” exclaimed Hamdan

Hamdan managed to pull strings once he got to the prison. When all of the prison guards were frightened of the royals were brought in to solve some cases. They soon realise that they had the wrong person and that they had the daughter of the kings best friend Robert Senior Mason.  There was a load banging knock on her cell door. She wasn’t too sure if it was the knock that had woken her; there were people coming in she woke up trying to scream, thinking that she was going to get another beating from the officers but there was a familiar voice and strong scent that she remembered. “Danny” she croaked. “It’s okay I’m here along with Prince Hamdan” he soothes her as he carried her out. The sun beamed made her scrunch her eyes up which prompted Hamdan to put his spare glasses on her eyes to block the sunlight.

Once they arrived at the palace everyone rushed to their aid but soon realised that it set Melissa off thinking that she entered into another prison. Everyone backed away Danny the security guard managed to calm her down; Prince Hamdan and Danny took Melissa to the furthest chambers (bedroom) from everyone else, they made sure no one was allowed to go in unless they had permission or the doctor. The first thing that Melissa wanted to do was have a bath and have clean clothes. To which Prince Hamdan took it into his pride that he will fetch some clothes for her; more likely someone else will get them, whilst the doctor will come and attend to give her a look over.

A helping young lady who works for the royal family became her maid; she helped gently into the bath, also helped gently was her to get rid of the dirt and mud she had endured in the prison cell. Once the clothes had arrived Melissa wobbled a bit but the maid quickly but gently propped her up; they both smiled at each other like they were reassuring each other that everything was going to be fine, as they came out of the bathroom into the room Melissa looked at Danny and Prince Hamdan. Danny looks at her with a big smile on his face like “that’s the girl I know” Hamdan stood still with amazement that the girl who he had to go and save turned into a beautiful lady.

He didn’t really realise that he was being spoken to by the maid until she was up close with Melissa trying to get her on the bed. “Excuse me your highness. Miss Mason needs to rest.” She said patiently “oh of course she does. I’m sorry I’ll move at the way”

As Melissa fell asleep as you the doctor had arrived; she had to wake up again to be examined, it wasn’t before long that she was allowed to go to sleep but as Melissa was settling down again on the bed, the doctor wanted to a private word to Danny however he was hovering for a bit and looked at Melissa. The maid could sense the worry of leaving Miss Mason on her own; she touched his arm for reassurance she had spoken in english “Prince Hamdan and I will stay with Miss Mason until you sort things out with the doctor” Prince Hamdan realised what was happening when everyone was looking at him for a response.

“Yes of course and inform Mr Mason what’s happening as well. Saeed will take you to a private room to which you can involve Mr Mason as well.” Answered Hamdan
Both men left Hamdan sat in the corner of the room but near the to the bed just doing some bits and pieces; every murmur, every whimper, every little cry that Melissa made it would make him stop what he was doing and he would become anxious. He knew that she was having nightmares but he couldn’t touch her or protect her from them.

As few days passed Melissa was sitting up talking and etc. There was something not quite about the window that Melissa didn’t like; as she got out of her bed she went over pulling over a silky dressing gown by the time she got to the window she wrapped it around her, she then noticed in the distance in the sand dunes on the line a few heavy military facing the palace.

Melissa had started to have a panick attack she ran out of her room; running passed the maid, Danny and Saeed ignoring their calls after her, she got to Hamdan’s room knocking loudly with panic sound. Hamdan opened the door to which he found her standing there crying without any prompting she wrapped her arms around him. Hamdan wrapped his arms around like she had accepted him touching her.

In her sobs he could make out the words that sounded like the military is here on the outskirts on the sand dunes. He froze as he still holding her he knew she hadn’t done wrong why are they still after her. Hamdan saw Saeed and inform his father that there’s a heavy presence around the palace. Saeed knew what he meant he rushed the direction of the Kings office….

Day 10 Of 14 Days Valentines Challenge: Heartache Tonight

Somebody is going to be hurt by someone before the night ends; as somebody else will come undone which there’s nothing that we can do, there’s always going to be someone wanting to touch some and to feel alive and be loved that’s if it’s going to take all night. Everybody wants to take a little chance and make a go of it right. There is going to be a heartache somewhere tonight.

I know there’s going to be a lot of heartache tonight but some people like to stay out late and some folks can’t hold out that long. Nobody wants to turn back now as there’s too much going on; is this night will go on and last forever, but last all of the summer long. Some time before the sun comes up that radio will play that song that will remind you of them.